I'M BACK BITCHES! Let's continue this story with one of my favorite episodes from the show.


Ezra walked by Kanan as they finished their lesson, it wasn't anything special just the standard dueling, they haven't finished yet of course they still had to do a little work with the force. But Ezra couldn't help but be a little proud of himself, all on his own without Kanan holding back, he fought him to a standstill. Considering that Kanan practiced the Soresu, a light saber fighting style that focuses on defense, that's saying something. But most of all it showed how far Ezra has progressed in his own fighting style, when they first started, he couldn't help but be surprised by the number of styles and forms the Jedi had. It took him about a week or so to decide on what form would suit him best and that was Juyo or as it was known to others Vaapad.

Juyo was all about becoming an unstoppable force, so to say. It's about using one's emotions during a fight to give the user a type of power boost. But during all of that Ezra couldn't help but feel that there was more he could do. In a way he wanted to be a Jedi swiss army knife, he wanted to be able to do anything and adapt to any situation. So, while learning Juyo he decided to also practiced 'Djem So' so he could use the force in combat just as much as his lightsaber, finally if there was something that needed to be done but he couldn't use his lightsaber, he'd use his Mandalorian gear if NO!... When he got new gear again.

"Let's end today's lesson by levitating Chopper" Kanan said as he and Ezra walked into the common area, he entered to the sight of Sabine leaning back on a chair with her feet up against a console working on her helmet. Chopper next to her plugged into the console also. Zeb and Rex where sat together next to the holo playing a game of battle monster. From the look of things Rex was winning.

"fine, just so long as I get to drop him" Ezra couldn't help but smirk.

"sure" Kanan shrugged as Chopper grumbled.

Ezra can't help but put a smirk on his face before he closed his eyes and began to feel around with the force "Focus. Use the Force. Look through the Force" Kanan instructed him while placing a hand on his shoulder.

Ezra couldn't help but frown, he locked on to Chopper with the force but he couldn't move him. Not gonna lie, it was starting to piss him off. 'Ezra' Why was this so hard? He's lifted things much harder than this before. 'Ezra' He couldn't help but let his frustrations out through the force as he tried to lift the droid "EZRA!" Kanan shouted interrupting him. Ezra opened his eyes to see Chopper being ripped from the floor with pieces of the metal ground still attached to his feet.

Once he realized what he did he quickly lowered his arm and cut the connection he used with the force, Kanan walked forward and placed an arm on his shoulder while Sabine went to check on Chopper who seemed to fine at least "Ezra, you can't let your frustrations get the better of you. It's a path..." he listed.

"to the dark side I know" Ezra interrupted finishing his sentence as he walked forward towards the droid who was being helped by Sabine "sorry buddy" he said getting on his knees grabbing the other half of the droid and picking him up. Chopper grumbled angrily before tuning to zap him causing Ezra to fall on his butt, Sabine gave him a sympathetic look as he dusted himself off "ok, I deserved that" Chopper rumbled and road off angry.

Rex stood up from the table and walked over to him "hey Kid, I know it's hard but the Jedi general I served used to get frustrated too but how he dealt with it was building it up and releasing it into meditation" he explained and Ezra nodded at that, Kanan's told him that Jedi are supposed to do that "unless Ashoka was hurt or in danger, in that case he went back shit crazy"

Kanan stepped forward in-between Ezra and Rex "Ezra knows how to meditate fine, what he needs is more discipline in order to keep his anger in check"

Rex chuckled at his words "Well, then you better let a soldier handle that" he said placing his hands behind his back and a proud smile on his face.

"excuse me" Kanan said with an annoyance in his voice. Ezra and Sabine's eyes couldn't help but each other's as they shared an eye roll, already expecting the argument to come.

Thankfully before another one of their pissing contests could start, the door opened and an angry Hera with a disrupted Chopper entered. Not stopping Hera went straight for Ezra and lifted her hand, Ezra was taken aback when she flicked his nose "don't hurt my droid" she said.

Ezra looked down to see Chopper looking at him with his small mechanical arms at his sides "you little snitch" his spat.

"enough" Hera said before address everyone else "Sabine I have a mission for you and Chop. Thanks to Captain Rex, I found an old base where we might be able to salvage some much-needed medical supplies. Zeb you should go too" Zeb nodded at her before standing up.

"Better find the med supplies quick. Captain Wits is about to need them" Kanan said frowning at Rex getting another sigh from Ezra as he saw Sabine and Zeb make their way to the Phantom.

Rex laughed at his words "So, there's where the boy's lack of discipline comes from, hmm?" he said with a raised eye brow.

"You're saying I lack discipline?" Kanan said with a voice full of desperation.

"Yeah, that's exactly what I said" Rex stepped closer to Kanan with a challenge in his eyes.

Now it was Kanan's time to chuckle, though it was full of much more sarcasim then Rex's "Funny. But a soldier's discipline can't compare to a Jedi's. It takes far more discipline not to fight"

"oh, so your saying that we should lay down are weapons and ask the empire to surrender?" he asked.

"No, that isn't what I meant. What I meant is Ezra's got to learn to stay in the moment, be present. You got it, Ezra?" he asked but by the time he turned around Ezra was half way up the ladder to the Phantom.

"Ezra!" he heard Kanan shout before closing the hatch to the smaller ship.

"Hey" Zeb said from behind the pilot chair Sabine was sitting in "you weren't assigned this op" he said placing a hand on Ezra's shoulder ready to shove him back down the hatch.

"I know" he said waving Zeb's hand aside and moving to Sabine's side "But I need a break from another one of their pissing contests. Besides, going to an old base to grab some meds, it'll be a nice break"

Sabine sighed and turned to face him "why did you say that?" she asked.

Ezra let go a little laugh "oh hush" he leaned in and kissed the top of her head "how bad could it be?"


The three came out of Hyperspace and it was easy to tell that the old clone base was definitely abandoned "What is this place?" Ezra asked as they approached.

"it's an old republic medical base, used a lot during the clones wars" Sabine explained approaching a docking station that looked closed. She reached and pressed a few buttons, a seconds later the doors to the base began to open "What do you know? Rex's codes worked" she said moving the ship in and gently placing it on the ground. The doors to the base closed as the crew stepped out of the ship, Sabine placed her helmet on and stepped out with them.

Chopper grumbled as the light on his head looked around, Ezra rolled his eyes at him "Oh, come on, Chop. Stop being a baby, it's not creepy just dark"

Zeb took a step back at his words "Wait. You actually understand that glorified beeping garbage can?" he asked.

Everyone started making their way further into the base "what? I'm allowed to learn new things" he said shrugging.

"Yep. I was afraid of this" Sabine said as she pushed one of the buttons next to the door but nothing happened "No power"

"I'm on it" Zeb said stepping forward, he jammed his fingers in-between the door and forced them apart with his brute strength. Everyone stepped through before Zeb went through last, the doors slamming shut behind him.

As they made their way through the dark base Ezra couldn't help but start to agree with Choppers words about the place, it was very creepy. As they walked Sabine stood still for a moment and Ezra turned his gaze to see her already spraying paint to one of the wall's "Sabine, hurry up" he said calling out to her. But she didn't move, just stayed still shinning her light in the distance. He stopped moving and walked towards her "Hey" he said tapping her on the shoulder.

"AAHH!" She screamed at the surprise "Ezra!" she scolded before turning back down the corridor.

"Hey, Sabine" Ezra jogged the last view steps "hang on a sec" he reached out to grab her arm.

"what" she said turning to face him.

Ezra calmly stepped closer to her and placed his hands at her sides "are you ok?" he asked.

"what?" Sabine asked confused as to why he would ask that "I'm fine, why?"

"it's just..." he started before sighing knowing full well this was not going to be fun "you've been acting odd, ever since I told you I'm going back to Mandalore to find my mother" he didn't even need the force to tell she just got very uncomfortable, he could feel her body stiffen in his arms.

"can... can we not do this now?" she asked clearly nervous.

Ezra tilted his head at her "we're on an abandoned base completely alone, I think we're good to talk for a bit" he said "Sabine, what's going on? You know you don't have to come with me. Honestly, I would prefer to do this on my own"

Sabine sighed "no. It's not that" she said in a sad voice.

"so what? Is it me, have I done something? Or... are you having second thoughts about us or...?" he listed.

"WHAT?" She shouted quickly shocked at his words, she reached up and took her helmet off "Ezra, nothing's wrong with us. I love us, it's... it's me" she admitted.

"what about you?" he asked.

"It's..." she started before her head dropped slightly "please, can we do this later"

Ezra thought for a moment before he thought about the sincerity in her voice and how upset she really sounded "Ok, but we will talk about this later" he said. He didn't want to force it on her because she was upset, but at the same time he wanted to know why she was upset so he could stop it from happening again.


"Well, this is the command center. Or what's left of it" Sabine said as everyone finally made their way to the heart of the base about a half hour of walking.

"Hey, any chance this could be used as a base for us" Ezra asked speaking out loud.

Sabine chuckled at his words "No, thanks. This place looks like it's about to fall apart" she spoke brushing off the idea, she turned to face the droid "Chopper! Power it up" she instructed, Chopper beeped at her before the lights all around them powered up, Ezra smiled slightly before turning his touch up not needing it anymore "I didn't mean the whole station. I meant this control panel" she sighed before removing her helmet revealing her colorful hair "Okay, Chopper, shut everything else off except for this one terminal" Chopper did as instruct, the lights went back out and Ezra sighed before turning his touch back on "Hmm. Got the inventory files, but most are corrupted, unreadable. I can't tell where the med supplies are or if they even exist" she said turning around to face the others.

Ezra nodded at her "well, that's not too bad. It just means we'll be here longer then we planned. Chopper can stay here and decrypted the files, while we go about the station and find the supplies"

"Well, it's worth a try, I guess" Sabine shrugged as the three turned down one of the dark corridors and began to search.

The group stayed in a comfortable silence for about five minutes before Zeb spoke up "Why don't you put those Jedi powers to use finding the medical supplies so we can get out of here?" he asked Ezra and he himself couldn't tell if he was joking or not.

"It doesn't work like that, Zeb" he said turning to face the brute of the crew "Besides who says I need my Jedi powers to find them before you do"

"What's that supposed to mean?" Zeb asked with a growl in his voice.

Ezra smirked at what was about to happen "Well, what I'm trying to say is that I'm more perceptive, I can think on my feet, and I'm faster. I thought I proved this back when I joined the crew" he said reminding Zeb about all the fights they use to have.

Zeb narrowed his eyes at him "Hmm. Really?" he challenged.

"Look, I don't care which one of you finds them first, as long as you find them" Sabine said before Ezra could say anything back.

Ezra laughed "what do you mean 'which one' of course I'm gonna find them first" he smiled turning his back on Zeb and continued to walk down the dark corridor.

"Cocky kid" Zeb grumbled "Gonna walk right past him" he said failing to notice the open door full of medical supplies.

He smile on Ezra's face kept for another few minutes before the radio went off and Chopper's beeps went through "It's Chopper" he said holding up his wrist to listen in better "Say again. You... You need help?" he guessed.

"What's going on?" Sabine asked moving next to him.

"I don't know. It sounded like Chopper said he needed help" he explained.

"Well, better get back up to the command center" she said shrugging.

Ezra stopped her by placing a hand on her arm "why don't we take a short cut?" he said before looking up to see an open-air vent "never thought I would say this but thank the force I'm not wearing my armor" he spoke before jumping up and into the open vent.

"Can't we go back the way we came?" he heard Zeb say and based on what he's heard Sabine was up with him and Zeb was at least trying to get in

"because Chopper's in trouble at least four floors above us. He can't afford to waste time" he said not even looking back to the open vent.

"Hey, wait! Wait! Okay, that's uncomfortable" he heard Zeb grumble.

Took a little longer then they would like but eventually they made it to the same floor the control room was "Chopper!" Ezra shouted as he opened up a grate in the floor "Chopper, where are you?" he and Sabine climbed out of the floor and started a light jog in the direction of the control room "Chopper?"

Ezra froze as they made their way through some corridors, there it was again. That same feeling he's felt more times than he would like "Ezra, what is it?" Sabine asked stepping in front of him, their faces only inches apart. Slowly but surely, he turned his head down a dark corridor where a small red light was seen.

"is that a probe droid" Sabine said slowly making her way towards it but stopped when Ezra grabbed her wrist preventing her from moving forward, with a single flash of the eyes she could see how bad the situation really was. Taking a step back to land just behind Ezra's side, she pulled both blasters from their holsters and aimed at the darkness.

Slowly a female finger started to make her ways through the shadows. The closer she got the more visible she became, she wore all black with some type of helmet covering her face "My pet told me you were here. I've been searching for you for some time" she said in a calm voice as the probe landed on her arm and worked its way up to her shoulder.

Ezra took a step closer towards her while at the same time shielding Sabine from whoever this was "please tell me you're a bounty hunter?" he said with a voice full of plea but he deep down he knew that wasn't the case.

"Guess again" she said before activating a bright red Lightsaber.

Ezra's face turned to one of stone "Inquisitor" he said before grabbing the hilt of his saber. With a hiss his blue blade extended from the hilt illuminating the corridor with a blue glow. There was a moment of silence between the two as red met blue, lave met ocean, sapphires met rubies. The middle of the distance between them was forced into a purple light.

Though unexcitingly she chuckled at the situation "Oh, good. I won't have to explain it to you" two more probes came out of somewhere on her back "So, you know what comes next" she said walking forward.

"Sabine, get Zeb and Chopper, head back to the ship" Ezra instructed taking a step forward towards her "I'll be right behind you" he said getting in the proper Vaapad stance.

"Ezra" she said back with a voice full of nerves.

"sweaty" he said back calmly, his eyes never leaving the mask of the inquisitor "please do as I ask"

"right behind me" she said before turning around and running back the way they came.

There were those moments that past longer for some people then they did for others, they could be anything. A birthday surprise, an embarrassing incident, war, fighting, or in this case the calm before the storm. Without warning Ezra charged forward remembering everything he's learnt about both Vaapad and Djem so. Their blades locked for a moment before he was able to use his strength to push her back. He attacked low and high, using the force to argument his strength and speed to get an advantage over her. It looked like it was going his way but of course it would never be that easy.

Without warning one of the small droids grabbed the back of his head and applied a small electric shock dazing him. In his moment of distraction, the inquisitor span her body around and delivered a round house kick to the front of Ezra's head causing him to fly backwards a good few feet and land on his back. Not taking a second of delay he sat up with a face of anger, using a droid was cheating. She didn't say anything to him but reached out with her saber and without saying anything a small ring formed around the hilt along with a second blade.

Ezra felt through the force that one of the droids was planning another attack, without even looking he lifted his left arm and grabbed the droid in the middle of its attack. Using the force to strengthen his hand, the droid let out a small squeak as the middle of it let out a spark and it fell to pieces on the ground.

Picking himself back up he prepared for another attack, he was in mid step when he heard it "EZRA!" he heard Sabine shout from somewhere down the corridor. It didn't take a genius to know she was in trouble.

"SABINE!" he shouted back, it was then that the inquisitor let out a small chuckle and that was bad. There was a reason why a form like Vaapad was not recommended by anyone, including the Jedi. It was because the form forced one's to use their emotion namely fear, hatred. All the emotions that brought someone to the Darkside, that's why it took someone with a strong will to use the form to its fullest. But unfortunately, Ezra was like a lot of people, meaning he had a breaking point. And Sabine proved to be that for him. In that moment he forgot everything Kanan ever taught him about keeping emotions in check and he let it all out. He's felt this before, when he and Kanan were trapped by the Grand Inquisitor in that old republic air base.

The Inquisitor froze when she saw it, the blue of his eyes changed to that of a bright yellow. Without any thinking, just following his instincts Ezra shot his left arm outwards and a small single wave of lightening came out of his finger tips and went straight for her. She was able to block it with her saber but only just, it dazed her slightly, clearly, she didn't see it coming and bought Ezra more time. Looking around he used the force and the mental thinking of Djem So to lift all the pieces of metal that fell from the wall, empty crates, all the everyday pieces of scrap that just gets left forgotten. Every single piece of it, with a powerful push he sent every single one of them towards her.

She was able to stop one or two of them but wasn't fast enough, the smaller pieces were able to pass her defensives and place small cuts all over her body and when they became too much for her, she was unable to stop the bigger pieces. A large crate hit her square in the head knocking her out cold.

There was that moment again, the moment of slow time. Where everything stopped just for a moment. He couldn't help but ask himself what just happened. It was that feeling again, the feeling of... power. Was that the dark side, is that what it felt like. He hated to admit it but, it felt good, really good. To let go of all those rules and let everything out. NO! He screamed inside his head, Kanan was right. This isn't something he wants. He tried to think about Sabine, her laugh, her smile, her scent, everything about her. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, opening them again his eyes returned to blue he was born with.

It was also then that he remembered that Sabine was in trouble "Sabine!" he shouted turning around and heading the same direction she did. He didn't see her at first so as he ran, he used the force to try and look for her. But that proved to be unnecessary as the sound of blaster fire drew his attention, his running turned into a full force augmented sprint towards the sounds. Turning around another corner he saw Sabine, Zeb and Chopper all backing up slightly as they fired their weapons at a very large man wielding a light saber, the same type of saber the woman.

Without missing a beat, he ran forward with his saber still in hand. It seemed like the large man saw the attack coming and moved to prepare for it, he took a blind swing backwards. Ezra knew he was strong but even with the force backing him he doubted that he would have the same level of strength as this brute. He slid under the swing and before anyone could do anything else, he used the force to propel himself into the air and deliver and strong kick to his nose "Ezra" Sabine said with a voice of relief.

"time to go" he said trading blows with the brute, but slowly backing up towards the hanger where the Phantom was.

"we have the supplies" Zeb said firing a few points from his Bo-Rifle at the brute but they never broke the defense.

"get the ship ready" he ordered as he took a minute to eye up his opponent. Knowing that it was the better option he switched from Vaapad to Djem So, after all that was the best one too deal with a single opponent. It was all about using an opponent's strength against him in order to achieve victory. As the two continued to trade blows Ezra wasn't blocking them but instead flowing with them. When the man made a sideways swing, he didn't block it but instead moved backs causing the blade to miss but before he stopped the blade and slashed again Ezra quickly pushed his own saber against his give him more power, causing him to spin his whole body just a little bit more then he meant to giving the advantage.

In that one moment Ezra made a slash for the man's head but it was blocked, Ezra smirked at the direction of his saber. It was pointing at the wall and heading in that direction. But that wasn't the good part, the good part was one of the smaller guard sabers was too close. He applied just a little more force and bam "AAAAHHHHHH!" he screamed in pain as the smaller blade connected with his eye.

Ezra couldn't help but smirk slightly as he felt to his knees in pain and with quick push Ezra used the force to send him flying back down the corridor but his screams never ceasing the further away, he got. Quickly turning around Ezra sprinted down the corridor towards the hanger. He arrived in time to see Sabine pacing in front of the ship and Zeb sitting in the pilot's seat "Ezra" she said as they met in middle.

She didn't waste any time in wrapping her arms around his neck and holding him tight "hold on. Get off. Get off" Ezra said pushing her off of him but keeping a hold of her hand whole pulling her into the ship "Zeb, let's go" he shouted seeing Chopper just next to him with the medical supplies next to him.

The ship took off and out of the hanger so fast the force of the speed causing both Sabine and Ezra to take a step back and steady themselves. There was a moment of silence when they entered hyperspace. Sabine reached up to take her helmet off "now" he said turning to face her. Faster than Ezra could see, she wrapped both arms around his neck and held him tight. He didn't waste time and wrapped his arms around her as well. One on her lower back and the other reached up to the back of her neck.

As he held her, he was able to let go of the anger and fear he had in his mind, he felt peace in that moment. Able to cool off.


"I win" they heard Kanan say as they made their way down the ladder and into the belly of the ship.

"Looks like you can be disciplined when you set your mind to it" Rex said back.

"What? Wait. Are you trying to say you're teaching me a lesson?"

"There are many ways to find victory" they didn't need to see his face to tell that he was smirking.

"I'm not sure if I like you more or less now" he said back as Ezra's feet touched the ground "Speaking of lack of discipline. Ezra, we need to talk"

"you have no idea" he said as Sabine stood behind him "about the two Inquisitors we just ran into"

"Inquisitors?" Kanan said shocked as he Hera and Rex all jumped out of their seats.

"Yes. Two. We got lucky" Sabine said as her hand held on to Ezra, it went without saying that they interlocked their fingers "Ezra was able to fight them off until we could get away" she explained.

Kanan and Hera both sighed in relief while Rex smiled "well done solider" he said.

Ezra nodded at him mentally debating whether or not to tell them about what happened "I'm just glad we were able to get away" he said calmly.

"yeah" Zeb nodded "Those Inquisitors are nasty business. Kanan, why didn't you tell us there were more of 'em?" he asked.

Kanan looked down in shame for a moment before Hera spoke for her "Commander Sato is going to need a full report on this"

"Well, we did get the medical supplies" Ezra smiled slightly.

"Some of them" Sabine added sadly.

"Well, that's good news. I'll meet you three on the command deck" Hera said as everyone started to head in their own directions.

"Kanan" Ezra said before leaving the room with Sabine "do you think Ashoka knows?" he asked.

"I'll tell her just in case" he said back before Ezra and Sabine left for their room.


Ezra sighed as he looked at the bathroom mirror, it's been a long day. And depending on how this next conversation was going to go, it would be longer. He and Sabine had changed out of their clothes and now in their sleep wear. Taking a deep breath, he grabbed the necklace around his neck and held it tight, trying to find some strength in it. Turning around he left the bathroom and entered their room.

Even though he knew this wasn't going to fun he still couldn't help but smile at the sight, Sabine was just sitting at the end of the bed wearing a sport bra and her underwear. She was taking a closer look at her blaster, checking it for something "hey" he said walking towards her.

She looked up to meet his eyes "hey" she said back.

"so, are you ready to talk?" he asked getting straight to the point.

Her eyes fell to ground "Ezra... I really don't..." she started.

"Sabine, you need to tell me what's going on" he said placing his hands on his hips "look, I haven't pushed this because I didn't want to be the nosey boyfriend, the one that has to know everything but you're starting to worry me" he explained "Sabine, it's time to tell me why you're so scared of home" he said.

She looked up to meet his eye and he could see that they were watering "I... I can't tell you" she said.

Ezra tried his best not to get annoyed but what kind of answer was that "why not?" he asked.

She took a deep breath "because if I tell you, you'll leave" he said.

Ezra took a step back at that, how could she think that? "hey" he said softly walking right up to and getting on his knees, their eyes now level with each other "listen to me" he reached up and caressed her cheek "do you believe me when I say I love you?" he asked. She opened her mouth the speak but no words game out, she simply nodded "you know everything about me Sabine. You know where I came from, where I was raised and who I am" as he spoke his hands fell from her cheek and gripped her shaking hands "so you should know that I don't care about your passed, I really don't. I'm only asking because whatever happened has been eating away at you ever since I told you what I'm planning to do"

There was silence between the two and Ezra was thinking that she wasn't going to tell him, he sighed before standing up but before he could turn to leave the grip Sabine had on his hands didn't loosen. She stood up and looked at him "when I was younger" she started and Ezra listened very carefully "I built a weapon. A weapon that was designed to help, I just... I just wanted to make life better for everyone. But the empire found it and took it" she explained, Ezra slowly pushed her backwards and onto the bed, he listened to her words as they sat next to each other "they turned it into a weapon to use against the people of Mandalore. I... I helped betray my own people Ezra. I tried to stop it, I tried to make it right but when I spoke to everyone, tried to make them see what I had done and how to stop it" another tear rolled down her cheeks "they didn't help, they left me, everything I did was for family, I left them because if I stayed they would be killed"

Ezra didn't say anything after that, just process and understanding how everything made sense now. It was when she broke down into tears that he moved to hold her in a tight embrace as she cried into his neck "ssshhh, ssshhh" he said "I am so sorry. But I want you to understand something" he pulled back and looked into her water full eyes. He leaned in and kissed her gently, she let out a surprised moan before closing her eyes and losing herself in it. He pulled back and rested his forehead against hers "you, Sabine Wren. Are the woman I love more than anyone and I am never, ever, ever going to leave you"

Sabine looked at him with a face that reminded him of awe, she moved in and kissed him gently. Ezra couldn't help but kiss her back, he didn't want to think he was taking advantage of her but when her hand landed on his... excited manhood and pushing him back down on the bed before climbing on top of him. He kinda lost his vote on the matter. Not that he cared that much, he was with the woman he loved and this is something he would never deny.


Well, well, well, this has been a long time coming hasn't it. Guys I don't know what to say. I'm not gonna lie, I kinda lost interest in this story but with all of the reviews and requests to continue I couldn't help but do it. I hope that I got all the info on lightsaber styles right but I could be wrong.

Please let me know what you guys think in the reviews.

Anyway, have a merry Christmas and a Happy new year.