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RECAP XD
'I don't want to face my stupid feelings for the stupid jerk!' a voice in her head corrected her: 'a hot cute SEXY jerk' She too, slapped herself phsically but not hard, by accident OF corseeeee!
They both put their hands on the door knob of the door as the bell rang for 3:15pm (when everyone was to go out of the school, except for detentions,clubs and other stuff after school)...They sighed deeply.
finishing my beutiful recap .P
CHAPTER 12:
They both turned the doornob and they saw each other directly and froze.
Syaoran, as the "brave one" took slow steps to one empty seats at the right corner back of the room. His movements even made Sakura's heart beat fast.. she didn't know what this emotion was... this feeling... that to run up to him and hug him and cry on his shoulders... yesturday... was one of the worst things that happened to her (an...goshhh its NOT the tragedy..yet... i'll be making one later on in the story for my title "Tragedy Unexpected" and it's AFTER they discovered the feeling is...so keep reading my fanfiction to know the tragedy XD)... it pained her heart to think about what happened yesturday...
flashback---
"TOUYA! DAD! I'M HOME!" She yelled cheerfully as she took off her coat and hung it up.
no reply..
"Touya! Dad!" She yelled one more time.
"Sakura... dad's sick..." Touya said unhappily and worriedly.
"huh..? Give him a pill or tylenol or somethingg...take him to the doctor for medicine..." She smiled after she made it sound like the most obvious thing on earth. But.. suddenly she realized something, it struck her hard on the back.. "Sakura.. dad's sick..." Touya has never called her by her name... only when they were little kids but he began to tease her when she was 8 so she wouldn't take the nicknames seriously...
Touya was looking down the whole time and his eyes could not be seen and only shown blackness. Tears began to fall on the ground under those dark eyes...
"Touya..." She whispered gently. Touya looked at her and stopped looking at the the ground and it struck her harder...
"Touya...?" She whispered again and saw her brother's eyes... they were cold, worried, sad, mad... and most of all... scared... and most fear came into Sakura was that... there was tears at the corners of Touya's eyes...
Sakura began to panic and yelled, "WHAT'S WRONG WITH DAD!"
Touya couldn't quite tell her but neither could lie to his little sister, one he loves much in the family... "dad... he has ... lung cancer.." his voice was faint and dead but Sakura could clearly hear his faint whisper and began to cry herself... She ran away in fear and depression. She stayed in the park all night and cried.. could not forget the looks from Touya.
In the morning, she sneaked back into herself and wiped off her wrecked screwed up face and put on a fake smile for her friends and classmates and changed into school uniform. She did this within 10 minutes and left for school, frowning in her heart...
flashback ends--
She slowly walked towards Syaoran and he just stared at her every move. She frowned deeply, letting go of the smile.. fake.. smile...
Syaoran thought it was because of this stupid detention. She began to have tears flowing and she looked to the ground to hide them. Syaoran didn't know what went on so he sat there, frozen in his seat. She ran up to him and he stood up, didn't know what was happening. Sakura slowly put her head on his shoulder and this shocked him but he would not tear her off his shoulder because... 'i..love her..' he thought to himself and put his arms on her shoulders.
"Sakura... what's...wrong?" He asked in a caring, gentle voice that even shocked Sakura but she decided that she has to trust him and told him about her dad's cancer.
Syaoran was feeling guilty for being mean to her and wanted to help her but failed to know how.
"Syaoran.." She whispered faintly... "yes..?" he answered caringly back.
"no one cares for me no more... onii-chan ignored me.. Tomoyo doesn't talk to me anymore because I couldn't tell her what was wrong whe she saw me frown.. what should I do Syaoran?"
"they do except maybe you should tell Tomoyo the story and support Touya.."
Sakura shook her head "no.. I can't trust Tomoyo, I know she's my best friend since we've met but she loves telling other people my secrets and ...I... can't even support MYSELF!"she yelled the last word out.
Syaoran was totally shocked as she said she couldn't trust Tomoyo but can trust.. him...
"Syaoran.. can I... stay at your house for a while.. I need to escape this world..."
Syaoran was glad to be able to help her out and smiled and nodded of aproval.
Sakura kept crying on his shoulder all detention but he was there to be with her as long as she wants to.
An hour later..
Sakura took herself from the hug and her head from Syaoran and wiped her tears off with her fingers and smiled at Syaoran.. "thanks.."
Syaoran slowly smiled back. "anything for Sakura.."
Sakura smiled back and blushed a deep pink. Syaoran noticed this and thought it made her look cuter.
"Sakura.. I .,... noticed something today... I...lo...love... you.." he faintly blurted out.
Sakura was deeply shocked but decided she loved him as well. "Syaoran.. I... do too!" She put her arms around his neck and Syaoran put his hands around her waist and kissed her and this time, it was less shocking...
Sakura pulled his hand and ran to lead him to her house so she can get all her stuff to escape from the situation.
As she thought about the situation.. her new smile turned into a frown again...
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