Title: Another Scar
Rating: T
Summary:
Jude has become Speed's scar. Spude
Disclaimer:
I don't own IS or anything in connection. And I don't own the song Scar or lyrics to the song by Fefe Dobson, all credit goes to her.
Author:
Freeing Alys
Author's Note:
This is only intended to be about 5 chapters long. Also, sorry if this whole story sucks and doesn't make since. I just need it to help me get out of the writing fog I'm currently in. So bear with me. Thanks.

Another Scar
Chapter Four

Jude made her way back to her loft, more quickly then she had in the past. She had to get back to Speid, he was all that she really had lately and she couldn't throw him away. Weaving her way down the streets she finally made it back to the loft and she walked to the door. Breathing a deep sigh she pushed open the door and caught Speid strumming on his electric guitar, he was obviously venting some pain. "Speid." Jude greeted him with her arms crossed over her chest.

"Jude." He yelled back over the sound of his music.

"I'm sorry!" Jude let out in reply and Speid stopped playing the strings.

"Really?" He asked and Jude nodded her head. She was tired of yelling , fighting, being on guard. She just wanted to lay back with Speid and be happy with him, she didn't want anything beyond that.

Tired of lies. Pressure rising.

"Yeah, I am. I'm sick of the way our relationship was going. I'm tired of that. I'm ready to just be me and you. I don't want anything else." She told Speid and she watched him set his guitar back on the couch.

"Me too Jude. I'm sorry about what I said. It was a huge lie." He told her and Jude nodded her head.

"Me too. Speid, you're all I have I would never hate you." Jude told Speid and he nodded slightly at her.

"I know." He whispered at her and then he kissed Jude lightly on the lips. "I really love you." He let out after she pulled away.

"Yeah." She answered back. She did love Speid, but she wasn't ready to say the words, they could cause more damage then good.

Now I will never be the same. No I will never be the same.

Jude couldn't go back to how their relationship wanted, it was all different. She was different. Jude looked back up at Speid and saw him flash her a small and quick look that said he was upset, dissapointed, but he didn't say anything. And that's when Jude really knew, she was Speid's scar. She couldn't go away from him, he wouldn't let her go away. Jude was Speid's scar, and she couldn't change it.

I'm just another scar…………..Now I will never be the same.