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Little feelings
"Everything will be all right." Sakura repeated.
Syaoran held Sakura close.
'I wonder why I am being so open to her… Why is it that I want to see her and be with her? Why is it I want to get to know her?' he thought.
'She doesn't have anywhere to go. I will convince her to stay with me! After all who can turn down an invitation from a Li!'
"Kinomoto?" He said staring down at her. Sakura had cried herself to sleep and was breathing steadily against his chest.
'I think I should carry her to my house… I hope she doesn't panic too much when she wakes up.'
He placed his arms under her legs and carried her bridal style. Calling Spinal he headed back to the mansion.
"Wei…" He said to the intercom "Open."
"As you wish master Li…" The voice replied. The gates to the mansion swung open revealing an immaculate garden. Syaoran walked up the pebbled path to the front door.
"Wei…"
"Of course master Li…" The door creaked as it opened to reveal a large room.
A chandelier was on the ceiling, the floor was marble and had a round table in the center holding a bouquet of flowers. There was a staircase at the back and two doors at the left and right of the room leading to different chambers.
Syaoran walked with Spinal toward his bedroom. The corridor was so long that it took half an hour to get there. He laid Sakura down onto he bed. He sighed.
'Sakura looks like an angel… Wait! Did I say Sakura? I meant Kinomoto!'
'Did not! You like her!'
'I do not! Who are you anyway?'
'You know… The little voice in your head that you usually ignore…'
'My conscience?'
'Uh… Something like that…'
'Oh no! I am going insane! I have officially lost my marbles! I am talking to myself! Do you know what this means!?!'
'…That you're finally listening to me?'
'No! It means that I am crazy!'
'Could you like go bonkers later… 'Cause I am supposed to help you…'
'Your really not helping…'
'Fine! I'll just tell you! That girl… Sakura has something to hide… You should try to find out what. When she tells you comfort her… Okay? Trust me. It will help you.'
'Is that all?'
'Yep. Pretty much…'With that the little voice was gone.
'What did my conscience mean? What could Kinomoto be hiding?' Syaoran thought to himself.
His stomach growled. He quietly exited the room after taking one last peak at his little angel.
(Sakura's P.O.V)
"Everything will be all right." Sakura repeated.
'I wish I had never existed… Everyone would be much happier if I was gone… I even troubled a total stranger… I bet Touya's worried about me… What about Otou-san? He probably is sick not knowing where I am… What about Shu xi 's Parents? How can I tell them that their son died because of me? It is all my fault! Why would Tomoyo try to kill him? He is kind and nice. Unless it was because of me?'
I felt like I was slipping away. I gave in immediately.
(Sakura's dream)
'Hello? Where am I?' I stared at the Darkness around me.
'You… You killed me!' She stared at Shu xi.
'I'm sorry! I didn't mean to!' My tears rolled down my cheeks.
'It is all your fault! If you were never born I would still be alive!' I broke down. I squatted down and hugged myself crying.
'I want to disappear! I don't want to live anymore! 'I screamed.
'You should! It was all your fault! Die! Die! You deserve to die!' Shu xi shouted.
'I let you down… I am sorry please… Shu xi!' I called to him. He retracted into the darkness.
Another figure appeared. A female… lavender eyes and purple locks.
'Why… Tomoyo why?'
'You were stupid and ugly! I hate you! It is your fault he died! Your face disgusts me!' Her eyes bore flames of pure hatred.
'I wish I knew what you hate about me… I miss you Tomoyo… Why can't we be friends? Why can't everything go back to the way things were?'
Tomoyo began to fade away. I ran after my best friend.
'Why? Nande? (Why?)'
The place around me began to fade. I dropped to the floor. My question echoed to me.
'Why?'
(Sakura's P.O.V)
I shot up like a bullet my eyes open wide. My hands flung up. I buried my face in my hands. Tears flooded my eyes. Heaving my shoulder.
I looked around myself. The room was a dark green and I was in a king size bed.
"Where am I?" I murmured. A door swung open and a figure walked in.
"Your in my house…" I sought haste fully to meet the gaze of the unknown voice.
Syaoran was leaning on his cupboard.
"You must be hungry… I brought you some porridge…" He pointed to the bowl on the bedside table.
"Um… You really shouldn't have gone through the trouble… Besides… I'm not that hungry anyway…" As if on cue her stomach erupted.
"Somehow I doubt that…" Sakura blushed at his comment.
After awhile of coaxing he managed to get her to eat the food.
Sakura smiled after tasting the porridge.
"My compliments to the chef." She mumbled.
"The chef thanks you." He replied.
"I really don't deserve your kindness…" Her eyes were downcast.
"Nonsense… You're the most wonderful girl I have ever met." Sakura blushed. She felt her whole body heat up.
'What is it I'm feeling?'
"I thank you so much for your kindness. You are a really sweet guy…" It was Syaoran's turn to blush.
'Why is it that I feel this way?'
