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A/N: If you can guess what song I used then you are a true Instant Fan if not then buy the CD will ya.
Last Time on A New Feeling
The next day as I walk into the studio Shay is kissing Jude. I figured he had gone to see her when he disappeared last night but I didn't think she was stupid enough to get back with the guy.
"Kind of sickening isn't it" Spiederman tilted his head to get a better look and I hit the back of his head.
"Yea a little" I agree.
"Well it's kind of your own fault" he walked away.
Tommy's POV
I walked into Studio 2 and shut the door. I stared at the spoiled bratty rich kid who had stolen my girl's heart.
"Hey Tommy" he smiled cockily.
"Save it you hurt Jude and I'll hurt you got it" I threatened.
"What about you Q you hurt her do I get to hurt you" his smile never faded.
"That's different" I stormed out of the studio almost running into the older Harrison sister.
"Sorry Sadie" I apologized.
"What ever" she kept walking.
"Sadie be careful with Darius" I warned "a lot of stuff could get messed up." She 'humph-ed' and walked away into Darius's office.
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Jude's POV
"There's me
Looking down at my shoes
The one smiling like the sun
That's you
What were you thinking?
What was the song inside your head?
There's us
Going on about a band
Working out how we play our hand
I lay there dreaming
Later all alone in my bed
If I was stupid
Maybe careless
So were you
Not everything is supposed to come true
Some words are best unsaid
Some love is not really love at all
I'll keep everything I shared with you
And that's enough
There's us
Freeze-frame
I'm not about to cry
It's too late for us to change
Why try
I've got a camera
Tucked away inside my heart
If I'm a loser
Or just unlucky
So are you
Not everything is supposed to come true
Some words are best unsaid
Some love is not really love at all
I'll keep everything I shared with you
And that's enough
There's us
Somewhere between then and now
I look away when you said we'll never change
And if you think what might have been
You'll lose today and we've got songs to play
Not everything is supposed to come true
Some words are best unsaid
Some love is not really love at all
I'll keep everything I shared with you
And that's enough
There's us
Not everything is supposed to come true
Some words are best unsaid
Some love is not really love at all
I'll keep everything I shared with you
And that's enough
There's us" I sang. I know I said I needed time off and I do. I'm not working just hanging out. I'm just waiting for Shay while he talks to Darius before our first big date since we got back together. The door opens and he walks in smiling.
"Hope that's about me" still smiling.
"Yup" I lied.
"Jude how much do you want these two weeks off" he asked.
"I don't know I love working but I can't deal with Tommy" I said.
"Well what if you didn't have to" Darius walked in.
"How" I asked "back with Kwest?"
"No with me" he smiled in the same way his nephew always did.
"Oh my god really" I asked.
"Yea Sadie convinced me" I ran and hugged him.
"Thank you thank you thank you" I squealed then turned back to Shay "don't let me forget to thank her." I ran out of the studio almost wanting to go tell Tommy. He was always the first one I told when something good happened. Instead I ran over to Spiederman.
"Guess what" I jumped in front of him.
"What' he started jumping too.
"I'm working with Darius!"
"Wow that's great" he said weakly.
"What why aren't you happier" I asked.
"Don't you think it's kind of a bad idea to work with your sister's boyfriend" he said.
"I did it before" I laughed.
"And look how that turned out."
"But Darius can't break my heart by breaking up with me because of Darius he's Darius I'm not interested."
"Well then I'm happy for you" he jumped again.
I squealed again and threw my arms around him. He fell back.
"Do you know how lucky you are there was a couch there" Shay laughed.
"Oh come here boyfriend type person" I stood up and hugged him and Spiederman at the same time.
"Come on we'll be late" he said.
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Sadie's POV
"Hey Darius" I walked into his office and sat down.
"What are you doing over there" he tapped my foot with his under the table "come here."
I got up and walked around and he pulled me down on his lap. I slung my arm around his neck and leaned down and kissed him.
"So where are we going tonight" I asked.
"I was thinking we could double date with Shay and Jude" he said.
"You're kidding" I stood up.
"Yes" he pulled me back down "but it's good to know that double dating is ruled out."
"Oh I'm fine with double dates I'm just worried about Jude and Shay" I told him.
"Why I'm happy they're back together although I could deal without Tom's jealousy" he shrugged.
"Yea and the fact that Jude's totally using him to get over Tommy" I blabbed. My hands flew to cover my moth.
"Don't worry I kind of figured plus I think Shay's using her to get over Eden"
"Eden broke up with him?"
"Did I say that?"
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Jude's POV
Shay and I sat at a small table in a big fancy French restaurant. Great French now I'm thinking of Tommy. As I'm flipping through the menu I see something I recognize. It's that thing Tommy had said his cracker was. The meat pie (sorry not sure exactly what he called it and even if I did I don't think I could spell it and the French already hate the Americans and I'd rather not give them more reason to hate us by killing their language. I apologize if you're French. Thanks for the statue did you guys know it was a really pukey green color. Oh and the pies I LOVE French silk pies yummy) I think I'm going to try it. I'll tell Tommy tomorrow. Oh wait I'm not talking to Tommy.
"What's on your mind Harrison" Shay asked.
"Meat pies" I blurt out.
"Uh wow you must be hungry" he laughed.
"Yea I uh didn't eat much today" I lied.
"Right because a whopper isn't much" he laughed again.
Damn I forgot he was there with me when I got that.
"Yea well uh yea" I stuttered.
"Hello I'm Jaimee and I'll be your oh my god Jude Harrison" she squealed.
"Yea you know my best friend's name is Jamie" I smiled.
"I read that I was actually thinking of changing the spelling of my name so it's the same as his I'm like your biggest fan" she smiled "sorry unprofessional moment can I start again you're my first table."
"Sure go ahead" Shay looked annoyed.
"Hello I'm Jaimee I'll be your server tonight can I start you off with a couple of drinks or an appetizer" she started over.
"Um I'll have a diet coke" I smiled at the waitress who was trying so hard.
"I'll have a coke extra ice and uh get us some of those meat pies" he flashed me a smile.
"Great I'll bring you your drinks and some bread and your meat pies will be right out" she turned on her heel and left.
"I hat new waitresses" he complained.
"I think she's been very good so far" I defended the girl. I knew what it was like to be new.
About an hour later we had already eaten. The meat pies were good but what ever else he ordered for me tasted like rotten broccoli. It was called Pâté de Lapin. It looked pretty good kind of weird but not rotten. I hope I don't get sick from it.
"So Shay do you want to come in" I stood in front of my door.
"Sure" he nodded.
I opened the door.
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Darius's POV
"MOM I'm 19" Sadie yelled.
"I don't want to hear it Sadie go to your room" her mother ordered.
"No I don't live here remember I live in a dorm" she reminded her mother.
"That I pay for" her mother pointed out.
"Fine then I'll move out of the dorms" she said.
"What about school are you going to quit school" he mother asked.
"Maybe I will.
"Sadie" I shook my head.
"Fine then I'll take out a student loan" she stormed out.
"I'm sorry Mrs. Harrison" I followed Sadie out of the house "hi Shay hi Jude" I said as I passed them.
"She treats me like I'm 12" Sadie yelled.
"Hey Sadie what's going on" Portia drove up.
"She decided to move out of the dorms" I told her.
"I have no where to go I'm homeless" Sadie stressed.
"You can stay with me" Portia offered "I have plenty of room."
"Really" Sadie's eyes widened.
"Yea" Portia nodded.
"Thank you"
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Jude's POV
"Well that was weird" I started walking upstairs.
"Yea" Shay followed me.
"So what'd you want to do" I asked.
"I don't know" he sat on my bed next to me. He leaned in closer and pressed his lips against mine. He ran his tongue against my bottom lip and I parted my lips as his tongue dove into my mouth. He put his hands on my shoulders and gently pushed me back until my back hit the soft bed. He moved his hands down until they reached the bottom of my shirt. He lightly moved his hands under my shirt and up my stomach he got closer to my chest and I jumped off the bed.
"I'm sorry am I taking things too fast: he asked.
"Just a little" I breathed.
"Sorry" he apologized again. I nodded but didn't sit back down. I walked over to my window and opened it just to find something to do. There was a brand new white Hummer on the street and an ex-boybander walking to my door. I threw open my door and raced down the stairs I could hear Shay's footsteps following mine. I opened the front door and saw him standing there looking just as hot as always.
"Hi" he said.
"Hi" I straightened up my hair. He reached over and brushed one piece out of my face.
Then he saw Shay.
"Sorry I didn't mean to interrupt" he said.
"Oh it's ok you didn't" I assured him "you know I had that thing that you told me about at that new French place."
"Did you like it" he asked.
I nodded and smiled.
"I knew you would what else did you get" he asked.
"Uh something called Pâté de Lapin it was gross" I told him.
He laughed "Do you know what that is?"
I shook my head.
"Rabbit" he laughed.
"I ATE A RABBIT" I yelled.
He nodded.
"That poor little thing all it was doing was having a nice little fun innocent day and then he was on my plate" I was almost in tears.
"Yea innocent" he laughed and I punched him playfully in the arm.
"Sorry but hey at least he got eaten by a rock star" he tried to cheer me up.
"What if he was a fan" I worried.
"Well then he lived out his life long dream of being eaten by you" Tommy laughed.
"I guess" I cheered up a bit "I miss this."
"Yea me too" he nodded. Shay cleared his throat and I turned to see him on the stairs.
"Oh sorry I forgot you were here" I said before I realized how horrible that sounded "I mean I uh…'
"Save it you know I don't think we'll ever work out" he left.
