Never Been Loved

I promised you guys that this will be a longer chapter.So here it is

Chapter Four

New Relashionship

Syaoran felt guilty for how he treated her.He wanted to apologize to her for what he had done.He wanted her to get back to work.He thought that she mustn't be far away from the company since she left it10 minutes ago.He got into his Jaquar and decided to find her.

Sakura sat in bench in the road side.'This day couldn't get worse.'She thought because she couldn't get a cab.She wanted to get to her apartment fast.

Then suddenly rain started to pour heavily.She couldn't get any cabs in the area she was sitting in.So she decided to cross the street in having better luck in getting cabs.She was very tired.Her knees were getting weak and her eyes were starting to close by itself.Despite the difficulty she can't just faint here.This isn't the right place.(That is if there is a right place to faint.)She crossed the street and without her noticing,a speeding car is now towards her.Suddenly,all she saw was a faint light and everything else around her slowly fainted and turned black.

It was dark and cold,just like her own heart.She sat in a corner and tears began to fall.Her life's so painful,since she had to doso much work and coudn't get any sleep and because she didn't get much love from her mother,because she died when Sakura was three.The chambers of her emotions would like to explode from the whirlwind of feelings deep inside her.Questions begin to arise,yet remained unanswered.

When her grandmother was still alive,she used to tell that the stars give us wishes,and along with it,they give us the power to make them true.That became her inspiraton until now,the hope she was holding on,that one day she would fulfil her heart's desire.

As she could only see nothing but it be the last string of hope she was holding on had ended?Could it be possible that she is already dead?Slowly,even the darkness around her slowly began to fade...into nothing.She fell into the depth of emptiness...until a voice begin to call her.

Her eyelids began to open and she recoganized that she's in the hospital room.It made her wonder what happened to her.She contemplated for a few minutes.She remembers herself walking in the street after resigning from her job.It was raining hard and she couldn't get a cab.She crossed the street,heard a screeching brake and,and what?After that she can't remember anything more.The door opened and she saw someone she didn't expect to see...her father and brother.And tears began to fall.

"Hey wake up.You alright?"A man said shaking her gently.

Her sobs began to fade as her eyes slowly opened.The man hugged her instantly.

"Thank goodness you finally woke up!"there was a moment of silence.When he finally realized what he had just done,he jerked back and apologized.

Sakura was still in a blank state,questions constantly rising every second.She asked the first question she could ask."Where am I?And why are you here?"

"I'm so sorry,it was an accident and..."

"Look I am all confused here so just answer my question for God's sake!"

"Okay,calm down,calm down.As you can see,you resigned from my office,right?"

"Of course,I remember that"she answered with remorse,remembering the events that day.

"I decided to look for you since you know,that what I did to you is totally unjust and unfair.I was driving my car and it started to rain."

Sakura looked at Syaoran'He was looking for me?'.

Syaoran continued."I didn't notice you crossing the street because the place was so dark and the rain didn't help.And I..."

"And you hit me!"she blurted out.

"No,no,its not what it seems.As you see I almost hit you."He said emphasizing the word 'almost'.

"What!What do you mean 'almost hit me'?"

"I was able to control the brakes in time and you just fainted infront of my car.I brought you to the hospital so they could check on you.The doctor said the stress was too much and you need to rest,so I brought you home."He explained.

"I am in your house?"she asked rather sorry for accusations.

Syaoran nodded."The doctor said you would soon recover and you would wake up soon.But that stupid doctor is wrong...three days and you're still not responding,I was worried."Syaoran shifted his gaze more towards her wanting to see her reaction.

"Really?You were...worried?"

"Of course,haven't you still realized that I still haven't approved your resignation,which means that you still are under my custody.And you are my responsibility."

Sakura could just let out an 'oh' in dissapointment.Wait a minute...dissapointment?Sakura is not sure but when he told about how he searched for her and how he was worried,she thought she was special for him.Her heart fell when she heard that he just did those things because he felt he was oblidged to.She didn't realize that all that thinking made her stare into blank space.

"Earth to Sakura,hey what happened.What were you thinking?"Syaoran said waving his hand in front of her.

"Um...nothing really.So,I think I owe you this one.Can I...do anything to make it up to you?"She asked hesitantly.

"Then,you can just forget about your resignation"he suggested with a smile.

"No way!After what you have done to me when I was under your orders?You don't expect me to go into that again would you!"

"But you ask me what you can do to pay back the favour I did,right?Besides I'm sorry for it and I promise not to treat you same way again."

"Yes,but I..."

"No buts Sakura...that's the only way."

"You know,I really am not convinced into this agreement but alright...for the last chance."

"So it is a deal..."

"I guess it is" and they shook and exachanged small smiles.

The doctor told Syaoran that Sakura needs rest for a few days and when she gets back to work,not to give her much work.Days passed and Sakura and Syaoran got along very well.It was the first day of work for Sakura after the rest she had and Syaoran offered her a ride to work and she is very thankful for the kindness he is showing towards her.He's know acting like the guy best friend she never had.And she is finally enjoying her life.She couldn't believe that her worst enemy in college was the Syaoran she now knew.And that Kathy girl pisses her off.Maybe,Kathy thinks she's a kind-of-boss just because she has an affair with Syaoran.Sakura swore that once the woman gets into her nerves,she wouldn't restrain herself from hurting the bitch.And that would definitely teach her a lesson.

It was kind of Syaoran to drive her to the company.Since he is still her boss,she feels it is awkward to be with him when everybody could see them.Due to Syaoran's resisting,she finally gave in,after all,why do they have to care anyway?

The ride was smooth and comfortable.She sits in the passenger's seat of thecar enjoying the view of the beautiful city,which she haven't noticed for a very long time due to her personal problems.The building of is now in sight.It really stands out among other structures around it and this amazes her.She got her things ready when suddenly,the car didn't stop in front of the building.It just kept going...away from the building.She was surprised,really surprised.

"Syaoran,we passed the company!We are way over it,can't you see?"she said trying to understand why he forgot the place of his own company.

"I know"he said calmly.

"You know?but...but why did you..."

"I didn't tell you we're going in the company,did I?"

"But you said I would be back at work,right?"

"Yes,and you are presently at work my dear"he looked at her and let out a small chuckle.

"I don't understand"she said.

"Sakura,don't you think its too early for you to face the photoshoots at the company?"

"I think I had enough rest and..."

"I think you need more break so I decided that since I want to take a vaccation,it's better for you to just accompany me and just relax"he explained.

Sakura smiled.She is really glad of his concern for her and she doesn't know,but this guy is getting into her."So where are we heading?"she asked excitedly.

"I am taking you to one of our properties,the best of our properties actually.I'm sure you'd enjoy it there"he told her.

"Then what are we waiting for?Let's hurry up!"

And the car sped of the road...

To Be Continued...

I am so sorry you guys.Whatever I try to do I just can't seem to get Li's company name in the chapters.Don't forget to review!