Author Note: I glad everyone liked it so much. Sorry for making it so short I really meant to make it longer but I guess it didn't work out as planned, but I swear I will make it up…somehow. Roxie: If we decide to make it up I guess it will be in this chap or the next but of course we aren't going to tell you about it; it's confidential at least to us. Alex: Umm as for the long delay two words computer problems. Need I say more?
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I think that covers just about everyone don't you think? Roxie: Yeah everybody who reviewed. If your gonna read the story you might as well review. That goes for all the lurkers out there. Alex: Nicely put Roxie, but I think that we've made them wait long enough. Roxie: Agreed. So here's the next installment of Addicted enjoy. Just one last note this chapter will also be told from Yuki's POV.
.Chapter 3.
I raced through the streets of New York recklessly towards the park. Yuki was awaiting my arrival and I was already five minutes late. I saw him resting under a large oak tree reading I called out his name and he looked up from his book and gave me one of his warm friendly grins. I finally caught up to him out of breath and crouched over with my hands resting on my knees. " Ah Yuki sorry I was late." I said as soon as I was able to speak. He nodded gently. "Its ok, you gave me time to catch up on some much needed reading." I walked over to where he was seated and sat next to him. "You can continue to read if you want." I said leaning my back against the tree. He nodded again and began to read this time aloud. The story wasn't all that interesting and I felt sleep tugging at my unwilling eyes, but that didn't matter I was just happy spending time with Yuki. I looked up at his face at his lips. They looked soft and succulent I almost wanted to…he looked at me and smiled I hurriedly looked away hiding my blush from him. Then in a flash I was covered in blood and unsteadily holding a gun.
I sat up abruptly in my bed or our bed seeing as the brat took over. Sweat descended from my face to my already damp clothes. My breathing was irregular and my heart thrashed roughly against the flesh and bone that enclosed it. My face was pale and I shivered but not because of the cold. Luckily Shuichi hadn't woken up I didn't want him to se me like this. Distraught, scared…..vulnerable. "Yuki…" I whispered falling backwards onto the bed. Why was he invading my sleep? Why now? Why after all these years am I starting to remember again?
"I thought this was what you wanted." He said smirking at me while rubbing his hand over my chest.
"Please sensei don't do this…"
I shook my head tying to clear these images of my past but they wouldn't stop. Every time I closed my eyes I could see the whole scene play out in my mind like a movie only it wasn't a movie it was real. I arose from the bed and walked to get a glass of water. The glass shook in my hand violently and I held my hand to steady it drinking the cold liquid. I glanced at the clock. Four. I sighed not wanting to return to the room in fear of awaking Shuichi. So I did the only thing I could think of. Finish my novel. I shuffled towards the door. Grabbing the knob I turned it and entered the dark secluded room. I walked towards my laptop and pushed the power button. A pack of cigarettes sat on the end of the desk tempting me to reach for them. I sighed giving in to temptation and grabbing the pack pulling out one I lit it and inhaled the cigarette deeply. I walked around my desk and sat down in the soft cushioned chair and began typing relentlessly.
"Sensei please." I tried to squirm from underneath him but his grip was firm. I couldn't escape. I couldn't move. All I could do was sit there and hope that it would all be over soon. Hope that this was a nightmare and I would wake up at any point. But that would be wishful thinking now wouldn't it?
"I thought you would enjoy this as much as me? Was I wrong?" He repeatedly whispered to me over and over again as he thrust in and out of me. Tears of pain and betrayal cascaded down my checks as I bit back another urge to scream. No that would give him satisfaction. But even as my pride fought against the scream that built inside me, my mouth opened to release the scream that resided inside it. I just wanted it to be over. The pain the betrayal the tears the anger the vulnerability. Everything.
"Please sensei stop…..it-it hurts." Even though I knew that begging wouldn't help I couldn't stop my voice from betraying my mind. My rationality. His pace quickened and I knew that one way or another it would all be over soon. Yuki grunted as he thrust deep inside of me. Warm fresh tears surged from my eyes as I felt Yuki's hot liquid pour into me tainting me.
His breathing was irregular as he struggled to speak. "See….that wasn't…..bad." he finished with a smirk thrusting in a last time before pulling out of me satisfied. He smirked again pulling his pants up and buckling his belt. I glared at him through blurred vision and I saw him motion to the others watching.
"Humph….He's all yours."
The others advanced towards me. I was trapped. My last thought was that I was going to die here. Alone. As the other men advanced towards me I saw one had a gun tucked in the front of his pants. Without hesitation I grabbed the gun turning my head I fired three shots into the darkness. I felt a hand press against the one that rested on the gun and I immediately tensed in reflex.
"It's ok, its ok. Your safe now." The voice sounded familiar and soothing. I opened my eyes and saw the horror before me. All three men were dead and it was my fault. I looked at my savior and cried into his shirt.
"Tohma I'm sorry I-I didn't meant to it was…an accident." I panicked, Tohma could turn me in. But it was accident, I really didn't mean to kill them. I just wanted them to stop. Tohma looked at me and gave me a reassuring smile.
"It'll be ok Eiri. I'll fix this……somehow."
"Yuki wake up! Wake up!" Shuichi exclaimed as he shook me awake. "You were crying out in your sleep and sweating excess- a lot."
I smiled at his incapability to say the word. Then I realized what he had said. "What were you doing in here in the first place brat?" I asked annoyed. He looked at me and seemed to consider his answer before he spoke, something he rarely did.
"I was just worried about you that's all." He responded looking down at the floor. I glared at him before turning my attention towards the computer screen and the work that I had evaded.
"Yuki, in your sleep." He paused looking unsure of what he was about to say next, "You sounded scared and you were yelling for someone to stop. You said Yuki stop? You were telling yourself to stop." He looked at me confusion evident on his facial features.
I narrowed my eyes toward him. This was the very thing that I didn't want was for him to start asking questions about my past again. My anger began to build inside my as he spoke of that person so coolly in front of me. He had no idea what that person meant to me. I stood up from the chair knocking it over in the process. My head was hung concealing my eyes from that idiot that stood inches away from me.
"Get out." I spoke softly but impassively nonetheless. I guess a part of me wanted to save him as much pain as possible and I knew that yelling at him wouldn't help. He said nothing for a while and I could feel his eyes on me as I struggled to not look at him.
"But Yuki I-"
"I said get out!" I repeated again this time more aggressively.
"Yuki I didn't mean to I just was worried. I love you." He said in a sad attempt to change my mind but I was far from compromise.
"I said get out. I don't want to see you face anymore. Get out and don't come back." I spoke this time looking at him directly in the eyes.
"Yuki please I 'm sorr-"
"No more games get out before I throw you out." As soon as I said those words I regretted it but I wasn't about to admit it.
"Please don't break up with me Yuki . I try to be better I promise. Just tell me what to do and I'll do it please." He closed the space between us embracing me and crying into my shirt. I felt his tears drenching my shirt and tears began to form in my eyes but I fought back the urge to cry.
"Get your stuff and leave now." I said one final time. He didn't move he just clung to my shirt. I grabbed his arms and disentangled him from me. He began to cry more as he finally realized that I was far from joking. He wiped his face with the back of his sleeve and nodded at me submissively. He slowly walked towards the door and turned around to look at me one final time.
"Goodbye Yuki." he whispered before exiting the room.
I stayed behind for a while letting it all sink in. A part of me wanted to rush outside and tell him to stop packing and that I was wrong to throw him out. Then make passionate love to him over and over again. But that was decided against as I stood there crying silently.
An hour and a half passed and I still stood there. I walked towards the door and opened it the light striking my eyes temporarily blinding me. The room was filled with suitcases, Shuichi's suitcases.
Am I really going to make him go though with this? Can I really make him leave for good? No not for good. Just for now until I've straightened out my issues.
Shuichi walked into the room and looked at me then quickly diverted his gaze. His eyes were swollen and red and his face was completely filled with pain and hurt and I couldn't bear to look at him.
"Hiro's on his way with a truck he rented. I'll be gone in five minutes." He whispered almost inaudibly.
Before I could say anything the doorbell rang distracting me. Shuichi opened the door and Hiro walked in. He glared at me instantly but turned his gaze back to Shuichi.
"Are you ok, did he hurt you?" He asked franticly.
Shuichi shook his head no. "He didn't hurt me physically if that's what you mean." He said again in a calm voice. "Can we leave now?"
Hiro nodded and grabbed the suitcases that Shuichi wasn't holding and took them to the truck outside. Shuichi walked over to me and I turned my head away from him not wanting to see his hurt expression. He dropped his suitcases on the floor by his sides. Standing on his toes he steadied himself against my chest and kissed me softly on the lips. I wanted to protest but felt that the least I could do was kiss him back. I encircled my arms around his waist and pulled him closer. The kiss remained simple yet it held so much emotion. He broke the kiss and whispered our lips barely touching. "Goodbye."
I released him as he reached down to grab his suitcases. He began to walk towards the door. He grabbed the handle and turned it opening the door. He stopped as if to turn around but continued to walk out of the door and out of my life.
