Jordan sat down on the couch next to Lily and quickly wiped her eyes, trying to regain her composure, she didn't like looking so vulnerable to anyone, even her closest friends.

"He was the one who backed out this time, we slept together at the Lucy Carver Inn, then I did stall in telling JD but I did and he left and I invited Woody in and he said he didn't want to be my rebound guy so I just thought it would take a little more time but now he's moved on" she said, wiping her eyes again, unable to control the tears no matter how she tried.

"It's okay to cry Jordan, it's just me here" Lily said

"Why couldn't I just be ready four years ago then none of this would have happened" Jordan sighed.

"Because you weren't ready four years ago, do you really think if you and Woody had gotten together back then you'd still be together?" Lily asked.

"No, but we're not together now so I guess it doesn't really matter" Jordan frowned.

Lily just smiled sympathetically.

"I want him Lily, I love him" Jordan said seriously, looking her friend directly in the eye.

Lily's face broke out into a wide, amused grin.

"Try not to look so amused Lily, this isn't exactly working out happily ever after" Jordan said.

"I can't believe Jordan Cavanaugh is finally admitting she's in love with Woody Hoyt" she said shaking her head in disbelief.

"What?" Jordan asked.

"My God Jordan, the rest of us have known that for years, it's about time you caught on"

"Fat lot of good it's gonna do me now" she pouted.

"You have to tell him how you feel" Lily said.

"I cant, he's with somebody else" Jordan protested.

"Jordan, you have to do this, what if you never say anything and he ends up with Lu? Do you want to take that chance?" Lily threatened.

"If he does then that's his choice, I can't make him change his mind" she defended.

"Yes you can, if he knows how you feel, it could change everything, you guys have wasted plenty of time already dancing around this, tell him the truth" Lily suggested.

"Fine, but if he laughs in my face, I'm coming after you" Jordan threatened teasingly.