So I actually really like writing this story and you guys are great with the reviews so here's another update for you guys.
Disclaimer: I guess I should put one of these in. I don't own any of this except for what came from my pretty little head.
Peyton walked back into the house and heard Taylor talking to someone. I wonder who she's talking to. She didn't hear any other voices so she figured that Taylor was on the phone. She decided just to stand at the door and listen because she didn't want to interrupt anything plus she was just nosey like that.
"Hey don't worry about it Brooke," Taylor said into the phone.
Brooke? Why in the world is she talking to Brooke? Peyton thought when she heard the other girl. Pull yourself together chick she's allowed to talk to other people remember she's just your "kissing buddy" nothing more. That's what YOU told her you wanted.
"Brooke, don't beat yourself up over it. Honestly Haley is just being stubborn. Yeah...well don't let it bother you so much. I know you love her. Yeah I know. I know. But Brookie, come on you know that there would be 100 girls or guys lined up just to be with you."
BROOKIE? She just freakin called her Brookie. What the hell is going on here? Ok, this is what I get for being nosey.
"No problem sweetie. Yeah it's Sunday night. Yeah. Hey you want to meet up tomorrow after you get out of school? We could have some fun. I could take your mind off of all this drama," Taylor said in a suggestive but kidding tone. "Yeah yeah, I know you could never do that to her. Alright talk to you later then. Take care of yourself."
Oh wow...this really is turning into some major drama. After hearing Taylor say bye to Brooke, Peyton walked in to the living room. "Hey Tay, I'm gonna head home."
"Alright," Taylor said looking at the tall blonde. "How'd it go with Hales?"
"I'm really not sure at this point. But I do know that she really loves Brooke," Peyton answered stressing the word love but at the same time trying not to sound obvious.
"Yeah and Brooke loves her," Taylor said almost disappointed. "Well I guess I'll see you later. Bye Peyt."
"Bye Tay," Peyton said as she left. So I guess that's my answer. I really don't mean anything more to her than a make out session now and then.
Monday Morning.
Haley was about to leave for school still thinking about her little situation with Brooke. Please God give me some sort of sign. Please, Please, Please. She got in her car and when she turned it on to leave for school "If You Were Mine" by Marcos Hernandez filled the air. Haley froze as she remembered the birthday card Brooke had given her with the lyrics hand written in it. Whoa...that's just freaky. That's not my sign is it? She thought looking up at the sky. No...that can't be my sign. He wouldn't give me a sign like that. I mean come on it isn't like he wants me with her. That just isn't possible. Yes just a weird coincidence. Haley then backed out of her driveway and headed to school. I really have to talk to Brooke today. I missed her so much.
Across town Brooke was just waking up. Oh God, how I hate mornings. I really don't want to go to school. I don't want to see her in all my classes. I don't want to look at that smile on her face and know I can't have her. But I promised Taylor I'd go. Just then her phone rang.
"Haha, hello Taylor, calling to check up on me?"
"How'd you guess," Taylor replied laughing.
"Oh maybe because you don't trust me?"
"Whatever. Now get your ass out of bed and get to school. I can tell you just woke up. Now get up and get with it."
"Yes master," Brooke said jokingly.
"Wow Brooke, who knew you were into that type of thing?" Taylor said laughing.
"Screw you," Brooke said as she got out of bed.
"Name the time and place baby."
"Oh my lord. Taylor go take a cold shower I've got to get ready for school. Maybe I'll talk to you later."
"Bye sweet cheeks."
"Bye Tay," Brooke said with a chuckle.
Monday afternoon
The day had gone pretty well and Brooke had managed to avoid direct contact with Haley. She walked to her locker to get her books. God I miss her so damn much. Life sucks.
She slammed her locker closed, looked up, and found her gaze locked with the soft brown eyes that she had come to know so well.
"Can I help you?" Brooke asked sweeping straight past Haley heading for the school exit.
"I missed you this weekend," confessed Haley following after her.
"Really, how much?" Brooke asked still not looking at the girl following her.
"Enough to know we need to sort this out, we can't go on like this."
Brooke stopped turned and looked at Haley, "You – hurt – me, again, AGAIN! You hurt me yet again Haley James."
"I love you."Haley broke in, barely above a whisper.
"I love you too," said Brooke frowning, "and that's what hurts the most about this whole thing."
"I wish I could be like you, and think the way you do."
Brooke sighed and continued to walk towards her little blue bug parked in the school's parking lot. "So what do you want from me?" Brooke asked stopping at her car.
"I want so much of you."Haley answered, looking at the other brunette.
"You want so much yet you aren't willing to give me anything," Brooke said trying to control the hurt inside of her.
"You have my heart."
"Prove it." Brooke shot back.
"I can't."
Rolling her eyes Brooke opened her car door.
"Look how am I supposed to do the right thing and keep you satisfied at the same time?"
"I don't know, you figure it out," she said getting into her car.
"Where are you going? Me and you – we need to talk B."
"Since when do you like talking?" Brooke asked sarcasm dripping from every word.
"Since you stopped," Haley replied sadly.
"You know, I'm a teeny bit tired of talking," Brooke said putting her sunglasses on.
"Baby…"
"No Hales, don't baby me right now."
"This is hard for me too you know!" Haley said a little harsher than she meant to.
"Don't yell at me!" screamed Brooke snatching her sunglasses away, "You hurt me and now it's up to you to make it all better, ok."
"I'm sorry I hurt you, we need… we just…"
"We just what!" snapped Brooke
"…I don't know" replied Haley exhausted.
"Yeah that's what I thought. You never know do you!" Brooke shot at Haley, not being able to control her anger anymore. Brooke took a deep breath, seeing the hurt look on Haley's face, "look I've got to, get out of here, now."
"I'll see you"
Brooke nodded in reply and drove off. As she drove off she picked up her phone to call Taylor.
"Hello."
"Hey Tay...can I see you, like now?"
"Umm sure. What's up?"
"You know what never mind, I'm just gonna go home. I'll talk to you later."
"Uh..ok. Later B."
With that Brooke hung up her phone. Thank gawd that my common sense just kicked it. Lord only knows what would have happened. Brooke thought as she shook her head and drove home. I just need to sleep.
Next Day.
"Haley James get out of that bathroom now," yelled Brooke who was sprawled across her bed in black lacy lingerie.
The bathroom door swung open and out strolled Haley, dressed in her most comfy pajamas. "Alright, alright I'm here now," said Haley winking.
"What are you wearing?"
"What's it look like Brooke?"
"You do realize I said you could sleep over because I wanted to make hot sizzling love with you."
"It crossed my mind once …or twice"
"Haaales!" exclaimed Brooke glaring at Haley.
"What you don't like?" She asked, twirling round in a circle.
"Take your clothes off please," attempting to smile, "or I'm gonna take them off myself," Brooke added winking, getting up off the bed and walking over to Haley.
"If I didn't know better I'd say you only want me for my body."
"Mmm…what makes you think that baby?" murmured Brooke unbuttoning the blouse of Haley's pj's.
"It's just this little feeling I get, you never mind, I know I'm more than just a body to you."
Raising an eyebrow, Brooke slipped Haley's blouse off of her shoulders.
"Brooke!" screeched Haley managing to cover herself with her arms.
"Nuh uh, I need to see this" Brooke persisted. Damn she's gorgeous.
Haley's cheeks had turned a deep shade of red by now. "All I have on is a bra" said Haley warily.
"Heh, I know this," Brooke said grinning, "Haley, for the life of me I don't understand why you ever where clothes."
"You're crazy" Haley said laughing.
"You love it" Brooke replied leaning forward to give Haley a kiss.
"Mmm Brooke I love you so much," Haley said into the kiss.
The shrilling sound of a phone nearby woke Brooke from her dream. God damn people, waking me up at the good part. Jerking up into sitting position Brooke reached for the phone,
"Whaaat?" Brooke said answering the phone irritated.
"B"
"Haley?"
"No…Peyton"
"Oh" Brooke said wiping the sleep from her eyes and settling her head back against her pillow "It's just you."
"Did I wake you?"
"Yes actually you did," She replied yawning
"It's like 1 in the afternoon, I guess that explains why you aren't at school today."
"Uh huh, I figured I could fit in a couple more hours too, but that was before you rudely interrupted me."
"Sweetie, I want you to get up, have a shower, eat some breakfast, no don't even eat any breakfast I'll buy you some, I'll get you your favorite, I want you to get dressed and come out with me, maybe we could do a little shopping? I don't know, whatever you want it's up to you."
"Umm I really don't feel like going anywhere Peyt."
"Please?"
"No."
"I'm not asking I'm telling you."
"And I'm telling you no."
"Brooke!"
"Peyton!"
"Ugh!"
"I miss her so much, I feel so stupid."
"I told you already, she's the one missing out" Peyton said angrily. Whoa Peyton why are you all the sudden pissed at Hales again? Oh umm maybe because Brooke is a wreck and it's because of her.
"I love her so so much, Peyt. You don't get it."
"Sure I do."
Brooke released a heavy sigh.
"She's an idiot!" Peyton exclaimed.
"She's my baby."
"Yeah, and she's tearing you apart."
"You don't get it."
"She's tearing you apart, and she doesn't care! She's not even thinking about you, you know why? Because she doesn't deserve you, you're funny so funny, beautiful, smart, loving, caring."
"Sexy," offered Brooke.
Laughing…"Sexy" agreed Peyton.
"Peyt…why doesn't she want me?"
"She doesn't know what she wants."
"I'd be so good to her; I'd make her so happy."
Peyton sighed.
"Yeah I'm sick and tired of listening to me to whine, too"
Peyton laugh warily.
"Listen I'll be at your place in an hour"
"You mean two hours." Peyton corrected laughing knowing how long it would take Brooke to get ready.
Brooke laughed, "Right. Then you're gonna take me to get food and cheer me up. Yay for me." Brooke added not sounding too enthused.
"Oh come on Brooke, you know we'll have fun."
"Yeah, yeah I'll see you in a bit."
Five hours later Brooke was driving home from an afternoon of shopping and fun with her best friend, and for the first time in what seemed like days she had a real smile on her face. She drove up to her house and saw Haley sitting there. Grrrrrrrr. Why the hell is she here.
Haley had been waiting and waiting for Brooke. Finally Brooke arrived looking mad as hell to see Haley waiting on her door step.
"What are you doing here," Brooke asked her frustration apparent in her voice.
"I came to see you," Haley answered sincerely.
"I guess you should come on in then," said Brooke.
Haley waited till they reached Brooke's bedroom before she started to speak.
"Where have you been?" She asked closing the door behind her.
"Out."
"Where?"
"Is this the part where you act like you care?"
"Of course I care."
Rolling her eyes Brooke walked over to her bed and took a seat.
Haley followed her taking a seat next to her.
"I missed you today,"Haley said looking at the obviously broken girl next to her.
"Yeah?" said Brooke staring at her carpet.
"Yeah, and that's not the only thing that I miss."
"Oh really?"
"Really, I miss the feel of your hands in mine," she said taking Brooke's limp hands in hers.
"I miss the taste of your lips on mine" groaning Brooke went to interrupt her but Haley continued "Yeah you know how much I love the taste of that lip gloss you've always got on, what is it raspberry?"
"Strawberry" mumbled Brooke, feeling all the anger leaving her body.
"Yeah, I miss the weird sound you make when you've just woken up, I miss just hearing the sound of your voice, you talking me to sleep at 5 in the morning."
"Haley?" Brooke said.
"I know, I know what you're gonna say, and I still don't know what to do, I'm so scared I don't wanna lose you."
"You keep asking so much from me, who's gonna be there to pick up the pieces of me when it all falls apart again?"
"I wanna be the one to take care of you."
"How can you Haley!" yelled Brooke standing up "You tear me into pieces without even realizing it."
"But I can take care of you, I can love you. I do love you," Haley answered pulling Brooke back down to sit by her.
"I'm not talking about sex," snapped Brooke.
Haley's free hand brushed away the hair from Brookes shoulder. Her lips began to leave a trail of kisses from her neck to Brooke's lips.
Brooke let out a soft moan as Haley began kissing her. Before she could stop herself, she began to kiss back.
"Mmm..." murmured Haley, when she felt Brooke's hands and tongue come alive.
Brooke! STOP THIS NOW. Get some self-control don't let her do this to you again. She's pulling you back in. Again it's all about what she wants. Do something stop this.
That thought was all it took and Brooke pushed Haley away, leaving her completely shocked as Brooke got to her feet and began to pace the floor again, "I need more than you're willing to give me," Brooke said looking directly at Haley. "I can't do this again. I think you should leave," Brooke said opening her bedroom door.
"But Brooke, I really think we need to talk and work this out."
"It's always about what you want, isn't it? You just had your chance to talk to me but no you didn't. You opted for the easy way out. But we can't do that not this time. I'll see you later Haley."
Ok so there it was. Please don't hate me. Lol. Umm so just review tell me what you think, please?
