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A/N: Ok People, this is the end. There might be another chapter after this, and there might be a sequal to this story, if you want me to make it let me know.But for now here's the end.
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The money's gone. Rin's gone. And I'm hysterical. I'm shouting and having a hard time breathing. The Chinese family is looking at my like I should be locked up." We'd thought that you'd be waiting for her somewhere, so we let her go." the man says, looking to the floor." Didshesaywhereshewent? Didshe? Didshesayanythingatall? ANSWER ME, PLEASE!" I shout grabbing the old man by his arms. But he dosn't understand me, I don't even understand me. I'm talking way to fast to understand myself." Where, do you fucking understand that word?"
I look around the floor, looking for a note from Rin. Somthing, anything to tell me where she is. But there is no note. She planned this, all of this. That's why she didn't want to come this morning. Why she didn't stop me from leaving. She left me behind. She didn't think that we'd leave. And she didn't wait for me.
The woman is talking to the man, and he doesn't know what to say." WHERE DID SHE GO?" I shout at them. And the woman starts to yell at the man, I know that she wants me to leave. But I'm not moving an inch until they give me answer." Gone.", he raised his arms up, to show me that he really had no clue where she went." When did she leave?" I ask, I can't yell anymore, tears are fighting thier way down my face." About an hour ago." he says.
I shove them all out of the door way, and run outside. I try to trace her scent, but there are too many people around. It's gone. Maybe if I'd listen to her, and left when she wanted to, we be together. Listen, not to the things she said, but to her secrets. The things she never told me, what she really felt. I could have changed this, all of this.
I'm going everywhere. Speed on my side. I look everywhere. They places that we've been staying. But I can't find her, besides, most places have been shut down by the cops. People give me looks because I'm shouting her name, and crying, and running down streets, ready to rip my own hair out.
I can't even find anyone to help me. I can't tell who's who. If I know any one, or don't.
Then I remember. Grand Central Station. Rin wanted to leave from Grand Central. It didn't matter to her that it only when north. Didn't matter where she went, only where she left. I remember her story, when she first came her, noticing all the grandness of New York.
That's what makes me run. Keeps me going. Because, mabye I can stop her. I have to. It dosesn't matter that I have no tokens for the subway, I run. Run for her. Run to her. I want to tell her I'm sorry for everything, I want to tell her about my Father, and Sesshomaru, and Naraku. I want to tell her that I need her to stand by my side. And I want us to be friends.
If I have any chance, it's here. Among the rush hour of people. From the moment I walk past the doors, I'm looking, looking at every face. But none are right, so I keep looking. Looking at every face. At every person. My heart leaps everytime I see her hair color, or her chocolate eyes, but thier not her.
I feel her, right now, but I can't find her, and slowly the truth dawns on me. But I don't give a fuck right now. I have to find her.
I run up to a teller." Rin?" I ask, not her. Next teller," Rin?" I ask, a little louder." Nope." the guy says." Rin!" I shout. A man asks me if I'm lost. I'm crying, and shouting her name. I get up, and walk over to the wall next to some pay phones, and I cry. I cry for hours, quietly, so no one in the world can here me.
I don't have my wings, the one's I have in my dreams. They're next to me, clipped, and bloody. And I'm so sad, they were once so beautiful, and I miss them. I can see the scissors that cut them off, across from me. I get and leave, stepping on my wings. There are trees everywhere. So tall that I can't see the sky. I don't know where to go, I'm lost. I fall down, next to my wings and I sit there, forever frozen.
It's late now. Almost everyone's gone. Just a few here and there. But the pain is still the same, adn it first was. It'll never go away. I miss her. I miss her so much. I can only see her when I close my eyes. Little snap shots of her. I don't want to forget her." I'm sorry Rin." I whisper, to no one. But I know what I ahve to do now.
I get up, and pick up the phone next to me. The dial tone scares me. But all it wants it for me to give it numbers. I find some spare money, and put the numbers I want. Someone has to be there. THEY OWE ME THAT MUCH. " Collect please." I whisper to the operator.
It's ringing. Maybe the number really did change." Name please?" the operator asks." Chan, uh Cole." I say, feeling tears form. The line clicks over, and my heart stops for a minute. I should hang up now. He's the king, they're not going to give him a call from a pay phone. then the line clicks over again. It's the operator again, and I almost faint." Okay Cole, go ahead. And thank you for using AT&T."
" Cole?" I hear on the other line, tears fall from my eyes and on the floor. I never realized how much I missed my dad." Hi dad." I say more tears coming down. I hear my mom and Sesshomaru in the backround. And then, it breaks, whatever was holding my together. Because I break down, right then and there." Cole, we looked. We looked everywhere. We never gave up."
I don't know what to say. I know what they all went through. And I know that a simple 'I'm Sorry' won't fix much.
" Where are you," I hear." Let me know and I'll come and get you." my father pleads. So I give him the adress. And he left to get the family and get on a jet, so they can come and get me. And I waited. After about, who knows how long, I hear reporters shouting questions. People coming. I slowly stand and look to where that voices are. And I see my family. And I run over and hug my father, then my mother, then Sesshomaru." I missed you." Sesshomaru whispered in my ear as I hugged him. Then I picked up my little brother and we went to the house.
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And I leave it there,
If you want me to make the sequal, let me know.
