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WARNING: The nature of this chapter is very graphic, so if you have a weak stomach, then I suggest you don't read it. It has sexual content, so read at your own risk.


Chapter 4: Kouga's Way
Once they got inside, Kagome began to breath in and out rapidly. She choked on her breath and silent tears ran down her cheeks. Kouga let go of her hand and walked to each of the windows and closed very new looking shutters and put a latch on each of the windows. He stuffed pieces of cloth in each of the holes. Once that was done he turned to Kagome. He smiled at her. It was the same look that Kagome saw every time since that first time that Kouga had done that. He usually took her to different houses on different streets, but the last week he had been taking her to this one.

Kouga: You know how it goes, Kagome...You'll only make this harder on yourself if you don't do what I say.

Kagome stared at Kouga pleadingly and silently begged him with her eyes. These looks where wasted on him, and she realized that it was futal.

Kagome: -reluctantly, full of tears and fear- Alright, Kouga...

Kouga pointed at a hall that led to the back of the house and Kagome turned and started to walk down the hall. Her heart was beating wildly in chest. She wished there was something she could do, but realized a long time ago, that it was useless to fight Kouga. She was powerless against him since she couldn't use her demonic powers. She would fight him with just her fists and feet, but Kouga terrofied her, and whenever she tried to fight against him, he just went harder on her, and her blood froze with fear each time.

She could hear Kouga following behind her, the pads of his feet tredding softly on the carpet. He always went bare-footed. He didn't like shoes and law didn't force him to. It was a matter of choice for anyone with any demon blood in them.

Kagome reached the end of the hall, and she stood next to a door on the right side. She turned around to face Kouga as he pushed the door to the room open. He pointed inside the room and grunted for Kagome to go in. He smiled at her as she entered the room...

Kagome straightened herself up and looked Kouga levely in the eyes. She set her jaw stubbornly and refused to cry or wimper any more. She didn't want Kouga to see her like that. The hanyou gave him a look of defience as she walked past him and into the room. Once in, Kouga walked in behind her and shut the door and locked it too.

Kagome turned around to face Kouga. It was coming, drawing ever nearer. Immedietly, Kagome's courage melted away as she watched Kouga approach her. Her chin quivered slightly. He stopped when there were only inches of space inbetween them and he put his hands up to the bottom of her sweater and slowly lifted it over her head. Kagome didn't want any of this to happen but knew that Kouga would show no mercy if she held or fought back for even a second, so she picked her arms up so Kouga could get her sweater over her head with ease. He tossed it on the floor and then moved his hands towards the zipper of her pants. He unzipped and unbottoned them and pulled them down. She stepped out of them and then Kouga pulled her long-johns off and she stepped out of them too. Kouga motioned for Kagome to take her bra and under-wear off. She did so slowly and then stood before Kouga naked. Her hands trembled visibley as Kouga took off the bottom part of his clothes, and then his briefs.

Kouga brought his hands up to Kagome's breasts and fondled them. He messaged them gently and then closed the gap between them and wrapped his arms around Kagome. He kissed her softly on the mouth, but then they grandually became harder. He moved his hands down to Kagome's butt and squeezed it. Kagome knew what was expected of her and she slowly picked her arms up and put them around Kouga's muscular back. Kouga then started to walk forwards, bringing Kagome and himself closer to the bed that he had especially prepared for them both. He had bought new covers and sheets. The whole nine yards, just so Kagome could have the best to lie on. He had even made sure that everything was pink. It was obvious that girls loved the color and wanted Kagome to like it, and feel at home there. She had wondered why he went to such elaborate measures to try and make her like it.

Once the back of Kagome's legs touched the bed, Kouga slowly bent over, pushing Kagome down as he continued to kiss her softly, gently. Once Kagome was lying on the bed completely she scooted back, as was expected of her. Kouga positioned himself on top of her, then spread her thighs apart with his knees and pushed himself in her. He moaned as he did this, and began to move rythmically in and out of Kagome. He stared into Kagome's eyes as he did this. He gradually began to pick up the pace, and his eyes rolled into the back of his head as he groaned even louder each time he went back in. He paused for a breif moment and grabbed Kagome's breasts and squeezed hard. He sighed with satisfaction and then resumed making 'love' to her. He leaned down and kissed Kagome on the mouth hard as he moved up and down faster. The whole time Kagome moved with him. She knew that if she didn't, Kouga would hurt her. He began to move faster and then paused and tried to jerk himself harder into her. Kagome let out a gasp as pain shot up threw her body. Kouga stoped briefly and smiled down at Kagome as persperation dripped off his face, onto her cheeks. He leaned down and whispered in her ear.

Kouga: -softly, full of longing- I love you, Kagome...

She said nothing, and turned her head to the side and closed her eyes shut tightly.

Kouga began to move in and out of her again at a more swifter pace, groaning and moaning loudly with desire.

Kouga: -thickly- I love you so much, Kagome! Why can't you let me be with you? Can't you see that I want you!

As he said that, he began to move very rapidly and harshly in and out of her. Kagome let out loud gasps of pain as Kouga did this, and it seemed to please him that she was making noise. He had mistaken it for pleasure...or rather, he wanted to THINK that it was from pleasure, however, he knew better. He moaned her name several times as he went ever faster in and out of her. He was sweating profusely now, and his eyes lolled in his head. It seemed to him, that it got better every time. As he reached the climax, he slowled down to a stop and rested on top of Kagome. She struggled for breath under his wait, but no made no other sound of complaint. Kouga leaned up on his hands and bent his head down and kissed Kagome's nipples. He layed back down on her for a little while longer and then once he had backed away from the release, he went at it again. He started out slow and spoke again to Kagome.

Kouga: Kagome...can't...you...tell...how...MUCH...I...want...YOU!

He quickly picked up the pace again, moving rapidly in and out of her as fast as he could go. He groaned loudly with pleasure as his eyes continued to roll around in his head. Finally he reached top demon speed. If Kagome had been a human, she would not have been able to handle it. But since she was a Hanyou, half demon and half human her body could take it. Barely. Her human sensativety was kicking in by now, but the pain was tolerable.

Kagome: -in pain- Kouga, I thought...you said that you where going to go...easier on me...

Kouga kept on going as he spoke to her and smiled.

Kouga: -thickly- I...AM, Kagome...

He moved even harder in and out of her as he said that. He hadn't forgotten what he had said. And indeed, he WAS going easier on her...but not much. Finally he reached the climax again, and this time he didn't stop. He kept on going, moaning even louder than before. At last, he released and with that, he gave out a long and low moan. He sighed with pleasure and Kagome shuddered involuntarily. Kouga layed down on top of her again to rest. After a minute, he rolled off of her and layed on his back.

Kagome knew better than to go away. She could tell that Kouga wasn't through with her. She rolled onto her side so her back was to Kouga. He wouldn't mind that she did this. She decided to take a nap while Kouga rested up for round two.

As Kagome slept, she dreamed of Inuyasha. His warm, beautiful golden eyes stared at her intently. She felt safe looking into his eyes, and she smiled at him. Inuyasha's mouth moved up and down, he was trying to say something to her. Suddenly, he looked angry at her and began to speak louder. 'Why wouldn't you just let me walk you HOME, Kagome! I could have protected you from him! Why, Kagome! WHY?' Dream Inuyasha shouted at her. She tried to speak to him, but nothing came out. She began to cry in her sleep and in her dream. 'I'm SORRY, Inuyasha, I'm so sorry...' Her voice worked now, she found. The tears moved like river rapids down her cheeks as she saw the trouble she got herself into. Inuyasha slowly disappeared, leaving Kagome by herself again. She fell to her knees as sobs wracked her body. Kagome's sadness and the feeling of stupidity where eventually replaced with anger. She screamed at Inuyasha, even though he was no longer there. 'HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME, INUYASHA! WHY DID YOU LISTEN TO ME? WHY? Why? I HATE YOU! I HATE YOOOOOOOOOU, INUYASHA!' Inuyasha then appeared in front of her and a look of great sadness was on his face. He looked at Kagome and spoke to her. 'But WHY do you hate me, Kagome? I only did what you said...' He paused and waited for her to reply. 'I hate you because you LEFT me! Because you listened to me! You should have KNOWN better than to do that!' She ran up to him and began to beat her fists against his chest screaming at him. 'YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER THAN TO LISTEN TO MEEEE! DAMN you INUYASHA! DAMN YOU!' He could have been her savior, and he said so to her. 'If you had let me, I would have saved you, Kagome. There is nothing I can do now, I'm sorry Kagome. I'm sorry.' Inuyasha then disapeared for good now. Once agian, Kagome fell to her knees and wept bitterly at her own foolishness. The dream began to fade as she heard a voice. It was Inuyasha's, but his form didn't appear. 'It's time, Kagome. Wake up. Come on Kagome, wake up. It's time for part two.' Then the voice turned to Kouga's and fresh tears ran down her cheeks as she realized it was time to wake up.

Kagome turned over on her back and found she was staring into Kouga's eyes. He smiled and winked at her.

Kouga: That was a nice long nap you had Kagome. I hope you got plenty of rest, because part two is even better than the first one was!

Kouga spread her legs apart and climbed on top of her again. He didn't get in her yet, he had to get harder first. He put his mouth down to Kagome's breasts and played with her nipples with his tongue, and sucked at them. Kouga then finally took off the top part of his outfit and layed his chest on top of Kagome's and kissed her deeply for what seemed like forever. When Kouga was satisfied he jammed himself into Kagome and he went at it, almost cruelly. He remembered not to be so rough on her. He went to full demon speed almost immediatly.

Several times Kouga rushed to get to the climax, and once he got there he backed off for a little while. Then he would go at it with renewed vigor again and again. He moaned so loud that Kagome thought that even the dead would hear him. She gasped in pain many times and tears formed in her eyes, but never spilled over. When Kouga began to get hungry he decided to end it. Like before, as he reached the climax and released, he gave out a long, low and satisfied moan. He layed back on top of Kagome and breathed very heavily for a long time and then he pulled himself out of her and rolled off. Kouga put a hand on one of her breasts and gently massaged it like dough. Finally he spoke to her.

Kouga: Alright Kagome. Get dressed and go home. I'm done with you for today.

Kagome didn't even hear him. She had fallen asleep again. He had worn her out even worse than before and as a result, she had fellen immediatly asleep the second he stoped and layed on top of her. Kouga rested up quickly because he was anctious to get home and get something to eat. He got dressed as fast as his fatigued body would let him and then left for home. Kagome was still sleeping soundly on the bed when he left. When ever there was a part two, she always fell asleep right away. He was used to it and didn't mind what she did after he was finished.

Though Kouga had only left twenty minutes ago, Kagome woke up. The windows had been uncovered and the cold evening air had gotten in and chilled her. Once she became fully awake, she got dressed as fast as she could and ran out the door. She ran at top speed all the way home. She reached the house that she lived in five minutes after she ran out of Kouga's 'house of rape' as she called it. Five minutes was fast, even for her, because she was anctious to get away from that nightmare-ish place.

Kagome stood outside the house in the evening light. She stared into her bedroom window. Kagome wanted to so badly to be able to feel safe in that house, but knew that that would never be. She ached to be able to seek shelter there, to feel welcome and loved. Her eyes brimmed with tears and she clasped her hands in front of her chest. Her heart ached to feel at home there, her head told her that it wasn't possible. Kagome wanted so badly to feel love, just once in her life. Just once she wanted to feel REAL love. But she couldn't find it in the arms of Kouga or in this house that belonged to her foster parents. They hated her more than her birth parents had hated her. They would beat her for being so late. The beatings for being late seemed to be more frequent these days. Kagome was frozen to the spot she stood in and continued to stare wistfully at the house. Her eyes misted over and she sniffled loudly. She couldn't go home. Not this day. She could handle only so much mistreatment in one day. She turned away from the house and walked slowly away from it.