This is about who ever you want it to be about.
I thought it seemed like a D/G but I don't like it that way
Too sad
so I'm going to lable it something else
This is a oneshot
I always noticed when you looked at me.
I got this feeling in the back of my throat.
Stronger then an itch more like a burning sensation.
I knew it was wrong to feel this way.
So wrong.
But it felt good.
So good.
Just looking at you went against everything my family stood for,
Everything that I was supposed to stand for.
I tried to be strong,
To fight the yearning so deeply inside me.
If not for me, then for my family.
Then you cornered me.
I swore I would get you back for that.
I never did.
Never had the chance.
War was soon on everyone's minds.
It consumed every soul.
Darkening it.
Making it to weak to feel.
Too jaded to care.
I managed to live through all of the hurt, all of the pain
The only thing that kept me going.
I knew that it would one day have to end
War would never be able to go on forever
Could it?
When it did end, it felt as if my world shattered around me.
It was then that I started to worry.
Not about you
Never about you
I knew you were strong
Too strong to be broken
But then you came to my doorstep
Bruised and broken.
The things I thought you never could be
Out in the cold bone-chilling rain I learned things that were impossible to teach
I hated you for it
But I still took you in
I wanted to shelter you because you could no longer protect me.
Now I stand by your graveside.
I was the only one at your funeral.
I was the last one to hold your hand
The last one to speak to you
The last one you spoke to
The only one who felt your body shake as your soul left me all alone
I never admitted to having a weakness
And as much as I loved to deny it my only weakness was you
Totaly cliche. I know. I just was on my computer and started writing. This is what came out.
-E
