This chapter contains vague details of non-sex, sexual acts, so if that's not your cup of tea, when Jake and Bella head to the bedroom, stop reading and just wait for the next chapter.
BPOV
Saturday morning I was once again escorted to the treaty line where Jasper and Alice traded me off to Jake. Knowing Edward wasn't around to hear Jake's thoughts made me happy, I hopped out of the truck and jumped into his arms. Seeing each other for over a week straight then only once before the next weekend was tough. Saying I missed him would be an understatement. My lips found his and before I knew it his tongue was in my mouth and I was being pressed up against my truck. Jake eventually pulled away and something about his towering height standing over me with that smirk on his face undid me.
"Let's go, baby." He said, opening up the driver door without losing eye contact. I could hear Jasper's motorcycle spin around on the road and take off as I hopped back into the truck.
The drive to Jake's was unbearable but getting to his house to find that no one else was there made it all worth it. Finally, some uninterrupted time with Jacob Black. We decided to watch a movie while having breakfast which Jacob loved the sound of but the second he was done his food. He was passed out on the couch. He must have been patrolling last night. Things have gotten better since they only have one wolf on at a time, making them all have days off in between but it was still rough on Jake because he had a hard time sleeping knowing there was potential danger while I wasn't around. I decided to let him sleep and got up to make food for the pack, knowing it wouldn't be long before someone showed up but by the time Jake was awake, we were still alone.
"Sorry, Bells. I didn't realise how tired I was." Jake yawned, coming up behind me while I put frosting flowers on some cupcakes and wrapped his arms around me. He placed a gentle kiss on my shoulder.
"It's fine. I still have the rest of the weekend with you." I definitely did not want Jake feeling bad about getting some much needed rest.
"Except when you go home to sleep." His arms squeezed me a little like he didn't want me to leave.
"Nope, spending my night here. We only have to say bye Sunday night." I put the piping bag down carefully, trying not to make a huge mess with the chocolate buttercream and turned around to face Jake.
This gave him the invitation he was hoping for and he scooped me up into his arms and carried me back to the couch. He laid me down, and laid down on top of me, supporting his own weight with a knee between my legs and an arm being my head.
"I missed you so much." Jake whispered into my ear, trailing down my neck with soft kisses, and gentle nips, occasionally licking and sucking on random spots, eliciting a low moan from deep within me.
He leaned up to look at me then kissed me with much more need than I was prepared for. Our mouths collided, our tongues swirled together, tasting each other and before I knew it my hips were rising, trying to get even closer to Jake as his lower half hovered too far above me. I clawed at the shirt he was wearing, a rarity lately yet for some reason, there it was, exactly where I didn't want it to be. He lifted it over his head and left it to dangle off the side of the couch, still attached to the arm behind my head. I pulled Jake's body down onto mine, needing the heat that I'd gotten so used to as his lips found mine once more. He gave me exactly what I wanted in that moment and lowered his bottom half, his thigh between my legs pressing on a very sensitive place.
"Ohhhh, Jake…" I moaned, causing a low growl to come from him, sending goosebumps across my entire body. His free hand found the hem of my shirt and slowly, teasingly he trailed his fingers up my skin.
We were so distracted that when I heard a quiet, "Jake!" and Jake jumped away from me, I was completely caught off guard. There Billy stood in the doorway, eyes wide. Jake sat me up, his shirt falling to the floor beside me then sat down on the opposite side of the couch from me like I was radioactive, staring at whatever was playing on the TV and just when I was about to ask him why he was so far away, that Billy didn't care too much because of the imprint bond, my dad walked into the house.
"Hey kids. What are you up to?" he asked, without suspicion. Oh, he heard my dad coming. I knew Billy didn't care what happened between us as long as it didn't result in teenaged pregnancy but Charlie? Charlie might kill Jake if he caught us like that, and I'd be locked away in the highest tower of some castle like a Disney Princess.
"Just, talking." Jake said, struggling to think up a response to appease my dad. He was lucky he normally walked around without a shirt on or my dad might question what was going on. I needed to step in before my dad started realising we did not actually talk about anything.
"We're planning a birthday party for Paul. It's next weekend. I'm making the cake." I was trying to help Jake out but all I could think was, please don't ask what kind of cake. Oh actually, now that I thought about it, I had no idea what flavor he wanted. I suppose I could do multiple given the amount of cake that I'll need. Of course only the top will be actual cake but it has to be wide enough at the bottom to cover over a human sized opening maybe I'll do each tier in a different flavor and all with plain white vanilla buttercream.
"Bells?" I heard Jake ask.
"What?" I didn't understand why he was asking my name that way.
"Your dad said as long as there's no alcohol than he won't have to break it up and you just sat there."
"Sorry. Lost in thought about what flavors I'm doing for the cake." I admitted sheepishly.
"It's alright. I'll leave you kids alone. Been a long week and we only stopped here because we figured there'd be food made, and we were right." Some days I wondered if Charlie only kept me around for my cooking. I smiled at him then wondered… Maybe he was the evil step mother and I was just Cinderella. Not exactly a tower in a castle with a view. Of course Charlie was far from evil.
"Where have you been, anyways? I figured you were fishing bright and early but here you are and it isn't even lunch so not nearly enough time to fish."
"I was bringing Harry home from the hospital since Sue is working. Billy wanted to see him so I stopped by here and grabbed him first thing before Harry was discharged."
"Harry is home? That's amazing news! Leah must be so excited to see her dad again, I know it's been tough for her, especially since she feels partly responsible for his hospital stay, though a stay in the hospital is much better than what fate had in store for him."
"What do you mean?" Charlie asked and I realised that while I told him that sometimes I can see what's about to happen, I never told him that I watched Harry die. I explained everything and Charlie just stood there, staring at me with sadness in his eyes at what I had to witness. "It's fine now dad, I stopped it. All is right in the world." Charlie shook his head and went back to raiding the food I made, taking some with him and headed back to Harry's.
"Alone again." Jake stated, pulling me onto his lap with ease, my legs straddling his hips. His lips found mine once again and his hands went just below my shirt on my back, rubbing my skin softly. He pulled away. "I'm sorry I didn't hear them pull up. I was just so… distracted."
"I was too. It felt… good." I said, biting my bottom lip in embarrassment.
"You seem surprised by that."
"I um, I've never felt anything like that before." I admitted, feeling odd about my extreme lack of experience.
"Woah, you've never like, um…" One of Jake's hands left my back and ran through his hair nervously. "Touched… there?"
I shook my head no and Jake's eyebrows shot up in shock before a mischievous smile appeared on his face. He stood up, holding onto me. I wrapped my legs around him, somehow always so comfortable when I was with him, and he walked us to his bedroom, locking the door behind him and laying me down on his bed.
I was completely at ease with Jake, aside from my anticipation so when he removed my shirt and just stared at me, I didn't cover myself like I would if I was wearing a low cut shirt around anyone else. He smiled and eyed my bra, which had Hello Kitty in the corners near where the straps attached, his thumb and forefinger touched the detail gently. I was curious to see his reaction to the matching panties I was wearing, wow did that thought actually come from me? Maybe I should take Alice up on that offer to go shopping in Port Angeles for something a little sexier since I won't be the only one seeing my underwear anymore.
Jake, oblivious to my thoughts leaned down and kissed my lips, then just above my collar bone, as his hands struggled behind me to undo my bra, when it was gone he kissed the skin just where the mound began on my right breast, then under and a little to my side on my ribs which made my lip quiver, and just above my low-rise pants, on my hip bone. If I wasn't lying down, I'd be a puddle on the floor. His hands slowly, seductively undid the button on my jeans while looking up into my eyes, I imagine, waiting for any sign of hesitation. He pulled the zipper down and pulled the two sides apart still looking at my face. I nodded excitedly to encourage him to continue. His smile lit up the room with his excitement, my own personal Qahla.
Jake sat back, taking my body in, his face going from excited to aroused. His hands found the hem of my pants and his fingers hooked under the fabric, pulling them down to toss on the floor. I was right, his expression seeing my Hello Kitty panties was amazing. He seemed amused but also still very aroused. He looked up at me again, his face seemed… uncertain.
"Please." It was all I could manage to force out because my brain was foggy with need. He pulled my panties down, tossing them off to the side and I laid there, completely naked in front of the boy, no, man who held my heart in his very hands. When he looked at me, naked on his bed, it was like he was seeing the sky for the first time.
"Bells, honey, I…" he looked into my eyes once more. "There are no words to express how I feel about you."
"Then don't talk." I don't know where this confidence came from but Jake seemed to like that I knew exactly what I wanted. He swallowed loudly then he trailed his fingers down my side. Just like Jake couldn't express how he feels about me, I couldn't express how his fingers felt. The way they moved, the way he explored my body to see what made me tick and tick it did. I was like a time bomb, once Jake found that spot that made me arch my body into him, he stayed there, moving rhythmically and then like nothing I'd ever felt before, my whole body tensed and that bomb's time was up. I exploded into pleasure and ecstasy, moaning uncontrollably as Jake's movements slowed, giving me a chance to catch my breath. My whole body was shaky and while I'd never admit it out loud, I felt like some horribly scripted movie where the girl cries after she loses her virginity except I was still a virgin, but despite how overwhelmed I was, I didn't let that tear escape. It took longer than I realised to recover. Movies always made it so simple the guy gets the girl off, and before she's even done he's going at it again. Maybe because most people were used to doing this alone, so doing this with another person wasn't that big of a leap. Whatever it was, it gave me false hope for this to continue any longer. I no longer had control of my body. I couldn't even attempt to stand. I'm sure my body physically could do it but it was like my brain and my body were no longer connected. Get up! I yelled at myself and my body didn't move. Come on, just lift a leg. My foot. Wiggle a toe? Nothing. I'm just going to lay here and die.
"Bells? Was that uh… okay?" Jake asked, worry on his face.
"Mmm hmmm…" I mumbled, barely. Well at least I still had somewhat control over my vocal cords. Jake smiled, still a little unsure and I didn't want him feeling inadequate. "Jake, it was… I just… My brain is melted ice cream." I smiled, still coming down from my high.
"Yeah? I mean I kind of had tips."
"Who…?" I asked, not sure that I even cared.
"Jared has a hard time keeping his thoughts to himself about his time with Kim. When I phase to take over for him, sometimes his mind is elsewhere."
"Oh. That has to be awkward."
"Not really. We all just kind of accept that it's bound to happen. I had to use my Alpha voice on Sam and Leah though to keep them from scarring Seth for the rest of his life but aside from that we just kind of get used to it. Just the other night after you left, Paul had sex with some random girl in the like 30 minutes between him leaving Sam's and starting his shift. When I checked in before heading home it was all he could think about. Of course the uh… free first person point of view porn that we get nightly doesn't exactly help when we finally get to spend time with our girlfriends so safe to say that Paul's sexcapades aren't helping anyone but himself."
"Oh, does that mean… should I do something?"
"To me?" he asked, I nodded. "No, baby I doubt you're ready for that just yet. Let's take this slow. You finally have an idea what things feel like, maybe next time we can take things a bit further. I don't want to do anything you aren't one hundred percent into." Jake said, but at some point, I don't even remember when, he took his pants off and was sitting in just his boxers, and I could see his need for me through the fabric. I brought my hand down to the hem of his boxers while looking him in the eyes.
"Can I… see?" Jake's eyebrows shot up in surprise at my request. Honestly I was surprised too but I was laying there naked, now or never. Jake stood up. For someone who ran around naked all the time, he sure did seem nervous. He slipped his boxers over his erection and down his legs and stepped out. He was completely naked and my God, he was beautiful. My mouth unintentionally dropped down in surprise at the sheer size of it which I think shot Jake's ego up a few notches, not that he needed it inflated, um, the ego I mean.
Jakes hand went to himself, moving slowly up and down as he climbed back onto the bed beside me. I was lying on my back and he laid next to me on his side, his THING touching my belly as he stroked it. I don't know if he felt the same but just it touching me turned me back into that pile of mush that I was only minutes ago. I feel like he had to feel the same way, his gaze never left mine until he finished, and his stuff was coating my belly. Well if there was one way I could have expected this day to go, this was not it. Not even close. Maybe if I had a list titled 1000 things I could do today, this would be #1001 but I was very pleased it happened. Very, very pleased. Jake cleaned himself up with a shirt then helped me clean up with it when he was done.
"I can go get you a warm cloth if you want." I shook my head yes. Jake left, still naked and when he came back, he had a warm wet cloth in hand.
Jake sat down on his bed while I finished cleaning up then I stood up to find my clothes so I could go pee.
"Shit, Bells. You're really killing me." He said and when I turned my head to look at him. His eyes were glued to my ass. I wiggled it playfully and he grabbed me, pulling me onto his lap, our skin meeting in a loud slapping sound. "Much better, only, kind of worse. Remind me to try this position when we reach that stage. I just can't keep away from you while you look like this. You need to get those clothes on, and fast. Really fast." He said and I could feel him hardening beneath me. I hopped off and got dressed in record timing, completely not ready for sex. While I wanted it, so very bad in that moment, I remembered why I needed to wait, just another week and I should be good. Jake followed suit and put his boxers and shorts back on. We both agreed it was probably a bad idea to stay in the house alone all day so we packed up the food and headed over to Sam's.
