Chatper 4-Loosing Control

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notes: none for now. Here it is...

(Flashback)

"No! Stop!" Eiri yelled loudly as he could as Yuki went towards him, Yuki felt a little bit tipsy as he was drunk from drinking as the two were in Yuki's apartment in New York. "But isn't this is what you wanted?" Yuki asked as he leaned to him, Eiri was becoming frightened as he heard the door opened to the apartment.

He looked and saw two men coming inside, "hey Yuki! What are you doing?" One of them asked, Yuki smirked as he looked at the two guys. "Can't you see I'm a little busy here? I'm going to do it to him," Yuki said as the two men was laughing, Eiri was so frightened as he stared at Yuki surprised.

"Teacher?" He asked as Yuki smiled at him, "here Yuki! I'm paying you ten bucks for this kid!" One of them said as he handed the money to Yuki. "Teacher!" Eiri called out as Yuki stared at him for a moment, he smirked as he stood aside to let the two men to do whatever they want.

Eiri was so scared that he grabbed the gun out of the men's pants and shot all three of them, he sat down on the floor for awhile as he stared at what he had done. "Eiri-kun!" A voice called out as Eiri looked to see who it was, he was shivering with fright as he began to cry.

"It's all my fault Eiri-kun. Not yours," the voice said soothly as Eiri cried on his chest.

(End Flashback)

"Your remembering things Eiri?" Tohma asked worriedly as Yuki nodded, he and Tohma were at a private Jazz bar as the two were talking. "I don't know Tohma, but everytime I'm with Shuichi, it's like the past is his fault," Yuki said, "this isn't like you Eiri. Ever since you've became invovled with Shuichi, these flashbacks started, right?" Tohma asked.

Yuki nodded, "I'm afraid that I might do something to him Tohma. I don't want to loose him," he said softly. "His been working hard on his songs. Do you want to come to his concert? ASK would be the opening act for them," Tohma said, "another concert?" Yuki asked perking up as Tohma nodded.

"After they are done with the CD released of course. It would be a special concert for them, want to go?" Tohma asked as Yuki stood up. "I should get going, Shuichi's probably searching for me by now," he said as Tohma nodded, "be careful Eiri," he said as Yuki didn't answered him as he left.

(At the apartment)

Yuki opened the door as he saw the apartment was dark, he frowned as he heard crying coming from the couch. He sighed, "idiot. Why are you crying?" He asked annoyed as Shuichi perked up at the voice. "Yuki! I thought you've run away!" He exclaimed as he went to hugged him, "of course not. I was with Tohma talking," Yuki explained.

"Tohma? About what?" Shuichi asked as Yuki shut him up with a kiss, "say Shuichi, are you planning to live here now? It's been a couple of days since you've went back to your apartment," he said suddenly as Shuichi laughed. "Well, it is a big mansion apartment isn't it? There's enough room for me!" Shuichi said as Yuki smiled, "Shuichi, I want to hear your voice," he said suddenly.

"My voice?" Shuichi asked confused, "I want to hear you sing Shuichi," Yuki said as he pushed Shuichi onto the floor. "Yuki! What are you doing!" Shuichi asked shocked, "I want to hear you," Yuki murmured as he bit Shuichi's neck. Shuichi yelped as he tried to push Yuki away, "YUKI! STOP!" Shuichi yelled loudly as he could.

Just then he heard a knocked coming from the door, Yuki who was in a daze, suddenly became aware what he was doing. "Shuichi?" He asked worriedly as he saw Shuichi who was breathing hard, "is everything all right in there?" A voice asked from behind the door as Yuki went to go and tell the neighbor that everything was fine.

Shuichi stood up awakwardly as he was still a little bit shocked to what just happened, "Shuichi? I'm sorry," Yuki said as Shuichi stared at his lover. Yuki looked up at him as he saw the bite he gave him on his neck, "did I do that?" He asked pointing as Shuichi nodded. "Shuichi, I have no clue that I did that just now," Yuki said as Shuichi looked at him, "I'm sorry. It's best for you to leave," Yuki said slowly as Shuichi looked up at him.

He shook his head as he kissed Yuki on the cheek, "why would I leave, if I love the man a lot?" He asked as Yuki looked at him surprised. "Your not running away?" He asked as Shuichi shook his head, "Shuichi..." Yuki murmured as the two hugged each other.

tbc...

me: here yea go!

Shuichi: we'll be onto the next chapter soon

Tohma: is that all?

Yuki: we'll just see don't we?

Ryuichi: review and update!