Chapter 10
What We've All been Waiting for.
They got home and Harry made dinner, neither one saying a word while they ate. After dinner, Harry disappeared into his study, falling back into his pacing habit again. The book on potions he'd been reading was lying on the floor. He picked it up and put it in the bookcase. Trailing his hand along the books he came to a particular one that he remembered quite well. It was small, maybe four inches high and six inches deep. It was blue with snitches zooming across it's covers. Harry took out the book and sat down on the couch. Opening it, it landed on a page and Harry began to read.
January 15, 2006 (6th year)
I saw Draco today. He laughed at me when Ron pushed me down the stairs. I glared at him but he just continued to laugh. Ron helped me up but glared at Draco and walked by. I walked with Draco, who kept on laughing. "Honestly Potter, you can defeat Voldermort but you can't walk down a simple flight of stairs," he said. Of course he would know ,seeing as Draco had been there with me - I wouldn't be here today without him. He finally stopped at the Great Hall door where we were to part ways. He walked to Slytherin table and I to Gryffindor ,but not without first smiling and saying "Later pothead,"
I couldn't help staring at him from where I sat. He's the most gorgeous thing I've ever laid my eyes on. Just once I wish he wouldn't look at me as the savior of the world, or his Gryffindor Hero, but just Harry. I wish he'd hold me and say it'll be alright like I always imagined. He'll never know how much I love him, think of him, want him, and I guess…it's for the best.
Draco catches me staring at him, so I look down. One day, I'll tell him. One day he'll love me back.
-Harry James Potter-
Just as Harry finished, the door opened and Draco came in. Harry hid the book and looked up at him.
"Harry," Draco said walking to stand in front of him. He twiddled his thumbs, looking down. "Can I ask you a question?"
"Yeah sure,"
"Are you gay," Draco asked looking Harry dead in the eyes. Harry stared back and for a second got lost there in Draco eyes. He felt like he could drown in them.
"I…um," Harry stammered.
"Please just answer me,"
"Yes," Harry whispered. Draco kept right on staring at him, stepping a bit closer.
"Why did you say you love me too much to throw me out?" Draco asked.
"Because I do," Harry answered honestly. "More than you'll probably ever know,"
"But,"
"No, it's okay. It's just a little crush. It's temporary... I'll get over it. You don't have to want me back. I'll just…" Draco kissed him, successfully shutting Harry up. He crawled into Harry's lap; never breaking the kiss as Harry subconsciously pulled him closer. Draco wrapped his arms around Harry's neck and held fast as Harry lowered him down on the couch. Harry slid on top of him, kissing everywhere - first Draco's neck, licking under his ear before blowing gently inside the sensitive canal, making Draco moan.
Harry continued trailing his kisses down Draco's neck until he ran into shirt. He growled and tore the shirt off. Draco, whose eyes had been closed, smirked up at the boy. He wanted to say something along the lines of "I like that shirt" but held his tongue. He was lucky he did, because it would have came out as a jumbled mass of nonsense due to the fact that Harry had taken it upon himself to worship Draco's chest, the blonde letting out small whimpers like there was no tomorrow. Harry eventually stopped for breath - though that was far from being the main reason, which both knew but neither said. Instead Draco spoke up.
"Harry, do you really love me," he asked.
"Yes," Harry replied. "So much,"
"Love you too, Harry," Draco whispered. Harry smiled and snuggled his face into Draco's neck smelling the familiar smell of cinnamon. Draco's neck felt wet and he sighed. "Harry are you crying,"
"No," Harry lied.
"Liar," Draco hissed. Harry ignored him and laid himself half on Draco. Draco wrapped his arms around Harry and whispered. "Don't cry, love," he ran his hands threw Harry's hair. Harry nodded, doing just that and kissing Draco's neck one last time. With that, they fell asleep.
A/N: Yay! Finally right! After all that time, they've finally admitted it. It's only been what nine chapters though so it's not like you waited that long. Oh and believe me, it's not over. I'm in the process of finishing the next two chapters. I want to post them both up at the same time though so you'll have to wait till they're both done. Though, i'm sure it'll be worth the wait. If you really despise waiting i'll just post up the chapter i'm almost done with but it's your choice not mine. Till later readers!
Draysgirl1
A/N(2): Hmm....i thought this was my favorite chapter at one time in my life. Now i realize it sucks.
