Dunno what I was thinking, might be OOC and mistakes, I've read only the first book.
You can never escape your deeds, you can never escape, and they will hunt you, forever, the past…
I am sitting in a dark, what is it? A room, maybe, I can't tell.
The darkness surrounding me, and I can't escape it, I can't, for it is me.
This is what I am, I am the darkness, I am the madness and I am the evilness.
I am the one who betrayed every human morals, the one who betrayed her family, as much as it hard to admit, I betrayed my own family, there was a time that I though that they betrayed me.
I killed and hurt my own family members, I killed my cousin and I know I hurt my sister, she done wrong in the past, at least by our family morals, but, she didn't hurt anyone as much as I did.
The silence and darkness makes me go mad, is that what they want? They want me to be even crazier?
I am here some hours, the Lord hadn't decided what to do with me, so he put me here, he put me here, after…
After that I killed Sirius, after that I saw the pain in those people eyes, Harry's eyes too, I could see that people loved him. No one loves me, loves, 'cause I know that my sisters loved me, once, or at least one of them, she was always so nice to me, and I hurt her,
I hurt Andromeda and my niece.
I hurt everyone.
What am I, you want to know? I'll tell you.
I am the evil, I am the dark, and I am the mad, I am...
I am Bellatrix Lestrange.
…and I am not worth living.
It will hunt you forever, and you can't hide, you can't escape, you can't… you can't live.
