Disclaimer: I don't have the licensing to say that any Kingdom Hearts game belongs to me. I do have a PS2 and game boy to play the games on though. :x
Phwoar.
Okay. So. Kairi's POV. Kaiora. Based on my life. A happy ending in this one depends on my life.
Everything's sort of unwritten guys. No idea how long this will be.
Anywoot- Let's move on. I'll probably cry writing this, so that's why the emotions might seem so real- They are.
You promised you'd never leave. How stupid did I have to be to actually believe you? You broke my heart.
No. You didn't break it.
You tore the life, my heart, and my soul right out of me.
Oh, I forgot. It's not your fault. Everything will be okay in time, right? Time seems like the last thing I want, but the only thing I have on my side anymore. It's like nothing changed between us. Just the other day, I saw you. Yesterday, I think. Yeah. I was facing the other way, while my friends looked at you.
It was like slow motion. I turned and those eyes of yours were staring me down. Those same gorgeous, deep, sea blue eyes haunt me. Every night I try to go to sleep. I lay in the dark looking up at nothing...while those eyes...those eyes that shone so brightly are boring into the back of my head- like a bad memory. Life's just one big, bad memory that we have to relive, isn't it?
All these sleepless nights aren't helping any y'know. Sora, you know how much I hate sleeping in the charcoal blanket of night. I usually leave my television on to lull me to sleep- the colors of seconds before dance around in my mind while I drift off.
I can't do that anymore. Ever since you left, I have to turn off everything to try and fall asleep. The only thing that came out of this 'break' was that I'm tuning out the world...
Don't get me wrong. I'll still laugh, smile, and be the girl who's smiling when her soul is crying. That's just my nature, isn't it? It's the Kairi you fell in love with.
Sora, until you come back, I don't think that's the Kairi I can be anymore. We've been through so much. Why is there something that you can't tell me... Remember when we'd tell each other everything? We faced the world, side by side, and vowed that nothing in the path ahead would split us apart. I bought you your necklace, you bought me my ring. You took yours off, I left mine on. We still left pictures of one another up.
I just don't know what to consider you anymore. You still tell me you love me. How can your cerulean eyes gaze into mine and not be teary? The only thing I want to do is cry. I miss those orbs- as haunting and spectacular as they may be. My eyes were something you fell in love with, didn't you? That's what you'd always say. I know one thing- my eyes will never be as radiant as yours. They'll never be as bright as yours.
Not until you claim what is yours again.
Me- I'm yours Sora.
I always have been, I always will be.
A/N: Yeah. It's short. It's also 10:34 at night. I'll make the next chapter at least 4 pages, id not more. I'll probably update tomorrow- say what happened when they saw each other 'yesterday'. Everything I'll write really did happen, or I"ll make a note next to it that it didn't.
I'd appreciate reviews.
Muah.
