hey y'all I finally posted one of my storys so don't be too crewl to me. Butsomefriendlycriticismis welcome , it helps me improve. thanx homies, -hampster

Here I am again. I stand here on the roof of Kong, withstanding the entire waist land known as Essex. The wind feels wonderful against my face. I can feel my hair whip to the back of my head. I love the wind; it makes me feel like I almost can't breath. Breathtaking; that's the word I'm looking for. When I'm standing up here, facing my fate of over three stories of stinging pavement, I can't help but want to just let my legs gingerly slip over the edge. But that's stupid. I know I can't do something like that to my friends and…family. How I long to use that word and actually mean it.

I know that I must have a mother, I have to! How could I have been created without a birth mother? She was probably forced to give me up. Maybe she didn't want me to leave her. Sometimes I imagine what she looks like, I picture her as short, thin, and frail women with long stringy hair; neatly curled into a tight bun on the back of her head with small baby hairs at her hairline framing her round face.

Her eyes would have been a deep green and almond shaped such as mine. But that's just a theory; she could have been a monster for all I know. But I don't like to think that negative about her. The men that I live with in this haunting area are the only thing I have. They are my big, dysfunctional family. And I love every one of them.

2D is the one who helps me the most, it sounds stupid counting on he's not the brightest crayon in the box, but he is very wise when it comes to emotional issues. He really knows how to make a good cake too. I love him with all of my heart, If I ever died, right here, at this ledge. Then I would only think of one person as I fall; my 2Dkun. I would not wish for my secret mother, or any family in the world, only my blue hared, toothless, Stewart can give me the same breath-taking feeling of wind in my face.

He is all I long to keep safe in my world with no real family. And unfortunately, the only thing there for me to keep.