Cindy

I got home today and dropped my stuff off at my house looking forward to going over Jimmy's house. Everything was fine at first. My dad was passed out on the couch so I knew I was ok. Then I went to walk out the door and he woke up. He ran over to me and pulled me by my arm and screamed, "WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING YOU WHORE!" I couldn't breathe! I was so scared and I was crying so hard I was out of breath and I couldn't answer him. So he punched me in my stomach and I fell to the floor coughing up blood. I attempted to get up but he kicked my knee as hard as he could nearly breaking it and said, "Try leaving now cunt!" and spit on me. Then he walked away. I stood up when I knew the coast was clear and tears were streaming down my face. I quietly limped into the kitchen then cleaned off his spit with a paper towel and washed the blood off my mouth. This is what I have to live with every single day. Had this happened to anyone else, they'd be in the hospital. But my body can take it. I'm used to it by now.

After that I left to Jimmy's house. He knew something was wrong and I was just so drained of any emotion by that point that I just didn't care to hide my pain. Then he decided it would be a good idea to leave tonight and I just got scared out of my mind! I was so afraid of going back to my house. But I knew whether I packed today or tomorrow I'd have to deal with my dad so at least this way I could get it over with faster.

I left and went back to my house but before I went inside I looked into my dad's room to make sure he wasn't awake. Thank God he wasn't! I slowly opened the door so I wouldn't wake him up and I went up to my room. I rushed myself as I went through my dresser to lessen the possibility of my dad waking up before I left. I threw tons of clothes into my bags and I made sure to get all my make-up and my hair dryer and just all that crap and the one thing I made sure to bring was my medicine. I would have to be very discrete about it though because if Jimmy caught me shooting stuff into my arm he'd automatically think it was drugs and I don't want him thinking I'm some kind of addict or something and the worst part is I wouldn't even be able to tell him what it really was if he did catch me. Hopefully he's modified the ship so that there's more than one room like he's been procrastinating to do so I can do it in there.

After I had everything packed I tossed it all out the window and then jumped out with it because I knew I'd be fine and there is no way I'm gonna take the chance of waking up my dad.

Finally I got over to Jimmy's house and now we're putting everything on the ship. Thankfully he put in a bathroom and another room with a couch and TV and food and everything else in the ship and in the main room he had two twin beds for us to sleep in. It was like a house on a space ship, which was really cool. At least we wouldn't be bored the entire time.

"I think we're ready to go," Jimmy said after he finished putting in the radar to detect if the Yolkians were anywhere near us. I just smiled and nodded and he shut the doors. "It's gonna be fast so hold on." He said before leaving.

"It's not like it's the first time I've ever been in a space ship with you Jimmy," I replied. He just smiled and then pressed the take off button and we went flying! It was so fast I felt like my skin was gonna fly off my body. No more than 1 minute later we were right outside of the Earth's atmosphere looking down at our green and blue planet. That's how fast it was! My hair looked like it had gotten in a fight with a hairdryer and lost. Jimmy just laughed at me.

"Told you it was gonna be fast," He laughed. I just stared at him angrily but I wasn't being serious. I fixed my hair and walked over to the huge windshield and stared down at the Earth. The only thing I could think was Thank god I'm thousands of miles away from him! I smiled as I thought about that. Jimmy came up beside me and looked at me. "What are you smiling about?" He asked smiling! He's so dumb.

"I'm just thinking now that we're alone we can fuck each other as much as we want!" I said seductively and his eyes widened and he straightened up.

"Really?" He asked eagerly.

"No," I replied, "I just wanted to see your face when I said that." He playfully hit my arm.

"Damnit I thought you were serious!"

"Yeah right like I'd really lose my virginity on a spaceship. That'd be an interesting story to tell my kids," I replied and went into the TV room and sat down on the couch. Jimmy followed in after me but he stopped at the door. He had a curious look on his face.

"You're a virgin?" he asked as if that was some huge surprise, which made me angry.

"Yeah why?" I barked as I crossed my arms and stared at him.

"No reason I just thought you weren't," He looked at me and he could tell I was getting furious so he tried to save himself, "Not saying that I thought you were a whore or anything I just didn't think it would be hard for someone like you to get somebody." He walked over to the couch as he spoke and sat down next to me turning on the TV, which I still cannot figure out how the hell he got it to work out of Earths atmosphere.

"It's not that I can't get anybody you know some people actually have standards and principals. I don't want to do it with just anybody… I want it to be special and mean something." He just looked at me and smiled.

"You're the only girl I know that's still a virgin." What's he trying to do make me feel like an outcast? I was about to say something but he started talking again, "I like that. I think there should be more people like that." He does a pretty good job of saving himself when he says something stupid. Now I'm starting to wonder if he's a virgin because I always thought he was but now it's sounding like I might be wrong.

"Are you a virgin?" I asked staring deep into his eyes. He frowned and looked down at the ground before responding. This told me everything.

"No" He answered disappointedly. For some reason it hurt my feelings when he said that and I don't know why.

"Oh" I replied.

"It was only once," He started as he looked up into my eyes, "And I was extremely drunk." Oh my God I didn't know that he drinks! This made me scared.

"You drink?" I asked nervously.

"Every now and then when I want to take my mind off things." He said as if there was nothing wrong with it. "I have some vodka in the freezer if you want some." He said pointing at the refrigerator.

"I don't drink Jimmy," I replied shakily, "Too many bad experience with drunk people." He moved closer and he looked worried.

"Like what?" He asked as he put his arm on my back and started rubbing it.

"Nothing, you don't wanna hear about it."

"Yeah I do," He said even more curiously.

"Ok let me rephrase that, I don't want you to hear about it." I snapped back.

"Sorry! I didn't know it was that bad," He said kind of irritatedly like he has the right to know or something.

"It's not that it's just it's none of your business," I barked. He could tell I was starting to get mad and I guess he really did not want any shit to start so he wrapped his arms around me and stopped me from getting up.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry please don't be mad at me," This was so unlike Jimmy. I slowly wrapped my arms around him.

"I'm not mad at you Jimmy you can calm down." Then he slowly let go of me and laughed nervously like he was embarrassed or something.

"Sorry I'm just really trying to avoid making you mad this weekend."

"It's fine Jimmy." Then we just stared at each other in awkward silence and until I finally spoke. "So… who'd you do it with?" He got that same disappointed look on his face as before.

"I don't even know and I feel like an asshole about it," He replied. Wow I was definitely not expecting that, I never thought Jimmy was like that. "I don't even really like to count it I mean I can't even hardly remember doing it. The only reason I know I did is because Sheen told me I did." I got a little disturbed.

"How did Sheen know?" Then Jimmy laughed.

"Because he's an idiot and he walked in on us." I could just picture the look on Sheen's face and I started laughing. Then when we stopped Jimmy looked straight into my eyes and grabbed my hand.

"You don't think any less of me do you?" He asked softly. Awww he's so adorable!

"Of course not Jimmy. People do stupid stuff when they're drunk that's why I don't drink." He gave me a hug and thanked me. It made me feel so much better that he cared what I thought about him. My dad doesn't give a shit what I think about him so this was a very new kind of feeling.

Jimmy

As soon as Cindy and me got into space all we've been doing is talking to each other. It was great because I actually felt like I could open up to her and talk to her about stuff. I felt horrible when I told her I wasn't a virgin because I didn't want her to think badly of me. Thankfully she understood. I really don't like thinking that I'm not a virgin just because it was such a bad experience. But we kept on talking to each other about all kinds of stuff and I started finding out stuff about her that I never knew.

"So you haven't had sex and you don't drink. Have you ever done drugs?" I asked. That's one thing I haven't done and so I wanted know if she had. She named off a list.

"Weed, acid, crystal meth, you name it I've most likely done it." I was shocked! Sex and drinking are two things that wouldn't surprise me to hear about her but all this stuff? It was just weird to think about.

"So you won't drink but you'll do acid and crystal meth? Those fuck you up way more than alcohol."

"Well I've never had a bad experience with drugs so I tried them. It's not like I'm addicted or anything I mean the only one I do now is weed because I know I can control myself with that." I was still shocked. "In fact I have 3 joints in my bag if you're interested?"

"I don't know I mean I'm not against it I just have no desire to try it. If you smoke one I'll most likely smoke one with you I just don't wanna do it by myself." She smiled so I smiled back at her.

"How did we end up talking about all this stuff?" She asked laughing. I just looked at her and felt my heart race as she giggled. She was so beautiful and I loved seeing her happy. I wanted to kiss her so bad! But I didn't because I knew she most likely didn't want me too. Or did she? I don't know but I'd rather not freak her out right now since we're going to be stuck together. She looked at me still smiling and I smiled back at her. I looked deep into her eyes and all I could see was pain. She was happy on the outside but dying on the inside and I frowned.

"Cindy…" I started trying to think of what to say.

"Yeah?"

"…What's going on with you?" I asked nervously hoping I wouldn't have to see the wrath of Cindy this time. Her smile faded and her expression grew scared.

"What do you mean?" She asked already knowing exactly what I meant.

"I mean you always look so sad and I don't know why."

"Well maybe you shouldn't," She said softly but that wasn't good enough for me I wanted to know.

"Is it because of your mom?" Her eyes grew angry and I could see her face get red. Damnit please don't yell I thought!

"I really don't want to talk about it Jimmy!" she said angrily.

"Sorry I'll stop." I said kind of low. She calmed down easily after I said that.

"Thank you." I just looked up at her and she looked at me. I don't even know why we had the TV on I mean we weren't even watching it. "Jimmy, I know I'm being a hypocrite but…why'd your mom leave?" Unlike her I didn't freak out and I actually gave her an answer.

"Her and my dad hated each other and she just finally gave up and left!"

"But I thought your parents loved each other?" I started to tear up thinking about the old times when they did.

"They stopped after the fucking Yolkians attacked and my mom freaked out on us and started driving us both insane. I'm glad she left! At least now I don't have to hear her and my dad scream at each other all the time." Cindy moved closer to me and put her hand on my leg and started moving it around. This was definitely making it hard not to kiss her!

"Have you heard from her since?" She asked still rubbing my legs. I tried to take my mind off of her hand so I wouldn't get an erection and would actually be able to answer her before all the blood left my brain.

"Yeah she left a message today and said she couldn't be there for me forever…" I started and Cindy scoffed because she knew exactly what I was talking about, "Exactly! Then she said she would write me everyday."

"She won't!" Cindy said. I just looked at her like she shouldn't have said that. She realized that I guess because she tried to save herself. "Not trying to make you feel bad or anything it's just… my mom never wrote me when she said she would and she wasn't too different from your mom. Face it Jimmy, our mom's are whores!"

"Yeah I just wish it hadn't happened like this you know," She nodded, "Now my dad's starting to drink and…" Cindy shot up straight and had this look of fear on her face.

"Oh my God!" She said shocked. I was so confused.

"What?" I asked in confusion. She shook her head and looked at me like she had been daydreaming and caught by the teacher or something.

"Uh nothing… it's just I never thought of your dad to be the type of person to drink is all," She lied. Ok something is definitely wrong with her! She flips out for no reason at all all the time!

"Riiight," I replied confused.

"Um Jimmy I'm gonna go take a shower I'll be back in a little bit." She shot up off the couch and grabbed some stuff out of her bag and went into the bathroom. While she took her shower I watched TV and all I could do was think about her in the shower. I guess you can figure out what I did next while she couldn't catch me.