Disclaimer: Still not mine.
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" You can stay with me, if you want." I tell her. I want to tell her everything that she wants to hear, just because she's so young, because her eyes look so scarred and I've seen it before, and it kills me to see it in her. She's shaking as I blow on her hands. She trys to pull away, but I hold on. " It's okay. I'm not goona hurt you." I tell her softly. I wonder if she knows that I'm a demon, if that's why she is so afraid of me. I ignore that thought and bring her hands close to my face so that I can warm them faster. As I do her sleeves slip over hger wrists. Her entire arms were covered in bruises and cuts. I turn her arms over and see the same thing. My mouth is open and I want to close it but I can't. Because she's not lost. Her parents aren't out there looking for her as my parents are. No one's looking for her. No one wants to find her. She really is a street kid.
She gets up, I frightened her. Her eyes tell me. I can teel that she hasn't slept for days, there's pink all around the edges of her chocolate brown eyes." Don't go." I say. It surpises me how much I want her to stay. She sits back down next to me, her scent was covered with the smell of dirt and who knows what else. From behind us I can hear Lily laughing somewhere. I don't care, I focus on Rin, who was sitting there, hands folded behind her back. I didn't want to belive that someone had done somthing so bad to her. " Did you hurt youself?" I ask her. Rin just shakes her head and moves her hands to her pockets. I can see her fingers under the fabric, like little spiders. "Who hurt you?" I asked, no really wanting to hear what she was going to say. All is quiet for a few seconds, and when she does answer, I feel everything escaping me. Breath. Hope. Everything that makes me thing that the world is nice." Sometimes, my dad." she says, then shrugs, like it's no big deal. I reach out for her hands again, so that she know that I will protect her. That I will use all of my powers, both human and demonic. " Do you want to stay with me?" I ask her. She looks up for a second, then lowers her head. " I don't want anything, anymore." She whispers. She means it to sound brave, It doesn't." I want nothing." she says, then she puts her head on my shoulder, letting herself fall into me. Letting herself fall asleep in my arms, and I feel my heart melt. I softly stroke her hair, messy and tangled, and I let her sleep, and I was reminded of Inuyasha, of how I'll never get to watch him grow up, or never see Sesshomaru ether.
I had a stray once, it was about a year ago, a cute little gray kitten, and it didn't matter that I was a dog demon. No one let me keep it, they said that it would die, that I wouldn't be able to feed it, they said that it was better off on the street. Still it followed me for days, until I set it free. I broke my heart and I cried everynight for weeks, hoping that the kitten had been taken in, and was with a loving family. Having Rin around is sort of the same thing. No one want her around at first, but I'm not going to make the same mistake twice. Eveyone that says that she should leave can go to hell. Rin is going to stay wherever I stay, go everywhere I go. they all have to get used to it, and that's that.
Together, Rin and I try to find a new place. Ty said that we didn't have to laeve, but I want us to. I don't want Rin to stay. And I also don't like looking for new places, abandoned buildings where we could move in, and no on cared. You look for boarded windows and doors. That's how we find a place and know it's empty. We found another place. We've been staying for a week, maybe two. Some people where already there. More my age. they don't mind us and we keep to oursleves. I don't need them to be my friends, I have friends. We still need money. Everyone needs money. But I'm only 16, so i can't get a job, I have no papers, no parents to sign permission. I can't even ask for work without appearing suspicious. So we get our money like I always have. By going downtown and holding our hands out for money, older guys, wall street type. They're suckers for young girls who look sad enough. They smile and give us quarters. I think that they do it out of pity and guilt. Somehow they know, that somewhere they've done somthing to make this happen. I think that it's funny. I don't blame them for anything, I mean how could anything that they'd ever done be responsible for my future husband to be a cold heartless son of a bitch? They think more of themselves than they are. I don't care. They pay well.
Business is boosted with Rin around. We teel everyone that she's my little sister, that our parents threw us out and that we have no where to go. And they fall for it, but sometimes they fall too much and point us out to a cop, then we have to run. It's one thing to have grown men living on the street. But it's another thing when you have two little girls on the street, it's not good for tourism.
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I updated, but I still might get rid of this story. I want 5 review, from 5 diffrent people.
