If there is OOCness im sorry for it. It's been a while for the update, and yea, well ive been busy and stuff with other things. Tohma and Ryuichi ness in here, and if you havnt seen Saw or Saw II then your screwed XD


When Ryuichi woke up the next morning, he felt an empty spot. Where was he? He couldn't remember. But then, as he tried, he panicked.

"Tohma! Tohma where are you!" He jolted up, not feeling or finding the blond anywhere. He remembered it all. Tohma crying, Tohma being hurt by Taki Aizawa. Why did he have to hurt everyone...First it was Shuichi, now it was Tohma? Why! Ryuichi wanted to know why, he wanted answers.

As he was yelling from the couch, Tohma came out of the bathroom, a towel around his waist, his hair wet and down. "What is it? Ryu-chan?" he asked in a gentle voice, the one he normally used.

Ryuichi blushed a little then got up, "I'm sorry, when I didn't feel you were there, I...I panicked..." he says then stretches his back a little, leaning over the side of the couch only to stand up straight again.

"I'm sorry Ryu-chan, I should have said something, or I should have stayed with you, until you woke up" Tohma smiled softly, then ran a hand through his wet blond hair. Ryuichi thought his hair looked nice when it was wet, not as fluffy and not as blond, more of a dirty blond that was just in a blender.

"It's ok, I shouldn't have panicked like I just did...guess I need to take my pills..." Ryu leans his head down in defeat then skips off to the bathroom where his pills resided. He opened the medicine cabinet and found his pills, right in front of his face like always, even if it was Tohma's apartment. Ryuichi moved his hand and grabbed them, only to pop open the lid and pour two into his hand. He stared down at them for a second before he heard Tohma behind him.

"You need to take them, here" Tohma offered him a glass of water. When Ryuichi turned around, he noticed Tohma was in some shorts now, probably boxers underneath but no shirt. As he looked at him, he blushed a little then grabbed the water with a nod of thanks and threw the pills into his mouth and drank the water.

"Yeck!" Ryuichi said after taking them. The pills themselves were the disgusting part, taking them was worse. He hated them, the taste was like chalk mixed with a little bit of cherry flavor but not enough to make him like them.

"Breakfast is out on the table, I called in work, so we don't have to go in today, is that fine Ryu-chan?" Tohma asked, tilting his head before turning around and heading out into the kitchen where the dining room was and the table with the food. He had made Ryu and himself a good breakfast. Hash browns, Eggs, Grits, Toast, and some Bacon. One of his favorite American breakfasts.

"Ai Ya!" Ryuichi's eyes went all starry as he looked at the food. He was practically drooling. It looked and smelt so good.

"Thanks Tohma-kun!" He yelped then sat down and dug right in.

When Breakfast was over, Tohma and Ryu both did the dishes, Ryu drying while Tohma cleaned them. A few times, Tohma would put soap suds on Ryu and vise versa, it was fun to play around sometimes while doing chores, as little kids called them.

"What do you want to do today Ryu-chan?" Tohma asked, sitting on the couch now. Ryu was next to him, biting his thumb and holding onto Kumagoro by the ear.

"We can watch movies? Or listen to music?" Ryuichi looked at Tohma and mumbled through the biting of his thumb. Tohma only sincerely nodded.

Ryuichi didn't really want to talk about last night, or what was happening between Tohma and Aizawa, he did...but he thought it would make Tohma break again, so he threw it out of his mind. It was a good thing too, because it was way to early for anything like that anyways. He felt really bad for what happened, he almost felt like it was his fault, for setting Aizawa off some how, he just couldn't figure out how it was his fault.

Ryuichi had picked Saw and Saw II to watch. Tohma had never seen them, and Ryu himself had only watched them twice, once with Tatsuha and once by himself. When he watched them with Tatsuha, he thought it gave Tatsuha an excuse to grab Ryu and cuddle him, he didn't mind at the time, because him and Tatsu were going out, but any other time, it just sent sparks and made him rather uncomfortable. When he had watched it by himself, he only made it through about 12 minutes until he shut it off and hid under the covers clinging to Kumagoro.

"It's a scary movie!" Ryu screeched when the one guy had to go through the wire cage. He yelped again then curled into Tohma's side. Tohma didn't flinch or anything, he just watched it, and smiled when Ryuichi cuddled into his side. He thought it felt nice, just sitting there, in a dark room of Tohma's apartment, (one of the ones close to NG) and watching movies.

When the little Saw doll popped up, Ryu freaked out, closed his eyes and put his face towards Tohma's side, so he couldn't see. Tohma tapped Ryu's shoulder when the doll was gone, so he wouldn't be missing the movie.

As the movie ended, Ryu got up and ran around the living room, trying to calm himself down. He thought that movie was scary.

"I cant believe the guy cut off his leg!" He yelped. It was all to much for him to watch.

"I thought that was rather real looking, it was a good movie" Tohma nodded then put in the next one.

"I havn't seen this one all the way through either" Ryu sighed, "I'm glad I am watching them with you" he smiled. Tohma smiled back then went over to Ryu and put his arms around him, only to hug him tight and kiss him on the lips.

"I'm glad...you're here with me, Ryu-chan" Tohma's voice sounded sad there for a second. Was he thinking about last night? OMG...nooo Tohma...don't think of it...

Ryuichi giggled a little at the kiss then kissed Tohma back, only for him to fall back onto the couch, almost hitting his head but not. They kept it strict, not wanting to go farther, because of everything that was happening. Really in turn, they wanted way more, but knew it would just bring up problems for them in the short run. In the long run, they could be happy with each other, very happy.

Tohma had always thought he'd be happy with Ryuichi no matter what they were to each other, that's what he believed and still does. Ryu on the other hand, he knew he'd be happy with what ever Tohma thought, but if he couldn't be with Tohma in any sexual way, he'd die. Not that he wanted to rape or seduce Tohma into anything like that...it was just a thought on his part sometimes.

After being with Tatsuha, he wondered what it would be like to be with someone who wouldn't hurt him like Tatsuha did. When they had sex, Tatsuha would be really rather rough with Ryu, which made him in turn, be rough with Tatsuha, and almost hurt him a few good times. Ryuichi felt bad because it wasn't all Tatsuha's fault, he had wanted it too...

When the next movie started, this time, Tohma freaked out a little. Since he had been thinking of Ryuichi and since Ryuichi was still on top of him, he freaked a little. Ryuichi on the other hand, stared at the TV until he moved and sat up, still staring. He was intrigued by the movie, this one was better then the last.

In the movie, there was this gas stuff, filling the house they were all trapped in, and they all needed an antidote. Ryuichi knew that the first girl, Amanda, he thought her name was, he couldn't remember, he thought that she was bad...just because she knew where the first key was, and that she wasn't coughing like all the others.

At the point of where "Amanda" had to jump into the pit of needles, Ryuichi yelped. He thought that would be very painful. Tohma stayed cool through the rest of the movie, only putting his arms around Ryuichi and giving his shoulders a squeeze here and then. He was probably scared too, but didn't really want to show it much.

When the movie ended, Ryuichi sighed, thanking it was over. "I think there is going to be another one!" he cheered.

"But wasn't that one scary?" Tohma asked, blinking a little.

"Yea, but I would like to watch another one, I think they are good, and very scary" Ryuichi said with a smirk. Tohma knew that smirk, he knew it, and didn't like it, when they were alone. Was something going to happen? He hoped not. Not after all of THAT.

Ryuichi stalked over to Tohma, like a cat none the less, and licked his neck, then went up and kissed him on the lips fiercely. Tohma gasped, only that was bad, because when he did, Ryuichi's tongue was in his mouth, dominating over his. It all happened so fast for Tohma.

And then it was over. Ryuichi was standing over Tohma and looking down at him with a nice smile. "I'm sorry Tohma-kun...I'm sorry! I knew I wasn't supposed to! I knew I wasn't! But he said to...he told me too...then he came out..." Ryuichi whined. Tohma nodded, he knew all to well.

"It's ok Ryu-chan, it's ok" Tohma said then pulled Ryu into his lap and held him close. "Don't worry, you didn't hurt me, see, I'm fine" he smiled. Ryuichi nodded, then closed his eyes, resting now. He didn't want to do anything else besides stay here in Tohma's darkened apartment way away from everyone and anything that could hurt him. That's all they BOTH wanted to do.


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