It was the beginning of June and I still hadn't talked to anyone besides Leah. As I sat down, I could feel her, the wolf which still resided in me vocally, could feel her. Dad then Charlie were on my left and Renee who showed up minus Phil who had broken his leg, was on my right.

Renee wrapped her arm through mine and gushed about how amazing her daughter was and how she was going to start her own business. I didn't think she knew about my memory problems so I didn't bring it up.

"I used to think that this small town would devour her, and myself, but it brought her to you. I can see why she wants to stay."

"Renee, why DID you leave? If you don't mind me asking."

"Small town life just didn't feel right to me. I never…" She lowered her voice to make sure Charlie wouldn't hear. Given the crown and the noise before the ceremony started, I doubt he's hear, though my dad was almost guaranteed to. "I've always loved Charlie, that never changed. It was Forks I didn't love. I hated walking away, and especially taking Bella from him but my heart wanted more."

"And now?"

"And now I'm not a stubborn child who just wants to get away from life. I thought travelling was what I wanted but turns out, I just want someone to be there for me when things get tough."

"How does Phil feel about that?"

"Phil. Ha. Oh, Phil thought it was a good idea to sleep with one of his fans."

"I am so sorry. I can't imaging how you must be feeling." Why was she being so open with me?

"No, but sadly my daughter doesn't have to imagine, well not quite. She told me what almost happened. I know about your amnesia and the things you've done, to both that other girl and to my girl."

I looked to my feet in shame. I never wanted any of this for either of us.

"I… I know I screwed up. It was me regardless of if the memories were there that tied me to Bella. I haven't seen her in weeks. She doesn't even know I'm here."

"She'll be happy to see you. I can see how your decision has made you feel, but the real question is, will it happen again?"

"My memory is back, another thing she doesn't know. I won't ever hurt her like that again."

"Good, than I don't have to murder you."

I laughed but there was a seriousness to her that made chills go down my spine, something near impossible to do to a wolf. Mama bear was hurting for her daughter and was taking names.

"There she is." Renee said just as a pull made me look out into the crowd of graduates.

Bella took her seat then turned around. Our eyes met instantly. Go to her! My wolf told me. I was getting good at ignoring him. She gave a small smile and waved. She looked more nervous than excited to see me.

When it was finally time for Bella to get her diploma, her mom brought out a camera, zoomed in and took a professional quality photo of her daughter shaking hands with the principal. We cheered for her and her smile said it all. She was happy. Even with me here, she was happy.

When the ceremony was done, Renee held my arm and dragged me over to Bella.

"Oh, sweetheart! Congratulations! We're all so proud of you."

"Thanks mom." Bella blushed and my wolf was ready to take her right here.

Having my memory back and having the wolf still try and get me in trouble was a difficult situation but I figured if things with me and Bella went back to normal, this might go away or at least ease up. That was a big if. I couldn't see things ever going back to normal.

"Where's Phil?" she asked, looking behind me. She hadn't looked at me yet since the ceremony was over.

"He, uh, broke his leg."

Something clicked in my head right then. "HOW did he break his leg, Renee?" I asked but felt I was overstepping.

"Oh. Chasing after me."

"Mom. Why would he be chasing you?"

"This is your day, Bella. I don't want to spoil it."

"No, talk to me." I noticed Charlie and Billy start their own conversation to avoid what was happening but Charlie's stance said he was still listening in.

"I was supposed to be out shopping when I realised I forgot my card. I turned back to the hotel and caught him with another woman."

Bella's eyes flash toward me for an almost imperceptible amount of time before looking down at her hands.

"I took off but he followed. I didn't want to wait for the elevator so I took the stairs and he followed behind. He fell down three steps and broke his leg from landing awkwardly. I called an ambulance and they took him to the hospital for a cast. I went back to the hotel room, grabbed my stuff, went home, packed his things into a storage unit, and gave him the keys. Then I packed my stuff and sold the house."

"Mom, why didn't you tell me any of this?"

"You had your own things going on." Renee said, tilting her head to me.

"Where is your stuff now?" I asked, feeling out of place.

"An apartment nearby."

Charlie's eyes rose when she said that and a small smile appeared on his face. I had to hold back a laugh. After all these years, he still loved her.

"Let's ALL go to dinner. I hear you're going to be busy tonight at the Cullen's graduation party. What happened with Prom?" My wolf growled again, louder this time.

"The gym had a water line burst but I hear the Cullen's are going all out to make it as close to a prom as possible."

"Well that's good. Let's get going before you're late."

"Can I talk to you first, in private before we leave?" I asked, and Bella flinched, probably at the idea of being alone with me.

"Um, we don't have much time before I have to leave for the party. Can it wait until tomorrow?"

"You guys go on ahead, we'll meet you at the diner."

Her face gave away her fear and I felt like I could puke from the thought of her being afraid of me.

Our parents all left and I ushered her out the door to the parking lot and around the side of the building where no one was at.

Bella refused to meet my gaze. I placed my hand on hers which made her flinch again but hoped my gift would sooth her fears. I dropped the small charm bracelet with my hand carved wolf in her hand and backed away, giving her the space she wanted.

She opened her hand and looked at the small but detailed charm, turning it in her fingers so she could see every side. A small smile appeared on her face.

"Did you make this?"

"Yes. I wanted to apologize for everything. I am so incredibly sorry for everything I've put you through and the fear you feel when I'm around. I never wanted any of this." I kept my eyes down, not meeting hers, hoping I wouldn't scare her off. But I knew that was all I could say. I couldn't bring myself to go into detail about everything and explain why I was so adamant about staying away.

"Jake… it's beautiful. Help me put it on?"

/BPOV/

Jake fastened the bracelet around my wrist. His touch sending shivers down my spine.

"I know I can never take back what I did to you, every pain I caused but I want you to know it will never happen again. I will never hurt you again."

I needed more than that. I didn't know what he was willing to do, or who. "Jake, I..."

"Yeah, honey?"

My heart skipped a beat. That Jake never called me honey.

"Ja-ake?" the tone of my voice made him finally look up at me, finally meeting my gaze for the first time aside from when he was a million rows away, waiting for me to get my diploma.

His eyes were full of love, a love I hadn't seen in almost two months. Tears started rolling down my cheek and Jake looked unsure what to do so I made the first move I ran into his arms and cried into his chest, holding him tightly to me. He was my Jake again.

"Hey," He said, wrapping his arms around me. "Are… are you okay?

"No! Of course. I'm great. That wasn't you. We can go back to normal."

"But it was. Not in the sense that I would ever do anything to hurt you but I have those memories now too. I know what I did, what I almost did, how badly I screwed up. I knew what I was doing was wrong at the time and I still... And now I have to live with those memories, knowing how badly I hurt you, and…"

"And what?"

"The things I would have done if it wasn't for the wolf in my head… and then there's that. The wolf is still there. Talking to me, angering me."

"Does it want to hurt me? Is that why…?"

"No. It wants you. It wants to protect you and… I can't talk about this here. He's still in my head, telling me to… but my memories the things I…"

"Jake, what is he telling you to do?"

"I can't speak those words. I know I'll give in, and right now I just need you to trust me again when I don't even trust me. I can't."

"Is it at least a good thing he wants? Can you tell me that?"

"I think so." Why is he being so cryptic? He was back. We needed to embrace that. No more secrets or issues.

"Would I think so?" I asked reluctantly.

"I don't like to assume what you'd think anymore." Jake took my hand and led me to my truck. "Dinner?"

"I'd like that. No more acting weird though. It's me, and I love you."

"I love you too, I always will."

"So I was wondering if you'd come with me tonight?"

I didn't know why I was so nervous to ask him, but I was, right up until he smiled and it all just melted away.

"Yeah. I'll go to fake prom with you, on one condition." I raised my eyebrows curiously. "I drive."

"What a weird request."

"I finished the rabbit." He pulled me over to my truck and hiding behind it was his car. "I wanted to take it out just once before putting it up for sale."

"Oh my God, Jake! That is so awesome! I can't believe it's done. Of course you can drive."

Dinner went better than I expected considering both of my parents were there. Lighthearted conversations and even some joking around, things seemed like my mom never even left. Billy was walking and my mom was here, what a miracle.

My dad must be through the roof to even be near her again. I knew he never stopped loving her but what he didn't know was that she never stopped loving him either. She just didn't want to stay in Forks. I smiled at the idea that I could get my parents together again.

"What is it?" Jake whispered to me while our parents chatted about us like we weren't sitting two feet away.

"My parents. I want to set them up… with each other."

"That's a great idea. Do you think, maybe I could help?"

I looked into his loving eyes and smiled. "Of course. Remember, things are the same for me. You're back, and that is the most important thing."

He lowered his gaze and I got a sinking feeling that he was hiding something from me. Something big.