Author's Notes: This is chapter two of "Leaving Affections" and have to say Ive become such a romantic. I hope everybody likes this. And ideas for part two didn't just come to me. And now here it is!Chapter two! read and review please!

Warnings- Yuki's dirty mouth

Disclaimer: ok you all got me; i don't own Gravitation but I do own this story. hehe.

Chapter 2

Tears ran down the singer's cheeks as he gathered the strength to pull away from the one he loved so much, Yuki.

"Yuki I have to find Hiro." He said, sadly turning around for Yuki to face his bare back.

"You don't have to find anyone anymore, because I'm here in front of you..." Yuki started sadly.

Hewas vulnerable now. He was giving his all, with his pride and and past no longer in the way. He was giving Shuichi what he thought had been destroyed by the real Kitazawa Yuki all this time. LOVE. Shuichi remembered how he used to dream of Yuki saying those words to him. But those words had lost their meaning somewhere along the road. And now it was rendered useless.

"Yuki... I'm sorry!" He cried out to the other man in unbearable pain.

"Your not sorry... if you leave you'll never see me again... do you want that? Was that what you always wanted, do you want that now?"

"No.I love you, but..." Shuichi began to cry. It wasn't suppose to be this way. Yuki was suppose to be the only one for him.

"Don't fucking cry! This is what you want! How can you cry about it?" Shuichi's tears stopped in an instant, Yuki had never cursed at him before... he knew it was time to go.

"Good bye Yuki." Shuichi put on his cloths and ran out the door. He couldn't do any thing but run. Even though once again he was running away from the evils of his world but right now at that moment he didn't care. The very pit of his stomach told him to run and so he did not even caring where he would end up because everything was over for him. He betrayed Hiro and he wasn't even with Yuki anymore. His very being ended that day he loved Yuki left him then loved Hiro and betrayed him.

The tears fell from Shuichi's violet orbs. He cried because he knew he had just dumped the one person he had loved for so long. He ran as if running would stop the hurt in his heart. Soon the rain fell from the morning sky and made it look like a beautiful, sad dull grey with small shimmering lines of black outlining the clouds.

He continued to run faster and faster not knowing where he was going, not knowing what would come next. His mind drew a blank. All he knew was that he had to run. His tears soon blended with the rain blinding the small crying form. But he continued to run, he couldn't see, he couldn't breathe. Soon he ran so fast that reasons for running escaped his mind. Only pitch black consumed his tears, the rain and his killing pain.

"Shuichi!" He couldn't see the person the voice belonged to. He violently shuddered, turning around in a panic. He took baby steps backward and held his breath for the fear of the voice getting to him. "Shuichi what are you doing!" The voice screamed, panicked.

The voice was worried and became louder and closer by the minute. Shuichi took more steps backward and then soon fell hard on his head.

"Cant you see me Shuichi!" A hand wiped over Shuichi's eyes and through his hair. "Shuichi?"

Shuichi looked up finally able to see the voice that called his name so many times then frowned deeply. "Hiro? ...I'm sorry..."

...everything went blank...

Little did Shuichi know that another man was looking for him at the same time but never got to him.

The blond ran to the park only catching a small glimse of ambulance lights. His heart tore into two as he watched the person be pulled inside of it. His Shuichi.

"Damn it!" He cursed himself... he didn't come in time.


Author's Notes: Ah! What a way to end a chapter right? Sorry its so short. I think I'm finally over my cold now but I still get those awful buggies in my nose! (sob) So review!