Here you go guys... I haven't edited this chapter because my computer is acting up. I can only see this chap on this screen so it is bound to be a little stupid this chapter. My story kind of went off topic because the Pitt Jolie thing was getting kind of boring for me now... but our characters are good enough on their own. We get a little surprise at the end of this one.
Little Secrets
We lived in sinful bliss in Malibu for a month before I began to worry. I had been feeling oddly. I had never felt like that before and I have lived through so much in all of my life times. But I knew what was wrong, I just didn't want to admit it to myself.
I had work here in LA, so the Malibu stay was perfect while I filmed Good Samaritan. Jayden watched the kids while I worked, so that was cool. Now you can see where my dilemma would lie if by chance I were going through what I thought I was going through. I'll sound like a total hypocrite. First I am dating an actor... I said I wouldn't , and now... Maybe I should explain.
I woke one morning with a smile on my face, as I felt Jayden's hands roam my bare back. "Good morning." He whispered burrying his face in my neck.
I gasped as his fingers grazed my erect nipples, "Morning."
"Pretty lady says do me." he whispered as he moved astride me.
"do me." I answered more than ready for him.
We were so into this we didn't hear the bedroom door open. "Daddy, what are you doing?"
We Froze. "Lilly!" I screamed.
My harried nanny came running, "Oh dear god, I'm sorry Miss Marcel."She lifted Maddy and walked away.
"What was daddy doing?" Maddy asked again.
I began to giggle. "I'm sorry, I have never... not since I've had her. Not around her anyway."
He grinned at me; "Talk about a buzz kill."
I smirked, "We could get back into it you know. I do have a two o'clock call time today."
He looked down at me. "You do look ravishing." he bent down and kissed my chest, "Did I ever tell you I love your breasts." He took one in his mouth and I could feel his need growing.
"Oh god," I moan wanting him inside me. I moved my hips and pushed him inside and shivered as he did. A late call morning of bliss shattered only by the harsh reality, that I really had to throw up. "Get up." I said as he thrusted deep inside.
He moaned. "What?" Thrust.
"Get off me now." I said pushing him away. Thrust, thrust. God it felt good. "Off, Now."
He stopped moving and I pushed harder nearly knocking him to the ground. "What's wrong?" I ran past him into the bathroom and sank to my knees in front of the porcelain god. "was it that bad?" He said coming behind me.
"Must be something I ate last night at the restaurant." I lied. "I've been like this all night." I stayed there on the floor for a few more minutes holding my head.
"Do you want to miss call today?" He asked.
"No." I said, "This is a Franco film, you don't miss call for that."
He nodded knowing full well what Bobby Franco could do for my career. "Can I do anything?"
"No... I'll be fine." I said standing up and flushing the toilet. I went to the sink and washed my face and mouth. "I'll be down for breakfast soon. Could you take Maddy to school today?"
"Yeah," he said kissing my forehead. "Take care of yourself will you?"
I nodded, and headed for the shower.
Fletcher Carrigan, or Fletch lay astride me as the make-up people glistened us up for the next part of the sex scene. "So anyway, maybe you should be in the next Delta movie."
"Fletch, I'm probably gonna be indisposed eight months from now." I said.
"Wow you've got gigs lined up like that?"
"Jay and I are taking turns so that we can spend more time with the kids." I answered, "He'll be in that movie too, kind of hard to be there for them that way."
"On my marker." Franco said off set, "And... Action."
We began to move eratically "Oh Shit." He said in pretend exstacy then fell atop me.
I panted along with him, and looked up at the ceiling. I let a tear fall. Why was it always my left eye that leaked first. "For how long this time." I whispered.
He looked up at me and leaned down to kiss me, I turned my head. "Oh come on Baby, it's business, not pleasure."
"How do I know that Cooper?" I say angrily, "You come home long enough to fuck me and then you're gone. I feel like a mistress, I am your wife."
He removes himself from astride me. "Cut, print that." Franco said re setting the camera.
"You know they are always welcome on the set." Fletch and I continued our conversation from before, as if we hadn't been interrupted.
"I know, I just don't think that we want to work together anymore." I said
"From Oh Shit... Action." Franco said, and we began all over again.
After we were done I walked my self to my Prius. "Good night Abby." The actress that plays my daughter said as she climbed into a car with some young actor whos name I couldn't remember. She was only thirteen.
"Good night Amber, go home chick." I said taking a pause as the boy who is sixteen kisses her on the lips.
"Yes mom." she said and giggled as they drove off.
I looked around the set as her mother came out of Amber's trailer, "Where the fuck did she go?" she cursed as she looked around.
Amber looked like me. She was Tall for thirteen, with green eyes and long black hair. She was cute and she knew it. Her mother... didn't. She was short, and squat and a red head. Her eyes were dark brown. "She went off with what's his name from that Disney show." I said.
"I told her to wait for me." She said angrily, "She's just like her father." Then she looked at me. "Who's your father?"
The question took me by surprise and I folded my hands in front of me. "Why?"
"Because you two look like family. And it's not like her father was an open book when he took advantage of me thirteen years ago. I was so stupid."
"Madonna," I said softly.
"Pascuale Madonna." she said tearfully. "Well, surprise! You have a sister."
I stared at her. You've got to be kidding me. "I gotta go. I'll see you next week." I turned back towards my car.
"You know she could use a big sister. I don't know what to do with her anymore." I looked at her.
"Send her to Sierra Leone with me next month." I said, "We'll talk."
"A sister?" Mom said shocked.
"she's thirteen." I said, "And wilder than I ever was in this lifetime."
Gabby grinned, "You remember Tara?"
"How could I forget. You wooped her bad Gabrielle." I looked down at my hands. "She is just like Tara."
"Wow."
I paused,"I'm pregnant." I finally said what I had been avoiding.
"Wow."
I looked up at her. She had a small smile on her face. "Is that all you can say?"
"three grandchildren before I die."
"Mom," I said leaning back.
"How did he take it?"
"I haven't told him." I said looking at her incredulously.
"Of course, what was I thinking?" Gabrielle said rolling her yes.
"I haven't taken a test... but you know I can always tell the first time." I whispered.
"Mmm... I know."
"I wasn't supposed to have any children in this lifetime. I was supposed to adopt them all."
"What? Afraid you are going to look like some hypocrite?" She shrugs. "Who gives a fuck Abby, you never cared before."
"It's not about me, it's about the kids." I sighed. "The more I follow my bliss, the more people will have against them when they are older."
Mom came to me and hugged me. "Oh honey. They will live... You did."
"Barely." I snorted.
She picked up her pillow and hit me on the head with it. "Thanks for bringing Maddy and Alex for a visit. I've missed them."
"Yeah... Too bad it's only for the weekend." I said.
"And that's all I need." She laughed, I snorted.
"I love you mom."
"I love you too baby."
