Never Lie. The results may just be fatal.
Chapter Two: Fake Smile
A/N: Thanks so much Uma-Thurman and Egyptian Princess of 1290 BC. You made me write this chapter! You both rawk. I hope you both enjoy this chapter.
''I'm not the mothering type. Never have and never will be. Nothing will make me give birth to his child. It's not that i don't love him because i do...but the prospect of having a child terrifies me'' Trinity thought to herself while busy, keeping her eye's glued to the codes of the Matrix.
Again, she was on duty not that she felt she should be. Many things were pissing her off lately and Neo was getting concerned by it.
She screamed as she felt two arms wrap around her waist. As soon as the scream reached the owner of the hands ear drum, he un-wound his arms and as a substitute, he shoved them in his trouser pockets.
She turned around to see the identity of the person whom scared her.
''Fuck, don't do that Neo'' She spat, causing Neo to step back at least a metre.
''Sorry Trin, i didn't mean to scare you like i did'' Neo replied, careful of his words. He knew that once again, she was in mood. She was dangerous when she was like this and probably willing to snap at anytime.
''What do you want?'' She glared at him, angry that he interupted her work.
''I just thought that since Morpheus said you don't have to work, then perhaps we could...''
Neo brought the hand out of his pocket and ran it through is thick hair. His cheeks were turning redder by the second.
''Could you please simplify the objective of your visit?'' Trinity said, knowing full well what Neo's intentions were.
''Er...'' he gaze fell over a handful of papers which seemed to address the word; Termination.
Quickly changing the subject, he decided to ask what the papers were for.
''What are those?'' He asked, peering over the desk.
Trinity realized what he was asking about. She grabbed the papers and folded them up so they were now un-able to be red by Neo.
''I needed them for re-search. I was watching someone whom was planning to have a termination...'' Lies again, poured out of her.
''I can't understand why any women would ever plan to have a termination. It's unfair to the child whom they wish to terminate. Tell me Trinity, would you ever want children?''
She gulped. Sweat began pouring from her forehead and she whiped it away before Neo began to notice.
''No'' She simply stated, collected her belongings and made her way to the bunk which she shared with Neo. He followed her, like a lost puppy.
''Why not?'' He asked, closing the door behind him.
''Because...i'd much rather spend the free time i have with you'' She put on fake smile.
Hearing this news, he moved in closer to her. In some ways he was heartbroken that she didn't want children but in other ways he was happy that she still seemed to love him.
He kissed her and they felt the tang of electricity as they usually did when they kissed. It hadn't been shared in what seemed an eternity since Trinity didn't seem in a mood to express those kind of feelings that they had been expressing.
He led her onto the bed, careful not to hurt her. Once she felt her back on the matress, she broke the kiss and began to get up again.
''What are you doing?'' Neo asked, releasing his grip from around her waist.
''I can't Neo'' She said, avoiding eye contact. It was too hard to take. She knew that being pregnant, she wasn't able to sleep with him.
''Can't what?'' Neo said, undoubtably confused.
''Don't play stupid with me, i can't sleep with you''
''Why not? Have i done something to offend you in anyway?''
''Of course not. It's just...there's a few things i have to do first before jumping into bed with you'' She made her way to the door but Neo blocked the door entrance.
''Like what? You've been acting so pissy lately. Me, Morpheus and the other crew members are fed up with it. You show no appreciation for things, no graditute and most of all you keep yourself to yourself. You never open up to me any more Trin, you used to confide everything in me and you knew that you could trust me. Has that changed over a course of a few months?''
''No, but something else has'' She replied, coming to terms with what Neo had just said.
''Such as?'' He asked. He was not going to let her out until she had come clean to what was the matter with her.
''Just leave it Neo, please, let me go'' She struggled to get past him and pulled him across the room. Before she had a chance to even place her hand on the door wheel, he held her arms and shoved her onto the bed so that he was in control of her actions.
''Fucking let me go Neo! Get your fucking hands off of me!'' She protested. No use, as Neo wasn't going to let her get what she wanted...for once.
Her head was at the side and he released a hand from her arm to move her head in his direction. Then he stared into her eyes, traveling through the mist of ice and water.
''If you tell me, you're free to go'' Neo said, turning his attention to the door that Trinity was intending to reach.
She sighed and was going to give in.
''I'm pregnant Neo and i don't want to be. As soon as i can, i intend to get an abortion. I don't want this child and i don't want you'' She wanted to hurt Neo and she got that want.
He got off the bed, dazed due to her statement. He was not expecting what she had just said. As he was off of her, she jumped off the bed and made a run for it.
Tears formed in his eyes but they never got released. Instead, they stayed in his eyes ready to be released for another time Trinity would hurt him again.
TBC
