Chapter 4
Summary-What if Kira was a girl? Just some episodes of Gundam Seed and Destiny that I rewrote.
Disclaimer- I don't won Gundam Seed/Destiny
Flays Room
"Daddy! Daddy!" Flay cried into Sai's chest. The Archangel was suppose to join up with the advanced fleet, but right before they were attacked by ZAFT and the ship that Flays father George Allster the Vise Minister was on, was destroyed.
"Flay it's alright." Sai tried to comfort her.
"NO! It's not alright!" Flay screamed and continued her crying.
Sai didn't say anymore. There was nothing he could do for her. She had just lost her father and only family. What was there to say or do that could fix that?
Flay started to become more violent. She began pounding her hands on Sai and her screaming got louder.
"IT'S ALL KIRAS FAULT!" She screamed
Sai was shocked to here that. He knew that Flay didn't see all what was going on, but he never thought she would blame Kira. True they were not on the best of terms since Kira punched Flay in the face.
"Flay, you don't mean that Kira..." But he was cut off.
"Yes I do!" Flay screeched,
"Kira tried her best! She would never let your father or anyone else die just because she was not getting along with some else." Sai tried to reason.
"Yes she would! It's because she's a coordinator to!" Flay yelled and continued to cry.
Sai sighed.
Outside Flays Room
Unknown to Sai and Flay Kira was standing just outside the room and heard everything Flay had said. She wasn't mad at Flay for what she said, more hurt than mad. She did try her best to save the EA ships but her best wasn't good enough. She was up against Athrun and like they promised they both tried their best to shoot the other down.
Kira walked away towards her own room to try and gather her wits before she had to face the Captain and the commander. She was going to have a trail for what she had done in about an hour. She wasn't looking forward to this and she almost wished she would be executed, and then she wouldn't have to worry about her friends not trusting her.
Her crush on Sai had ended. She found herself thinking about Athrun more than enough to declare legally obsessive. Her friends were starting to distrust her more and more as time went by. At first she thought it was because she was the only one fighting and they were concerned if she would protect them or not, but now she knew it was because of her coordinator statues.
Not that she blamed them. If she was fighting with ZAFT and then all of a sudden she found out her friend was a natural she would most likely be worried.
Kira found herself at the girls' washroom and decided to take a shower. She was sure that she didn't smell the most fruitful after that battle, and the other officers did allow her to take showers more than others despite the lack of water. She assumed it was a way of keeping her happy so she would still want to fight.
Washroom
As Kira entered the shower room she relied that she wasn't the only one in there. She saw Mir getting ready for a shower as well.
"Hey Mir." Kira called a little more softly than she would have liked.
"Oh hey Kira!" Mir said smiling at her friend.
An awkward silence passed as Kira began to undress for her shower. As she wrapped a white towel around her she heard Mir speak up.
"Um how's Flay doing?" Mir asked.
Kira gave her a look.
"I saw you outside her door. I was just wondering if she was ok."
Kira sighed, "Her father just died I think she is as ok as she is going to get for the moment."
"You shouldn't blame yourself. We all know that you tried your hardest." Mir said smiling slightly.
They both entered their own showers and turned the water on.
After her shower, Kira got dressed in her uniform and walked over the Mir on the other side of the room while toweling her hair.
"Mir? You know when you said that I shouldn't blame myself?" Kira asked,
"Yeah, I meant it to. No one blames you well except for Flay, but she's just in shock." Mir said smiling brightly trying to cheer Kira up. It didn't work.
A frown made it's was to Kiras face. "What if it was your family who died in that ship? Would you still think that way?"
Mir was shocked and only managed a small. "Aaaa….."
"Thought so." Kira said still frowning and left the room after placing her towel in a basket, leaving Mir to her thoughts.
Meanwhile
Flay sat on her bed alone. Sai had left some time ago for his shift on the bridge. All she had to keep her company were her thoughts.
"Damn those coordinators." Flay growled under her breath.
Flay continued to imagine her fathers ship being destroyed until she reacted a decision.
"I will get you for this Kira. If it's the last thing I ever do." Flay whispered bitterly and broke into a bitter laugh.
To be continued……
A/N Sorry for the really short chapter. I have hit the ever famous but terrible writers block! NOOOO! I can't decide where to go from here. I needed to put Flays dad's death in here to show her growing hatred for Kira. It will play a big part in later chapters so I just needed to get it out of the way. I will try and get the next chapter up by Saturday if I can get through this writers block!
Till next time!
