Not good enough

Why was I never good enough?

Why did I have to always act so tough?

Make it look like the words don't hurt.

When you said that I an ugly or stupid or unkind

Why do I let you affect my mind?

When will you see that you are really hurting me.

When you turn and walk away saying that you don't care but I know you do.

I said that I love you and you said it to.

But you are ashamed and didn't tell your friends.

So why don't I hate you?

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