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Ten thousand things were running through my mind, I'm panicking, I smell blood and tears. The only thing that I know is that it was one of Billy's friends, one of them tried to do somthing to her, tried real hard. By the time I get to the top, I see one of his friends being held down by Jef and Eric, while Ty beats the shit out of him. My hands go numb, the smell of blood is so strong in this hallway, it's overpowering every other scent. I'm not sure of what Eva wanted me to do. Does she want me to stop then somehow, or does she want me to see the bastard gets he deserves?

Billy is trying to stop them, but Scott is holding him back and besides, no one can hear him over the yelling of the others. Jay also runs in the room and starts beating the shit out of the boy, too. I can see blood come out of his mouth everytime they kick him, blood and teeth. Billy finallt breaks free and runs to the nearest room, locks the door and we know that he's calling the cops. I aslo join the boys in beat up the kid. I don't know why, I did that, but I did it." Come off it Chan, we gotta go!" Jay shouts at me tugging my arm. So we run. As I run I see Ty carrying Rin.

We found another old run-down building, Ty said that we have to stay here, he says that the police are looking for us now. And that gets me pissed. We have to beat up some rich kid to get on the map with these people? It also lead me to the questions that had been bugging ever since I ran. Was my father still looking for me? Does Sesshomaru even remember me? Does Inuyasha even know that he has an older sister out there?" He told me that on one would belive me." Rin was saying to me." I told him that I didn't want to do anything, but he said that if I didn't he'd tell the cops that I was stealing thier stuff. And I didn't want him to call the cops" she was crying now, crying onto my shoulder." Did he touch you?" I asked softly, carefully. She shook her head." I didn't let him, so he punched me. It's my fault. My dad always said that it's my fault, that's why it happened to me.". I bit my lip hard to keep my self from crying, it doesn't work." Don't say that. Don't ever say that again." I grab her chin and my her look up at me." Nothing is you fault, that guy was a mojor asshole.".

We are alone in this room, all alone in this small dark room, in a strange building, and filled with each others secrets. I wonder if I should tell her, about my real family, about Naraku, and the real reason that I was out here." Cole?" I look at her, her hair is once again matted, yet soft." Cole, will you promise not to leave me. Will you always stay with me?" she speaks softly, but I can hear her perfectly." I promise."." Cole?" she whispers again. She doesn't look at me when she says it, hell, she doesn't really say it, but I hear her." I love you."

That night she tells me about her dad. How he would burn his cigarettes in her and beat her. After hearing all of that, I make a vow, so that whenever I find that man, I would use all of my demonic powers to put him through the worst pain imaginable. Even if I later have to go home, or jail. But I will.

In my dream, I'm an angel. I have a pretty white dress and white wings, I'm pretty too, but I'm crying. It's all so perfect, but it can never be mine again. This was what I had with my family, before Naraku came and forced me here. I want to stay here, but I can't Rin is waiting, always waiting. So I wake up. Yes, she mad, and I don't really care that much. Today I'm taking her shopping. I'm sick of seeing her in the same outfit every day.

Ever since we started to hang out with Lily that's all Rin talks about. Lily this, Lily that.' Isn't Lily the coolest?'.' Guess what Lily did? She told off a woman in a store and we got everything free!'. Lily's a thief. I pretend to be happy when Rin tells me these things, I want her to be happy. I'm getting sick of it. If Lily is so great go wake her up every day! See how cool she is then! It's not that I don't like Lily, I like her like one of my best friends, mabye I overreacting, maybe. But Rin is getting too close to Lily, I mean starting to act like her. Started doing things that only Lily could do. Sure Lily can steal from some jrek on the streets, fine with me, fine with her. It's not my thing, and it's NOT Rin's.

That's why I got so pissed when she did it. That man was trying to be nice, he was better than most assholes around here, he really cared, like my father would, and Rin takes his money, right in front of me! It happened a little while ago, we were in the park minding our own business, happy because we were going to go shopping and do all that crap. Then that man comes over and asks if everything is fine, we let him sit, and then he gets nosy, I did my best to convince him that we were waiting for our parents. He didn't buy it, he just gave us a few dollers and leaves. I can see his wallet sticking up for his back pocket, and the little thief grabs it! I didn't speak to her, sure I ran away with her, but I was pissed, but I wasn't about to let her get caught, I'm not one of those evil demons most people hear about.

She says that she's sorry. That she wanted us to have enough to get somthing nice." We already had enough!" I yell at her. We aren't criminals." But now we have more right?". It doesn't matter now, nothing we get can ever make me feel good about it." Don't you get it? That's why people look at us that way. I hate it when they look at you that way. So why the hell are you giving then a fucking reason to look that way? You can't let them be right, never, understand?"." But Lily does it." Rin says, she sounds like a brat, half smiling like it okay because someone else was doing it. But I'd had it with Lily." Lily! Fuck Lily! Lily has a rich daddy who would come to get her the second that she was in trouble. She's not out here because she has to be. You get that? You want the cops to come and take you back to your father?" I went too far, I shouldn't have said that, but I need her to understand what's happening.

She cried for a while. I was mean, I was still mad at her. But now she's walking slow, just to drive me insane, and it's working. We didn't come all the way here to do this, and we aren't going to stay here if we are going to do this. But if she stops one more time, I think that I'm gonna kill her. She stops, then I have to stop, then she walks right past me to do it all over again." Will you stop this?" I watch her reach into her jeans and pull out bills, tens and fives." I don't want it.". The money looks silly in her hands, there must be $200 in her tiny hands. I'm finding it hard to stay mad and not start to laugh, but I have to stay mad, I have too." Yeah, well I don't want it." I say, shoving the money at her." I don't want it either, not if your going to be grumpy all day. I said I'm sorry, so here, take it." she handed the money to me again." No." I'm gonna let her spend it and feel guilty about taking it." Here!" she tries to put it in my pocket, but I'm faster than she will ever be." Too slow." Now I'm teasing her, and she the one getting mad.

We play like that for a while. We're both laughing and having a good time. But I can't. I have to stay mad, she has to learn. So I take it and stuffed it in her pocket." I mean it. DON'T." she stops smiling, takes the money and drops it on the floor, then she turns her back to it and starts to leave. I don't, I stare at it. It's a lot of money, too much to leave there on the floor. We need money. So I took it. I took it and put it with the money we saved. After a few seconds I catch up to Rin. I start to think that we should go home now and try again tomorrow.

It feels so natural when Rin grabs my hand, I don't even notice it at first. It's a perfect fit in mine. It seemed smaller when she had the money it. She says that she's sorry, she means it this time, I can tell." C'mon let's get you some pretty clothes." I say smiling at her. It was going to be fun, it has to be, right? We find a store around the corner and head right in. Besides, we have $250.

Jay's late again. He's always late now, everytime we hang out. Ever since I kissed him in the park, under a full moon. It's no real big deal for me. I just wis that he was here, if he was here these asshole wouldn't be talking to us. It's all because of our new clothes, clean clothes, clothes that set us apart from every outher street kid. But, I never should have bought a tank top. Now all the guys want to hang out, they want to get to know me know that I have clean clothes. The worst part, they can't take a hint, so I have to be a royal bitch. the royal part is easy for me to do. So, I end up talking to Rin." Chan, do you think that I should cut my hair?" she asks taking parts of her hair and looking at them." Hey, Chan?" the tall ugly one asks, moving closer " Your place or mine?" I wanted to set him on fire, or punch him so hard he goes to Florida. I make a face at him and turn back to Rin." What? Do you, like, live far away, or something?" he asks, moving even closer." We don't even have a home." Rin says, like a snob, might I add." Awesome!" they all say, high fiveing each other. When they go to high me I turn with a " Fuck off will you?". I turn Rin to face me again." Jay!" Rin shouts running over to Jay, who finally showed up." We're leaving now, so do yourself a favor and go to Hell loser!" I tell the tall one, then I walk over to Rin and Jay and we leave.

He passes me again. I see him out of the corner of my eye. Only for a second. And when I think that it really him, it's not. I see him over and over and over again, but it's never him. It bothers me most times that I have no idea where he is, or anything new about him. It's not that he's a bout guy or anything, it's just that he picked him, of all the people in the world. I could be sitting at home right now, with Inuyasha and Sesshomaru. Watching TV, or reading, or training I don't care. But I'm not. I think about calling him sometimes, just so i can hear him and so that he knows that I'm fine. It's nice to think that I could pick up a phone and he'd be on the other line, like magic. I know the number by heart, even though I haven't dialed it in years.

Every time I try, I freeze up. Besides, he's the king, his number must have changed at some point. And that's bull. I know that I'm saying that just to give myself a reason not to call. Whatever, he had his chance to find me, he's always had a chance. He's the king, if he really wanted me back I would be home. Yet here I am.

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