Rating: T
Summary: Jude has become Speed's scar. Spude
Disclaimer: I don't own IS or anything in connection. And I don't own the song Scar or lyrics to the song by Fefe Dobson, all credit goes to her.
Author: Freeing Alys
Author's Note: This is only intended to be about 5 chapters long. 5 reviews for every chapter or no update!
Another Scar
Chapter Two
Empty bedroom. Chest is burning. I've messed up and now I'm paying.
Jude ran her hand under her eyes to conceal the tears and to stop the flow. Feeling her heart beat faster then it ever had before she pushed herself up off the floor and looked around the studio. It was all empty except for her and she liked and hated the feeling all at once. She knew the confused feelings were her paying for everything she'd done to Speid. She had pushed him and pushed him and now she was left alone with no one else to blame.
Sighing to herself Jude walked to the nearest chair and sat in it, her back to the door she racked her brain for anything that could help ease the pain she caused Speid and herself. "Jude?" She turned around and found Tommy staring at her with a confused look on his face. "We're not recording today." He reminded her and Jude nodded at him.
"I know. I got in a fight with Speid. I just needed to get away." She told her producer/friend and smiled a little smile at him.
"Oh, okay." He replied and walked into the room with her, shutting the door behind him.
"Why are you here?" Jude asked him as she watched him sit next to her.
"Sadie and I brokeup." He informed his friend and Jude nodded at him. She had been expecting it for awhile now.
"Why?" She asked putting her fist on the side of head and leaned against it.
"We didn't fit." He casually explained and Jude nodded her head again, it was the only thing she could think to do.
"I'm sorry." She offered, hoping that it would help things, but she was sure it didn't.
"It's fine." Tommy replied and then he turned to face Jude. "We just weren't meant to be." He added.
"I know." Jude whispered knowing exactly why they didn't work out. It was all because of her and she knew it.
Without thinking about anything Jude leaned closer to Tommy and quickly Tommy pressed his lips against hers.
And when you told me, You don't love me anymore, your scream and shout turned me around
Jude kissed him back and allowed herself to fall into Tommy and everything that he was currently offering her. Jude didn't care about anything else, just about the moment she was stuck in. Because when Speid told her he didn't love her anymore he turned her around to someone else.
