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We went to visit Jay. To say 'Hi' and to get out of that basement." Your lucky that they don't bite your noses off." Jay says, laughing. He jumps on me and preteneds to bit my nose off. What's really funny is when he missed, and really bits my nose. It's like that for a few seconds until I trow him off me, with ease." So why don't you guys stay here? After the whole Eric and Lily thing." He asks, walking over. Scott, who was sitting in a corner, perks up." What do ya mean?" he asks, he still worries over her, it's sweet." Did somthing happen at your place?". " Sort of, only that it's not our place anymore." , I say, looking over at Rin." Come off it Chan, what the hell happened?" he said, walking over to me. And I guess I had some tension or strees or somthing because I shout back at him, " What do you want me to tell you! That Eric and Lily borke up? That she's a mess? That I dont' even know where the hell she is? Will that make you shut the fuck up?" He doesn't say anything. Rin give me a look that says " I'm dissapointed in me. The same look I'd get from my mother. But I don't give a damn, I want to shout at them. ' LOOK THE OTHER WAY!' but I control myself." I'm sorry." I say, it's the only thing that I can think of.
" She and Eric got in this big fight, and we all left her there. I went to check on her, but she wasn't there. And I don't know where she went. I'm sorry. " no one wants to say anything.
We walk to the house again. it takes us half an hour. Nothing. I get bored fast. So I jump on Jay for a ride. And we both fall and roll on the ground. Rin and Scott keep on walking, smiling. We follow them, dragging behind." Aren't you going to put you arm around me?" I ask, looking at him." I thought you hated me, or something. You give me weird looks and stuff." he says, looking down." That's cuz, your dumb." I whisper in his ear. The last thing I want to do is tell him how I really feel. He wouldn't get it. He wraps him arm around my shoulders and we walk on. That's all I want now.
I had a doll when I was little. Sesshomaru had given it to me, and I loved it like it was my child. I woul d take it everywhere. School, store, didn't matter. I never named her. Never felt like I needed to. Once I tried, but nothing would suit her. I left her at home, when I left. I guess I really wanted Sesshomaru to have it, so he could have a part of me with him. So a part of me is at that house. I miss her now. She taught me how to take care of something, where to put my hands, how to listen, even if nothing is being said.
I wish she taught me how to deal with this. Lily wasn't there. Scott says that she's gone for a while, and she'll come back. It's not true. Her stuff's gone. The mirror is broken, and there's blood on the floor, adn on her clothes, if she was here. She's not coming back. I know it. Scott knows it. We all know it.
The weird part is, I'm not crying. I'm not even sad. I don't really know what I am. I guess things are clearing up. Like my eyes just now opened to a new world.
When I left home I thought it would be great. No parents. No one telling you what to do, or wheb to do it. I didn't know that you'd become your own parent fast. Looking over your shoulder at diffrent people. Questioning thign you've done, and who you've become. Everything you've done. Everything you could have done. Like if I should have stayed here with Lily. Or if I should have left. it would be nice to have someone to help me, to give advice, even if I don't take it. Or to lend a hand, even if I slap it away. Or to give me a shoulder to cry on, even if I have no tears. It would just be nice, that's all
I wake up next to Jay. I have been for the last three days. I guessed it should feel something like home. It doesn't. it never will.
We stayed that night. Rin and I. To see if Lily would come back. It's dumb, but we believed it. Like a little kid believed in Santa. But she never came. She won't come
It's hot out today. Too hot. But I don't mind much. The salt water air feels good." You want to go swimming?" I ask Rin, who is in the sand next to me." For real?" she asks looking at the waves. I pull off my shirt and my pants and run into the water. It's freezing and a huge wave hits me, so I scream. I see Rin start to get up, get undressed and run to the water. I stop and watch her. She looks like an angel. I grab her hand and we swim out. Before I left, one of Dad'd friends taught me how to control water, air, and fire, so it was easy for us to swim adn play.
The sand is all over me, and my skin feels dry. Almost everyone's lefted the beach by now. Some people here and there. Then I see him. I don't know who his is, but I do know what he's holding. A camera." Hey! What are you doing?" I shout. I felt my heart stop as the lens clicked. My father could get that picture of me, and it would be all over." What are you doing?" I ask again, walking towards him. He notices me, the me that walks and talks. Not the me he wanted in his pictures. He looks startled, to see me. He looks like a normal guy, not like some creep. I can also tell that he's human. So then what the hell is he doing?
" What, you wantta take our picture?" he still looks at me." Well, then ask." I say, looking down at him. I don't know why I say it. Besides there's no way anyone can find me, with all of my friends and powers, there's no way." Can I?" he asks. For a second I forget that he's there." Sure!" I yell so he can hear me. I hear the clicking over and over again." For five bucks!" I hear him laugh and the camera. After a few minutes, he walks over and hands me a twenty, and piece of paper." Here's my card, in case you need another five bucks." he says. I smile and say my thanks." Your really pretty, you know." he says smiling I say thank you once more.
I can see Rin trying to make out, what we're saying. I have to give him a fake number. He writes it down, says that he'll call me, says that he'll talk to my parents and sort somthing out." If you talk to my parents, tell 'em I say 'Hi'" I say smiling, he laughs. He think that is a joke. I watch him leave, takeing picture of people. Anyone that'll fit in his little box.
" Who was that?" Rin asks walking over" I don't like having my picture taken." she says, pouting. She starts to cry. I bend down on let her cry on my shoulder. I whisper soothing words into her ear.
It's late. But we don't care. On the way back to our new house, we spot a carnival." Hey Rin? Wanna have some fun?" I ask her. She beams at me, and we run into a crowd of candy and gum.
After a while, we have to leave." You know? We can get out of here soon." I whisper to her.
I've hidden the money in a hole, inside of the couch that Rin and I sleep on. I would have it on me, but I don't want Jay to find it. He says that he loves me. I believe him. He says it as he kisses me. As we, are together, in a room. Alone. I told him to stop tonight. And then there is silence for what feels like forever. I get up, grab my shirt and my pants and walk over to Rin's room. I fall asleep with her.
I don't know what's happening at first. I hear sirens, banging. There are red lights everywhere. Fire? But, where's the smoke? But I smell gun power, hear big boots. Cops. Here. Outside I see kids with thier faces on the sidewalk, cuff on their hands." Rin! Get up now!" I shout at her. I pull her up, and reach down the sofa. I grab the money and push the sofa against the door." C'mon!" I shout pulling her towards the fire escape. I make sure that she gets off first. I start to follow. i'm halfway out, when I remember our clothes. We can't afford to get new ones. So I run over, rip the drawer open, smashing it against the wall , and toss our clothes to Rin. I hear the door crash open. A light beam hits me like a bullet. And for a second I freeze. But I yell at Rin to run. And I run to the window. I let out a scream as a hand wraps it self around my ankle. I give it a hard kick and grab Rin's hand. We run up, to the roof. I place her on my back, and I jump to the next roof. Thanking my father, for being a demon and making me one too. I break the attic door down, and we run inside. Going down and down. To the basement. Once we got there we ran to a corner and stayed quiet. I smell Rin's tears and squeeze her hand. It's all I can do.
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