Another week passed and with it the nausea started to subside and as it did, it seemed as though my libido rose. I wanted Jake like crazy but he was always either at school or at work. When he came over I helped him with homework until we eventually both passed out, so I was really looking forward to our weekend together. Sam and Leah had decided to visit with Emily now that she had healed a bit more so we had the house to ourselves.
"So what did you want to do? We could rent a movie, or maybe a board game?" Jake asked me as though he was looking for a distraction. Was he not just as horny as I was? Was it the hormones doing it or the lack of time we spent together?
"Well," I said, climbing onto Jake's lap and looking into his deep brown eyes. "I was hoping for something a bit more… engaging."
Jake picked me up off his lap then stood up and rubbed the back of his neck. "I heard there were a couple good movies Leah had in this pile…"
"Jake, what's going on? No secrets, remember?"
"I… fuck Bells… I'm worried that… well… what if I hurt the baby?"
"Huh?" what was he talking about?
"Ya know…" he looked down at his crotch. Oh.
"Jake, the baby will not get hurt by you. Sue assured me already that everything can continue as normal." It was sweet that he was worried but also really not necessary.
"Promise?"
"I promise. The baby will not be harmed in any way."
Jake sighed then smiled before picking me up in his arms. He pressed me up against the wall then reached down between us then rubbed that spot that craved attention. "Ohhh Jake. I…" It didn't take any time at all, I soon hit my climax.
"Woah that was fast."
"That's another thing." I struggled to say after my body started coming down from it's high. "Excess blood flow to the area can make things more intense."
"Oh?" I could tell that Jake was taking that as a challenge but given that it was easier to do, I couldn't figure out what the challenge was.
Jake kissed my neck and slid a hand up my shirt to gently tease my nipple between his thumb and forefinger and even those were extra sensitive, it felt mostly good with a little bit of pain which seemed to be what my body wanted. Jake brought me over to my bed to lay me down then slipped my panties off, burying his face between my legs as his hand went back to my breast.
Jake gently eased two fingers into me. Encouraged by my moans, he sped up his pace fingering faster, curling his fingers inside of me, building up pressure that was foreign to me, and intense.
"Jake… I think… ohhh please." I couldn't form a sentence as the pleasure heightened but there was a strange feeling as well that I didn't understand.
Jake sucked my clit in between his teeth as his fingers worked their magic in the rest of my sensitive body before I felt like I was exploding. I came and it was more intense than anything I'd felt before, but more than that, I found myself in a puddle of liquid.
"Holy shit Bells! That was fucking hot." Jake moaned after licking me clean.
"What… what was that? Was that… normal?"
"Mmmm yeah." Jake said then tapped his head referring to the mind link, while he climbed up between my legs. When did he take his pants and boxers off? He smirked like he knew what I was thinking then eased himself into me.
"Holy fucking Christ." I moaned. The feeling of him in there after that orgasm nearly sent me back over the edge. My body was on high alert and the night had only just started.
/LPOV/
"Are you sure you're ready for this?" I asked Sam as we pulled up to Emily's parents house. He nodded but didn't speak before taking a deep breath and getting out of the car.
I knocked on the door and Emily's mom opened it. She pulled me into a tight hug before letting us through.
"She's in the kitchen. She's been baking. It seems to be what calms her when she starts to get upset over her memories. I'm going to head down to the store and give you three some privacy. I'll see you in a bit dear."
"Thank you." Sam followed me into the kitchen and before I even saw her I wanted to just take off. What was wrong with me? She was Emily. The Emily that I knew and loved but something about having Sam near her made my blood boil. I can do this. I took a deep breath then pushed through the swinging doors that separated the kitchen from the living room.
Before even opening the doors, I could smell the blueberry muffins Emily loved to make but when the doors swung past me, the smell was much stronger. I took a deep breath in, using the delicious smell as therapy to calm myself. I could see Emily taking deep breaths in front of the stove before she turned to meet us.
"Hi." She said quietly. I knew that hi. It was her embarrassed hi. I've heard it a few times in my life. Once when Emily decided to run away and showed up at our door, again when her parents showed up looking for her. I saw it once more when I became a member of the pack after learning about her "imprint". It was a hi full of emotion.
"Emily…" Sam said beside me and I knew he didn't have feelings for her so I knew I had nothing to worry about but there was something in his voice that I didn't quite understand. "I…" He walked over to her and wrapped her in his strong arms, stroking her hair, which was a wig like she was a child. "I forgive you. I need you to know that. I know it wasn't you."
That was definitely not what I was expecting. Emily's body relaxed into him as if those were the words she needed most and she started to sob. I had no idea what to do so I just stood there, watching. After a few minutes Emily calmed and stepped out of Sam's embrace.
"Hey." I said when her eyes found mine. I gave her a smile and she gave me a small hug. We'd already seen each other a few times since she got home after her surgery but this was the first time Sam decided to come with me. I guess all of us were worried about what might happen. "How are you doing?"
"Well my hair has started growing back so I'm doing much better than last time. I have maybe an inch now? It seems to be growing much too slow."
"Well, I'm sure it will be good as new soon enough. Wouldn't want you to feel uncomfortable at our wedding."
"I'm invited? You never said…" Emily wiped a year that fell with the back of her sleeve.
"Well I wasn't sure if…" I glanced between Sam and Emily. "Kinda depended on how today went. You guys have so much history that I wasn't sure if you'd both be comfortable with it. I can see now I was worried for nothing."
We spent the next hour talking and decided to stay for dinner which Aunt Nicky cooked for us. Uncle Dave arrived home from work shortly before it was finished and cleaned up just in time.
Eventually it was time to leave and I felt so much better than I had when we'd arrived. Sam and Emily hugged once again but this time it was a happy hug. She promised that she'd visit the reservation soon since I'd been the one making all of the trips and we said our goodbyes.
/Quil POV/
"Thanks Chelsea." I said as I walked out of the convenience store with a couple bags of chips and a six pack of root beer.
When I got to Sam's, I was immediately regretting my decision. Even before I noticed the truck was gone, meaning Jake and Bella were alone, even before I got into the driveway, my werewolf ears picked up the sweet sound of her moan.
I needed to get out of here, but I stopped when I heard her let out a small yelp.
"Bells, I'm sorry. Are you okay? Is the baby…?" Jake asked from inside the house.
Baby? Maybe I heard wrong and he said "are you okay, baby?" until Bella confirmed it.
"The baby is fine. Just a little pulled muscle or something. We're good. Really."
What was I still doing there, she was encouraging him to continue fucking her… and she was pregnant. I ran to the woods. I knew I'd never be with her. I loved her but it wasn't like I was an idiot or had a death wish or anything. I knew nothing would ever happen but… it still hurt. And now she was having his baby? Life was becoming torture.
I phased, knowing I was alone but keeping my thoughts to myself until I confirmed that nobody else was phased. Then I ran, not far but enough to make my muscles burn to distract me before turning back and heading home for the night, grabbing my chips and soda from the edge of the forest to take with me.
