HEARTS DIVIDED: JOVAN LOVE
by tarskeewee08
Evangeline looked out the window at the two story canary yellow trimmed in white beach house. Both levels had wooden decks on the front with a separated wooden gate surrounding them. The lower level had a porch swing and the ground surrounding the house was sandy and full of pebbles. She got out of the car and looked at it. She could hear the lull of the ocean behind it and the moon was full beaming down on them giving it a calming glow. It wasn't like the exclusive resorts she and Kevin stayed at, but it was to her a remarkably warm and inviting place.
John was pulling out the suitcases from the trunk. He called to her and when she looked up as he tossed her the keys. "Try the one marked beach and let your self in"
She smiled and went up the wooden steps. Once on the porch she saw the large bay windows on either side of the door. Pulling open the screen door she slid in the key and pushed her way into the house. It was dark and she felt the wall for the light switch. Flipping the switch the room brightened by the warm light glowing from the ceiling fan in the living room.
The large, sun-drenched living room had a soft pastel pink sectional sofa with pink and lavender pillows thrown across it. In front of it was a large oak wood armoire with TV and VCR.
She stepped further into the room and saw a gas fireplace in the corner. On the mantle hung a large family portrait with all the McBain's. Evangeline looked at the picture and smiled.
She wandered into the room that sat off to the back of the beach house and her breath caught at the large picture window with a water view. Going to the back door she stepped outside to the deck.
There were three circular deck tables with blue and white striped umbrella coverings. She looked at the sea and could smell the salty air of the Atlantic Ocean washing over her face.
Feeling John's arms slip around her she smiled as he rested his chin on her shoulder.
"You okay" he asked softly kissing the inside of her neck.
Evangeline closed her eyes and smiled. "Yes" she said softly
He turned her around to face him. She looked in to his deep blue eyes and they held each others gaze in silence for a moment. Then looking at his watch he smiled. "Ms. McBain its 11:45 and I have 15 minutes left to my wedding night."
She smiled. "And?"
"Well I was thinking that maybe before the clock struck midnight I would get another chance to kiss you as my wife."
Evangeline raised her arms around his neck. "I think I can muster a kiss Mr. McBain"
He kissed her nose and lowered his hands to her hips pulling her to him. She felt his soft lips again and remembered the powerful kiss he gave her in the hay loft. Closing her eyes she opened her mouth to receive him while she running her hands up through his hair.
She felt light headed as his hands slid to her behind pressing her into him. Immediately she knew how much he wanted her and her heartbeat faster in anticipation. She couldn't deny she wanted him too. She needed to feel that connection again. Her body ached for it.
Releasing her from his kiss he looked at her. The night breeze blew his hair but she still saw his face and he was flushed with desire for her. "Let me give you a tour."
Taking her inside he showed her the living area and the kitchen which was all bleach white, then led her upstairs to the upper level. There were three bedrooms and a bath connecting two of them. The spare rooms had double sets of twin beds. But the master bedroom had a large Queen-size bed with a white comforter and large white and red throw pillows. The walls were white and so was the carpet but there was a red boarder trimmed around the room. She saw the dresser was white and so was the armoire with the TV.
Seeing a door in the far left corner she let go of his hand walking to the bathroom. She stepped in to see the sunken antique tub with a claw foot base. To the left was a glassed incased shower with dual showerheads. The walls of the shower were a sage colored marble and so was the floor. The bathroom had double sinks and the toilet sat in the opposite far corner of the room.
It was all so heavenly.
Coming out she saw him sitting on the bed watching her. He was so intimidating to her. She knew that he wanted her. He made that very clear and the pressure of his desires weighed against her fears and desires for him. She just needed to go slow.
"I think I will take a shower."
He smiled at her and said nothing. Wringing her hands nervously she looked at him then went to her suitcases getting her stuff. She knew he was watching her and she fidgeted trying to think what she was going to wear.
She didn't want to give him the wrong idea but part of her did. Finally deciding on her Victoria Secrets lace and satin nightie that stopped at her upper thigh, she grabbed it and her silk robe to match, heading to the shower.
John remained silent and she didn't dare look back over at him. When she got inside the bathroom she closed the door and sighed relieved. She took her items and sat them down on the sink and looked at her face in the mirror. Opening her night case she pulled out her brush and clamp. She brushed her hair together and twisting her long mane and pushing it to the back of her head. She used the clamp to hold it as the rest fanned out of the top on all sides.
"Look at you girl. It's your wedding night. That fine hunk of man in there wants you. What are you going to do about it?" she asked her reflection.
She remembered her wedding night with Kevin. They had already been intimate but her wedding night was special to her. She took him through the ringer getting ready. Turning she looked at the closed door. How did she get here? It wasn't like they met courted and fell in love. He came to town to take her son and instead stole her heart.
Why was she so drawn to him now?
Turning on the faucet she put her cream in her hands and scrubbed her face clean, then brushed her teeth. Once done she listened and heard him moving around. He told her the place had other bathrooms so he was probably going to one. Removing her clothes she went to the large shower and turned it on. The cold marble floor gave her shivers and it took several minutes for the cold water that splashed against her body to warm up.
The steam fogged up the glass and she began to lather up allowing the water to soften and relax her. Drifting off to a daydream she thought she heard the bathroom door open. Before she registered it she heard the click of the shower open and opened her eyes to see John step through.
She gasped and covered her breast looking at him shocked. He stepped through naked and took in her body. Her eyes traveled his and she bit down on her lip at how damn sexy he was. Nothing compared to his long thick penis that surrounded by silky dark curls. The sight of it made her suck in her breath and she moved her eyes embarrassed by the rush of heat coursing through her veins.
She saw the way he looked at her and didn't know what to say. He approached her and she stepped back the water hitting her hair and face making her blink and wipe at her face. When she opened her eyes he was already in her space. She looked into his eyes and let go a nervous chuckle unsure of herself.
John took the rag and soap from her hands and rubbed them together still looking her in the face. Once the rag was sudsy he ran it over her shoulders and then down her arm.
Evangeline still unable to say anything felt her heart beating so fast she thought it would jump out of her chest at any moment. He worked the rag over to her chest and started massaging wiping her breast. His hand even with a rag inside of it touching her body made her shiver. She stood still in front of him clenching her fist.
Closing her eyes and trying to steady herself she felt the rag travel to her stomach then circle her hips placing his arm around her pulling her body to his. She could feel his erect penis poking her and she squeezed her eyes shut afraid to see what was about to come.
Instead she felt it.
His lips came to hers and she tilted her head back feeling the water run again down her faces as she opened her mouth to receive him. She held her breath as he pushed her into the wall taking the onslaught of the water upon his head. Dropping the rag he slid his hand down her side to her hip and then thigh lifting it.
She gasped as she felt his weight on her while he grinded between her legs. She felt the head of his penis rubbing upward toward her opening and her stomach clenched. She raised both hands and gripped his hair forcing her tongue deeper into his mouth.
He broke the kiss and started kissing her neck and shoulders. She was sure he would penetrate her but he didn't. Feeling his tongue going down her chest as her feet left the ground, he pushed her up the wall to bring her breast to his mouth she moaned loudly.
She had never had a man take her over like this, it was exhilarating and shocking to her body. She could feel her adrenaline pumping threw her veins and she dug her nails into his skin involuntarily as she moaned loudly.
His tongue licked and played with her nipple then his entire mouth engulfed it with a soft suction that caused her to arch her back from the wall and raise her left leg wrapping it around him hoping it would force him to enter her.
God she was ready. This teasing and clawing at her was driving her crazy.
He stuck his penis at the opening and pushed lightly and she hit her head back against the shower wall snapping her clamp and freeing her now heavy wet hair. Sucking in her breath she braced herself for him to push through, but he didn't. Letting her go she slid back down the wall and opened her eyes confused. He kissed her again then took her hand while reaching behind her turning off the shower. She stepped out of the shower as he reached for the towel wrapping it around her pulling her naked body to him. She smiled up at him.
"Why
didn't you tell me your body was this beautiful?"
She blushed
"I…"
"I will go as slow as you need me to Van, but I want
you so bad. You have to know that."
"I do John and I want you
too."
"Do you?"
"I do"
"Wow that's the second
time you said that to me today."
She shook her head laughing
lightly "Nope it's the first, today is Tuesday."
He laughed
"You're right." He said then started drying her body.
Evangeline saw him lower to his knees as he dried her thighs and legs. Looking up at her she smiled and he took her raised leg and placed it over his shoulder bringing his face in between.
She instantly grabbed his wet hair as his tongue penetrated her. He slipped his tongue out and licked upward to her clitoris and then he intensified his assault swallowing her. She gasped loudly and felt the blood rush to her head. She was climaxing before she could understand what was happening to her body. He released her and she kept her eyes closed as he dried the rest of her. Stepping back he dried himself and grabbed his pajama pants he bought inside the bathroom. She looked at him dress quickly while she remained exposed to him. Turning to get her clothes he grabbed her hand stopping her.
He saw what she brought to wear and walked over to the sink
picking up the delicate fabric. "You brought this for me?"
She
blushed. "Well it was my wedding night."
He smiled. Walking
over he slipped it over head and she raised her arm pushing them
through. Taking the slip robe helped her into it.
He looked at her in the nightgown that clung to her hips and forced her breast upward at the top. He ran his hands over the satin material and felt himself stiffen again. Slowly he took his hands and combed through her wet hair spreading her now wavy locks around her shoulders. "Like I said beautiful."
She didn't know what to say. Kevin was tender with her but he rarely called her beautiful. When he did he never wore the expression that this man was wearing. He made her feel like she was the only woman in the world right now. Everything about the way he touched and whispered to her made her weak for him.
She had never been this desired by anyone in her life. He took her hand and led her out and Evangeline eyes grew big. He had lit large white candles on either side of the bed and the room glowed from their light. The bed had red rose petals all over the white comforter. She looked at him with tears in her eyes. "You did this for me"
He nodded "I did it for KJ's parents. We have a lot to celebrate. Finding each other and having him binding us to each other for life."
She pulled him to her and put his arms around his neck kissing him. He kissed her back and picked her up. Still kissing her he carried her to the bed. Lowering her to it he let go reluctantly and went to the other side of the room where the champagne chilled. He popped the cork and looked back at her.
"I don't need that you know? It's pretty much a sure thing." she chuckled
He laughed. "Well maybe it's me that's nervous now. I don't know what I have to live up too."
She shook her head getting water droplets on her silk robe laughing "So far you've coursing through with honors!"
Feeling confined her robe she slid it off her shoulders and accepted the champagne from him. "Can I ask how you pulled this off?"
"Caitlyn's idea. When she heard we were married and on our way she picked up some things."
Evangeline smiled "Why was your family so accepting of our marriage, I mean they do know our circumstances."
John walked over to the other side of the bed and sat down. "They know me Van. We value marriage and family way to much to take it lightly. They knew there was no way I would marry you if I didn't want a life with you."
Her eyes grew big "You didn't know me. Not when I proposed."
"I knew enough. I knew you loved our son. I knew that you would give your life and happiness up for him. I knew you were beautiful, smart and caring. It's the recipe for a wonderful relationship to me. It's why I insisted that we consummate the marriage. Not to control or manipulate you, but to force you to understand that I was in it for the long haul"
Evangeline nodded overwhelmed by his commitment to family and the values he believed in. It made the truth of his first marriage hard to swallow. How could she betray a man like this? Why would she? Swallowing the fizzy bubbly liquid she felt it glide down her throat.
Placing the champagne on the night stand next to the candle she moved over snuggling him. "John, do you think that our spouses would be happy for us now?"
John drank his
champagne and put the glass down. "I hope so. It helps to think
they are."
"Yes it does"
She lifted up and looked into
his face "My heart is divided now with an old love and a new love.
Is that awful?"
He touched her face "Of course not baby, you can love your husband and cherish what you two shared, still making room in your heart for me."
Evangeline eyes glistened "Will you make love to me now?"
He laughed lightly and looked into her face pulling her into a kiss and inhaling the rich aroma of her raspberry soap. She kissed him back as he turned her over running his hand down her silk nightie in between her legs. She opened them and moaned as he stroked her lovingly there.
Pulling at his pajama pants he freed himself and Evangeline opened her eyes to see his red thick pulsating penis and felt somewhat intimidated. He slid the straps off her shoulders and pulled off the satin gown from her waist slowly down her legs. She lifted to help him free her of it. He put his tongue in her navel and then traced it upward to her breast sucking so slowly and hard she heard herself screaming out in ecstasy.
Climbing on top of her he lowered himself pressing her body into the rose petals still on the bed. Raising his hips, she felt him push into her strongly as she tasted more of his champagne laced breath.
She gasped and winced at the pressure. Parting her legs wider she brought her hands to his bottom pushing him further into her and this time she was crying out louder from the delicious feeling of him entering her.
Soon her vaginal walls relaxed to the intrusion and she was able to take him all in. "Oh god" she said panting.
He kissed her face and rotated his hips driving himself deeper. Then he pulled in and not making her eyes roll into her head. "Oh god!" she whimpered not knowing what else to say.
He kept his rhythm and she tried to match it but her head was spinning and the ways he was controlling her body had her slipping into confusion. It wasn't Kevin, she was giving herself away. She wanted to and then she didn't and the anxiety of what was happening so fast made it hard for her breath. She began to struggle underneath him.
Tensing up she felt panic intensify and he could tell. "Relax baby" he whispered in her ear. His hoarse deep voice calmed her and the anxiety began to slip away slowly. He lifted his head and looked at her face "It's okay, this is right. It's right for us"
She barely opened her eyes to him moaning through his lovemaking. Finally whispering she responded "Okay…." through deep breaths.
He kept pushing her further over the edge and the times she found the strength to look into his eyes they sparkled with desire for her. It made her want him more. Finally joining him in their love making she matched his pace and allowed her body to respond in the way he wanted.
He rolled over bringing her on top of him.
She placed her hands flat on his chest and rose up and down her head bent and hair hanging wet in her face she began to smile at the intoxicating feel of him throbbing inside of her.
He held her hips to control the erotic bounce she applied to their love making. Closing her eyes she grinded back and forth arching her back and hearing him shouting out in pleasure. She smiled and kept up with that rotation feeling his hands slip from her hips weakly as he moaned and grunted under her. She had finally gained control and she drove him to his breaking point forcing him to release inside of her.
Slowing down she opened her eyes and looked at him. He smiled up at her and pulled her to his chest. "I won't let you go. We're a family now." he said lovingly rubbing her back.
She smiled lying on his chest and closing her eyes in contentment. "We are a family. My family!"
Lakewood
Jessica sat at
the window seal wrapped in a sheet. Antonio walked into the room
watching her against the moonlight. He walked over and handed her
some brandy.
"What is it Jessie?"
She looked at him
smiling sadly "It's Van, I'm worried about her."
"Don't
be McBain seems cool."
"There are things you don't
know."
"Try me"
"I can't. All I can say is that I
will help my sister be free of this man and we will be a family
again."
Antonio studied her. He had made love to her tonight for the first time in over four years. He'd waited so long to have her back with him and he always envisioned there reunion would be about them. But looking at her he saw she was in pain and using him to assuage it.
"Jessie, why are you here? Why did you come to me?"
She looked up moving her hair from her face. She saw his love for her and felt stupid. Of course she would protect Van and KJ but she also had Antonio now and she wanted him back in her life desperately. "Because I never stopped loving you. What Kevin did to us robbed me of the one true shot at real happiness."
Rising from the window seal she walked over to him. "I want my family and that includes you."
Antonio pulled her into him and kissed her again. "I want that too" he said stroking her hair. "I want that too."
