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Chapter 6 - NC-17

"What was that for?"

"Are you kidding me? That was for being such a jerk," Natalie told him as she proceed to go up the stairs to her apartment. John followed closely behind her as he was trying to get her to turn around and say something else to him.

"Natalie please, just let me talk, I.. I .. didn't realize what I was doing" John told her as they approached her door and unlocked it.

"Can I come in?" John asked and Natalie shook her head no.

"Please, maybe we can talk this out, I realize I may have come across to strong"

"Too Strong! You punched someone for dancing with me"

"No I punched him for putting his hands on your sides and moving them back and forth, up and down! "

"This is ridiculous John, just ridiculous, that's how you dance, you touch and it wasn't bothering me so why should it bother you?"

" I don't know why it just did!... It bothers me a lot to see someone touch you, and I don't know why, maybe it's because of the case your working or because I... I.., I just don't know!" John said loudly in the hall as one of the Neighbors came out and asked Natalie if everything was alright, she told him yes and then she opened the door for them to go in. She stared into his eyes as she stood in front of him.

"John this is to complicated, I'm really not in the mood for complicated, I just came out of a complicated separation and a divorce not to long ago, hell most of my life has been complicated, I really don't need anymore complications, especially with someone I barely know"

"Natalie I don't think our friendship is a complication"

"It is when you want more, when I want more, when you're leaving in less than a week."

"Natalie"

"No John, you know what? This is okay, it's alright, even if we kiss again, even if we have sex before you go, it'll be alright, you're right it doesn't have to be a complication, just two people obviously attracted to each other having a little fun, it's probably time I change my high moral standards anyways, look at where they've gotten me in life so far. So..., I can do this, I can be attracted to you, we can go around the block a few times and then I won't have to worry about anything else, it's not like we're in Love or anything like" Natalie said rambling on and on till she finally stopped and looked at him, he had a strange look on his face, a look of confusion or was it disappointment, Natalie didn't waste anytime and she reached up with her hands and grabbed his head, she pulled him into a rough frenzied Kiss, at first John didn't respond but within a few seconds he grabbed her waist with his hands and pulled her body close to his.

John's mind stopped working the minute she forced her kiss on him, his need for her took over, but before that he had heard her words, he was taken back a bit, she was selling herself on this thing between them being casual. That it could be nothing more than that. Was that more about the fact that he needed to leave soon, or was she just not feeling the same things as he? At that moment he didn't care, he wanted her, he longed to touch her and he wasn't going to ignore what she was offering, he would, they would, face the consequences later what ever they might be.

They continued to urgently and deeply kiss as he pushed her up against the living room wall, he moved his hands up and down her sides till he felt a piece of her skin, his body shook as he had moved her blouse slightly up and again felt her soft silky skin underneath, he got greedy, he wanted more, he needed more, he took his hands and went under her blouse with them and gently took hold of her breasts, over her bra he squeezed them tenderly at first and then quickened his motions slightly as his thumbs perked her nipples thru her bra.

Natalie was lost in his mouth and his acts of pleasure, she didn't think, she gave in, gave in to all the desire for him she was keeping locked up inside of her. He began to touch her breasts; he flicked at her nipples over her bra and her desire for him magnified. Natalie brought her own hands to the bottom of her blouse and she pulled it up by it's hem and over her head, he stopped kissing her briefly and helped her pull it off over her head, they threw her blouse on the floor and then he wasted no time finding her breasts again with his mouth this time, over her bra he suckled her nipples till he realized her bra had a front clasp, he undid the front clasp of her bra and her large voluptuous breasts fell out of it, John looked at her for a minute to make sure she was still alright with all this and he knew she was when she grabbed him by the waist and yanked at his jeans till she opened the button, she preceded to unzip him and when she placed her warm hand inside his boxers to feel his length and his need, John shivered, he shook from her soft yet urgent touch, his arms grabbed her up by her ass and her legs wrapped around him as he walked them straight ahead into the bedroom while he passionately kissed her. He threw them on the bed and he landed on top of her, he moved slightly and pulled down her pants, and panties, John then pushed his pants and boxers all the way off of him. He moved closer to her body as he saw her eye's full of want for him, he pulled his body up close to hers slightly off of her and his mouth attacked her nipples forcibly, he took them one by one, hardness by hardness till they were erect and pointing up, Natalie arched her back up as she felt his knee come into contact with her sensitive area, John rubbed his knee up and down on her sensitive spot and he heard her moan. He looked up at her and her eyes were closed, he heard her moan a few more times as he ran his hand up her thigh resting it on his knee that was still positioned on her, he extend two fingers and inserted them into her as he felt her shudder a little on entry, he slowly moved his fingers inside her as he again took his mouth and sucked on her pointy nipples. John took a breath, he was so close and he knew it, she was so close and he knew that too. He heard her call out his name and he couldn't enjoy torturing her any longer.

"Johnnnnnnnnnn" she cried out as he pushed himself inside her center with one abrupt push, he quickly moved himself back and forth inside her pushing himself deeper as she helped him accomplish that task by grabbing his hips with her legs, squeezing him with her legs Natalie meet his actions of urgency till they both felt they orgasms come upon them, Natalie's walls tightened and spasmed till she felt nothing but pure bliss as she looked at him and saw him shudder and rid himself of his juices inside her.

John released completely into Natalie and then opened his eyes, when he did he saw she was staring at him glassy eyed. He slowly rolled off her and onto the bed next to her. He was unsure of what to do next, should he hold her like he so desperately wanted him to or did the puddles that formed in her eyes mean she already regretted this, what they had just done, the love Making they had just finished. Maybe it wasn't, maybe it wasn't even love, maybe they didn't even make love; maybe it was just sex to her, like she said earlier. He took a breath; he waited to see what action she took, what her next action would be to what had just occurred between them. They lay next to each other in her bed silent, neither spoke nor did their bodies touch. Then John saw Natalie roll over on her side away from him and he knew, he knew what it meant for her, sex. John continued to lay and stare at the ceiling, he didn't want this that way, he wasn't in it for just sex, casual sex between friends but it was obvious she was. He rolled on his side facing her back still not touching her when he broke the silence.

"Natalie" he asked softly

"Yeah" she answered just as silent

"I... I.. I didn't hurt you did I?" he asked almost afraid too. They had gotten so carried away, he had gotten so carried away that he knew they were playing on the rough side.

"No, John, you didn't hurt me"

"Can I hold you then?" John asked quietly

"No, I don't think that's a good idea"

"Why? Why not if I didn't hurt you?"

"Because you holding me might hurt me more than anything we could have done in this bed" she told him softly as she closed her eye's realizing, realizing for the first time that her heart was attached, attached to him already, after only knowing him for such a short time, knowing that he was going to be gone soon. She also knew she couldn't, she couldn't let him hold her, if she did, she knew it would be worse when he walked away, when he left and went back to his life, his life that was somewhere away from Llanview.

"I think maybe you should leave, if you don't mind, I think I'd like to be alone" Natalie told him as he got confused and he slowly reluctantly got up, he found his clothes and got dressed, John walked to the door to leave, he turned towards her laying away from him as he spoke.

"I'm...I'm sorry... I'm sorry it's not what you expected," John told her and he left her apartment.