O.o Taki's out of the hospital! well, he goes through the park and what does he find!
The song i wrote in here is mine! dont take it!
It was a week or so after the incident with Taki's father, that Taki was out of his room at the hospital that Tohma helped him get. He looked like a skeleton though, he didnt eat anything that the nurses brought him, so he ate whatever Tohma would bring him, usually just small things, like sushi or rice balls, but it was enough. Taki smiled everytime, he got his visitor, he never smiled otherwise.
The member of ASK walked down the hall to the central secretary so he could file his papers and get the hell out of the place. He personally hated hospitals, needles and all. Thinking about it, gave him the chills.
"I'll go home today, I guess, I remember Tohma telling me, he got me a place...maybe I should check it out" Taki said to himself as he walked out of the hospital and down the street. He wore some blue slacks, navy blue, and a black t-shirt. It was quite comfortable to him, just having a light breeze hit his shoulders and arms and face.
"Ahh, that feels much better then that hot room..." Taki smiled, then walked down a path through the park.
As he walked through the park, he saw something, he probably never thought would happen in a million years. He saw Tohma sitting on a bench with the famed Ryuichi Sakuma and they were SMILING! Taki's mouth dropped open, his eyes forcing themselfs to cry, but Taki's brain wouldnt let them. Why were they here? What were they doing!
Taki walked over and smiled at them, forcing the smile more like. "Hey" he said softly. Ryuichi looked up, his serious face on, his lips curving up into a smirk, "Tohma, your boy is here for you" he said. Ryuichi knew that Taki was the one that kept coming to NG to see Tohma, and frankly, he hated it. He wanted Tohma all to himself, not to let Taki have.
"Oh, hello Aizawa-san, your out of the hospital I see, how is your arm?" Tohma asked sweetly, looking at Taki's arm, to see if it was still bruised or broken.
"It's fine, they said, it was only fractured but the bone was out of place slightly...I guess I'm a fast healer" Taki smiled to Tohma, seeing out of the corner of his eye, the look Ryuichi was giving him.
"Well I should go home now" Taki said.
"It was nice seeing you again Aizawa-san, I hope you like the place, there is a surprise there too" Tohma smiled, his eyes closing to show he ment it. This made Taki perk up a little, then head off, waving slightly to them.
"Why do you put up with him?" Ryuichi asked Tohma, looking at him with serious eyes.
"He's nice, when he's not trying to rape me or something" Tohma sighed then looked at Ryuichi, "are you jealous? I spend more time with him then you?" Tohma asked.
Ryuichi looked to the side, blushing but he consealed it in this state, "I didnt say anything...but yea, I am...can we go back now?" Ryuichi asked. Tohma nodded then got up, grabbing Ryuichi's hand and they walked hand in hand back to NG. Ryuichi was blushing the whole way back, it's not like anyone saw them, but it was still a little surprising.
"You asked for it Ryu-chan" Tohma smiled to his friend. It was wierd though, Tohma's emotions...he liked Taki, but not the way Taki wanted...he liked Ryuichi more like that then anything. It was like with Eiri, he loved Eiri, but he knew he couldnt have him because of Shuichi, so his efactuation with Ryuichi became more then just liking him as a friend, more of a like in a lustful way. He adored Ryuichi, he'd been with him for a very long time, and ever since Nittle Grasper broke up and got back together, it had been surprising to him, how his emotions were holding up all this time. Mika, his so called wife, abandoned him, when she found out how he felt about Ryuichi. She could tell, I mean, who couldnt? It was the way he looked at him, and the way he smiled to him, that people could tell, he never really liked Mika at all. He did at the begining, but then, it started to decline. They still keep in touch for family problems and business, but that was it.
Tohma still considered Eiri and Tatsuha his brother-in-laws, but Mika now, was his friend. They all were, even if Eiri didnt like his company at all, he would always be there for him, always, nothing would change that in the world.
When they got to the NG building, they walked into the lobby and stopped holding hands, which made Ryuichi frown, but complied, he didnt want to show anyone that Tohma was being "nice." Walking up the stairs, to an elevator, Tohma pushed up, and Ryuichi suddenly clung to his side.
"You feel okay, Ryu-chan?" Tohma asked, looking down at Ryuichi.
"Hai...I'm fine.." Ryuichi sighed, when the elevator stopped and Tohma stepped out, dragging Ryuichi with him. He didnt mind at all, since Ryuichi was still walking.
Tohma led him to his office and opened the door, Ryuichi unclung himself from the older and followed the blonde inside. Tohma directly went over to his desk and sat down, letting Ryuichi do what ever he wished.
Ryuichi went over to the couch and sat on it, before sighing a little, getting restless. Tohma looked over at him, and smiled, "What's wrong, you normally dont sigh alot" Tohma said, coming over to Ryu and sat down, looking down at him.
"Im selfish..." Ryu said, looking at Tohma with sad eyes. Tohma tilted his head, "Everyone is selfish sometimes...it's how we work" he said softly.
Ryuichi smiled a little, "I'm taking you all for myself...you dont think that's selfish? I do...it's wrong Tohma-kun, I want to steal you away from everything...it's bad...Ryuichi is bad..." Ryuichi went half serious but kept his voice all childish. Tohma put his arms around the childish Ryuichi and hugged him tight.
"It's not selfish...what if I want to be with you?" Tohma said then asked, leaning his head down on Ryuichi's shoulder.
"You do?" Ryuichi's eyes widened, wanting to cry. He never heard something like that from Tohma before, and it made him happier then ever.
Tohma nodded then let go of Ryuichi and stood up. "What would you like to do?" he asked.
"Listen to Tohma-kun play piano! I only like Tohma's playing...Fujisaki-kun's is good too, but Tohma's is bestest!" Ryuichi smiled really big and Tohma nodded with a smile, going over to the piano in his office and sat down. It was a grand piano, so Ryuichi came over and stood behind him.
Tohma started to play a silent song, Sleepless Beauty. This made Ryuichi sing a little.
After the playing was done, Ryuichi leaned his head down on Tohma's shoulder and just hung over him. Tohma's hand went back and petted Ryu's hair, "You look tired..." he softly said. Ryuichi leaned his head up a little and kissed Tohma's cheek. "Nope! Just really love your playing, you still play really good!" Ryu said playfully.
"That coming from you, is alot Ryu-chan, thank you" Tohma smiled then saw Ryuichi come and sit by him. Ryu's hands went onto the keys as he started to play. Tohma watched him a little then started to play with him, the tune sounding like they went together. It would be their song.
I feel the heat rushing through me,
what does it mean?
the pain,
the fear,
it breaks me.
The pain inside me,
the pain that breaths,
it cracks me,
it tears me,
it just breaks me.
I hate it,
I want to kill it,
I want it to die...
You make me feel nice,
all over,
all fuzzy in my heart,
I dont want to loose it,
dont let this pain break me.
I'll say three words,
I'll say them 1000 times,
I love you,
is that enough?
to bring you back into my arms,
before this pain breaks me.
It hurts,
it dies,
it breaths to kill...
Dont take away my love,
just take the pain.
Ryuichi sang to the music, making up a new song. He looked over at Tohma then smiled only to fumble in the playing. "Oopsie" he said all sad-like. Tohma just gave an adorable smile, one of those rare ones. "That was beautiful singing, Ryu-chan, did that just come to you?" He asked, wondering if the song was about Ryu, wanting Tohma, he figured it was.
"Yeps, I...wrote it the other day...but it didnt have any music to it, so I just thought it went pretty with the music we were playing! It's...about me...wanting you...it was kinda...a bad day...when I wrote it.." Ryu said, looking to the side, a tiny blush on his cheeks, barely visible.
"What happened that day?" Tohma asked, now concerned on how Ryu was hiding his feelings. Ryuichi turned his face to Tohma, making a face that just made Tohma want to kiss him, but he didnt.
"Kumagoro is mad at me...and I dont know why!" Ryuichi yelped then sighed, "He'll be fine in a few days though" He said more seriously now. Ryuichi took this chance to lean and kiss Tohma on the lips. Tohma was a little shocked on how Ryuichi took this oppertunity but complied, his eyes fluttering shut and returned the kiss.
After a minute of kissing, the two moved apart, both blushing hard and a little out of breath. "Tohma, your so sexy" Ryuichi said, smirking a little at the blonde. Tohma's blush deeped in the shade of red and looked at Ryuichi with a half pouty face. "Am I really?" he asked, with a tiny smirk.
Ryuichi leaned and kissed Tohma again, pulling him closer, feeling their bodies touch, Ryu just moaned into the kiss. Tohma groaned and tried moving closer, the warmth overwealming. It felt so nice though, so tender, so loving, so right...He never wanted it to stop.
When Ryuichi moved away, he smiled softly and kissed Tohma's forehead, "I should go, you have work to do on "our" new song" Ryu said, hugging Tohma then stood up and started off towards the door. Tohma sat there at the grand piano and felt like he could die right now. He was happy, "Yes, I assume I do" he said.
"I'll see you later Tohma, I'll come 'visit'" Ryuichi's mouth uped into a grin, a wide grin, a mischevious grin. Ryuichi held so many secrets in his persona, Tohma just wanted to know, maybe he'd find out, later.
"Ok, I hope you dont scare me like last time" Tohma laughed a little, "When you snuck up behind me when I was putting my keys into the door"
"Oh, I wont do anything like that" Ryu looked at Tohma then opened the door, "Ja" then left.
Tohma sat there still, smiling, how could he not smile? He was insanely happy. Turning to the piano again, he started to play the same tune that they were playing together a little earlier. He remembered the words that Ryu was singing and felt his pants tighten a little, trying to get some images out of his brain, he relaxed. Calm now, Tohma stood up, and grabbed his jacket, only to leave his office in a silent step.
Later, would be great...later would be Love, that's what Tohma thought, he always thought it, and never thought it would actually happen, if it did tonight, he'd be even happier then he was right now, if that was even possible.
Possibilities, are endless.
Okay that song I wrote, it's mine! so dont take it! hehe Tohma likes Ryuichi and not Taki, poor Taki-kun ! Read and Review!
