Chapter 9 It really hits you

BELLA POV

It had been about a week after that lunch at Edward's parents' house. Edward hadn't said much about his parents since. Alice had actually called me the following day and ever since then we have been deep in the wedding planning so much that Alice had slept over a couple of nights. Believe it or not, I have been mostly able to do it my way with my choices. I was afraid with Alice helping I wouldn't get a say but I did. I know it was my wedding but what did I know about a mafia wedding? Rose had also been helping but she seemed a little down lately. I had been meaning to ask her what was wrong but we never had any alone time.

We had the catering done, the location, the invites and the flowers. All that was basically missing was my dress and my two bridesmaid's dresses. Rose would be my maid of honor and Alice a bridesmaid. Alice was supposed to be over soon. She was bringing all her bridal stock from her store since I couldn't really go anywhere due to the cops. Since Alice had been helping me, I had learned a lot about her. She wasn't as stuck up as much I originally thought. She actually went to college for business but it didn't interest her so she did what always made her happy. She made clothes, and she owned her own boutique. She wanted to go there but since I was on house arrest she was having to come here. Edward was keeping me here because he didn't want me to get spotted by the cops. I still didn't understand why they hadn't come here but I wasn't complaining. I never wanted to go back to my father or Jacob.

I hadn't seen much of Edward. Ever since the invites had been sent out it was like he had disappeared. I had missed him a lot, to say the least. It bothered me that I didn't know where he was or what he was doing or who he was doing. I'm not afraid to admit, that the last one bothered me the most. Since he was going to be my husband I had started to care for him. I didn't want him to be with anyone else in that way. That night, the night that I came here he said if the need arose he would take care of it and he wouldn't embarrass me. But, I no longer wanted that. I actually wanted to have a relationship with him. I wanted to be his wife and partner, I know I wasn't ready for sex but could we make each other happy in other ways?

I don't even know what I'm thinking! Edward Cullen was marrying me to become the Don, that was it. He may have changed some since that night, and he may care a little but it wasn't love or anything. No, I felt if things kept going this way it would be me that ended up hurt. It wasn't like I had a choice anyway. I had already started having feelings for him and I know I wouldn't be able to stop just like that. It was like there were two different Edward's. The one that I laughed with, the one that kissed me and the one who I got drunk with. The other Edward was the one everyone sees. The ruthless, the scary one and the one who made me climb in my hole. What killed me was I had seen glimpses of Edward trying to be better, be more caring, nonetheless he would always revert back into his "mafia" self.

My phone had just pinged with a text. It was probably Alice telling me she was on her way. To my surprise it wasn't Alice, it was Edward. My heart started beating loud in my chest, like it always did when he was involved. "Enjoy! Don't forget the jeweler is coming later so we can pick out our wedding bands." I was confused but also happy. Happy that I would see Edward later and confused because I had no idea what I was supposed to be enjoying. I wrote back "Enjoy what?" My phone dinged right after I had hit sent. "You'll see," was the reply. I would see what? What was he up to? Just then the doorbell rang. I ran down the stairs as quickly as I could. Why was I so excited? Mrs. Cope had just opened the door and there was Alice.

"Bellaaaaaa!" She seemed very cheery and I noticed that she didn't have any dresses with her.

"Hey Alice. Um, where's the dresses?" Something was definitely going on here. Alice was cheerier and she didn't have anything with her. "I didn't bring them because we are going to a friend of mine's bridal shop!" She practically yelled jumping up and down. I wanted to share in her happiness but I honestly didn't know how that was going to happen?

"Um Alice? I can't go anywhere, remember?"

Alice blinked at me and then gave this look. "Did Edward not talk to you?" I remembered his text from a while ago but did she know something I didn't? Alice gave me a disapproving smile. "That brother of mine! He was supposed to let you know about today!" She started pacing back and forth obviously frustrated. I didn't want to tell her that I hardly had talked to Edward much less seen him.

"Wait, Alice! He texted me to enjoy and I asked what for and he said "you'll see."

Alice then spun around from her pacing and came over to me and started jumping up and down.

"I called him last night and asked him if you could actually go to a friend of mine's shop. She has so many dresses, Bella. Anyways, Eddie wasn't so sure about it, and said he would get back to me. Then he called me about 30 minutes later and told me to come get you this morning and take you to the shop!"

That was all it took? Edward did that for Alice? Just like that? I was a little upset because I felt that I would literally have to beg to get things done my way. Alice had stopped jumping at this point, and was looking at me with a sad look on her face.

"Are you okay? You seem upset?"

I was going to have to learn how to control my emotions better. "I'm fine, let's go!" I said enthusiastically even though inside I was a little upset.

"Yay! Are you ready?" I grabbed my purse, which was a gift from Alice, off of the side table.

"YEP!" Okay, maybe that was too much, Bella. Alice smiled and linked her arm with mine not saying anything and we headed for the door. "You dears have a nice time!" Mrs. Cope called out after we left the house. I had forgotten she was there and rolled my eyes. I still didn't know if I liked her or not.

Alice's bodyguard, Benji, was waiting outside with Laurent. There was also a female present but I didn't know who she was. She was a tall woman, thick, and had long black hair. She reminded me of those Amazons from Wonder Woman or something.

"You ready, ladies?" Benji said.

"Yep! Ready Bella?" Alice had a huge smile on her face and I wished I could be as happy and carefree as her one day.

"Ready"

We climbed into Alice's car with Benji in the back, while Laurent and the mysterious woman rode in Laurent's car behind us. We had been driving for a while and had actually made it into downtown when we hit standstill traffic. Alice was bobbing her head to the music, and I heard Benji clicking on his phone. He had been texting the whole time.

I turned to Alice. "So will they have bridesmaid dresses as well?"

"Yep! So you can pick out which ones you would like Rose and I to wear."

"Is Rose meeting us there?"

"Yes, she wanted to come with me to get you but it didn't make sense for her to come all the way there and all the way back."

Alice and Jasper didn't live that far away from Edward. Yes, they live closer to the city than Edward did but not live in the actual city. "Oh, well good." Alice then looked at me. "What's going on with her, Bella?" So she noticed as well.

"I have no clue." I really didn't but I needed to ask her today hopefully. Alice just gave me a look but honestly I really didn't know. I decided to change the subject.

"So, what do you think changed Edward's mind? He was very stern about me not leaving." Alice glanced at me as we moved about an inch.

"Yeah, and neither of you have told me why you couldn't leave in the first place. I never questioned it because it's my brother and he is very stubborn and over does things but it's a wedding!"

Crap. So much for changing the subject I forgot Alice wasn't privy to some details. Alice then glanced at me again. "Bella, look I grew up in this so I'm sure the reason why my brother is hiding you out is because there's something going on."

Right. Alice was a whole lot smarter than I gave her credit for. "There's this old boyfriend, my father loves him and thought I should marry him. So, he's giving us trouble." It was sort of the truth at least.

"And let me guess my brother went crazy over things and decided that keeping you locked in that house was the best option till you became married?"

I laughed because she wasn't really wrong either. "Yeah in a nutshell." I laughed but she didn't find it funny. "The guy must be bad for Edward to keep you locked up. Otherwise…" I should have just kept my mouth shut. I swear every time I was with Alice it's like I wanted to spill and tell her everything and that was weird because I didn't trust many people.

"I feel like this is a subject you don't want to talk about now. I hope eventually you will but know this. My husband, your fiancé, and my other brother, since the invites have been sent off, have been busy at my house doing god knows what. I'm ovulating and my husband didn't even come to bed last night!" She giggled but I saw some hurt in her eyes. "I think your ex-boyfriend was worse than you want to tell me and I understand it may be a hard subject but like I said, I hope eventually you will."

I gave her a sad smile "I hope you're right Alice."

"I'm always right Bella!" We both started laughing. "So, Edward was at your place last night?" She looked at me confused. "Yeah, he's been there almost every night." I just shook my head and stared out the window. I don't know why I was feeling hurt all of a sudden. "You didn't know?" Alice said and I figured why lie? "No, I haven't seen him in a few days. He's been talking to me sure, but I haven't seen him." "Oh! That brother of mine! I'm sorry Bella, I swear he's been at my place, both Em and him. After I left your house last night I called him about letting you actually have a day to pick out your own dress, the whole shebang. When I made it to my store to get my stock just in case, Edward called me back and said he had it all planned and to pick you up and take you out. I told him to make sure to tell you but I guess he didn't tell you much."

I felt a little relief that Edward was at Alice's last night but had he been there the past three nights? Or had he been doing god knows what with god knows who. I didn't want to ask Alice, I liked her a lot but I didn't want to tell her all my insecurities. She was still Edward's sister and I didn't want him to know of course. Rose I could, and she wouldn't say anything. "Please don't mention anything to Edward." Alice looked at me with so many emotions on her face. "Of course Bella, I won't. But this may explain why Rose is in a funk. Em not being home as well," she giggled..

I didn't think that was the reason Rose was in a funk. I think whatever was bothering Rose was something worse. I decided to change the subject. "So, you guys are trying for a baby?" Alice smiled at me. "Yeah, we have been trying for about four months. No luck so far but I'm positive it'll happen soon." Alice then looked toward the road. "Finally!" The traffic had cleared and we were on our way to the shop. I don't think I'll ever get used to her driving of course. She breezed through like she was a professional driver or something. I also internally cringed that we talked freely like that in front of Benji. Not only did Alice know some of my insecurities but Benji did as well now. I glanced back at him he was still typing away at his phone. Maybe he didn't hear anything that was said then.

We pulled up to the shop and I went to open my door but was met with Laurent. He hurried me inside. I couldn't even open my door? I heard the woman that he had been with say, "All clear!" and we entered the building. I looked around and was amazed. There were so many dresses! It was something I had never seen before. I was so in wonder that I didn't even notice Alice approach me. "Bella!" she giggled. "I'm sorry, it's just there's so many!" She laughed, "It's okay Bella, I just want to tell you Rose will be here soon." I just shook my head "I'm going to find Senna and we can go ahead and pick out some dresses." "Sure," I replied. Alice then walked off. I noticed the bodyguards were around the exits of the shop, but I also noticed no one else was in here as well. That was odd.

I then quickly turned around when I heard the front door open and in walked Rosalie with some man behind her. I guess she had a guard as well because she looked annoyed. She smiled when she saw me and came my way. "Bella!" We hugged each other and for some reason I didn't want to let go. I don't know what was wrong with me but I was suddenly overcome with emotion.

Rose let me go and gave me a worried look, "Are you okay, B?" "Yeah, I'm fine, I guess I just missed you." "Oh, it's okay B, don't worry." I shrugged off, "I'm fine.". Rose gave me a knowing look but I ignored it and in return gave her a look myself. "You going to tell me what's going on with you?" Rose looked at me puzzled. "You have been in a funk since we started this wedding planning." Her face changed then and she wore the saddest look. "Can we talk about this later?" I shook my head yes but my anxiety had blown through the roof. I was seriously worried. I was then brought out of my thoughts by Alice who said Senna was ready with some dresses.

Rose, Alice, the woman who's name I still didn't know, the store owner Senna and I headed towards the dressing room. Alice and Senna had pulled some dresses that they thought I would like. They were all beautiful but none screamed at me or fit just right. I stayed in the dressing room ready to just give up. I felt like a brat with all of these beautiful dresses and not one I liked. I decided I would just pick one and be done with it. I started going back through the dresses picking the one that I could try to wear when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Darling, I think I may have something that would suit you perfectly," Senna said.

"It's no big deal I can wear one of these," I said not wanting her to go through the

trouble of finding it.

"It's no trouble at all." She then walked out of the dressing area but came back very fast with a dress. "Let's try this." She then zipped the bag down and out came a beautiful dress. She helped me put it on and then looked at me and held a hand to her chest. It looked like she was trying not to cry. She then turned me around and I finally saw myself in the mirror. The dress was form fitting. It hugged my boobs, but it definitely made them pop. The straps held the dress up and the bodice looked like it was encrusted with diamonds. The dress went straight down and had a long train with it, the back was backless. It was truly beautiful. "My mother made that dress." I quickly turned to look at her, a tear had slipped from her eye. "She died some years ago. I haven't had the heart to sell it." I quickly turned back to the mirror to look at myself. I loved the dress but I couldn't take it no matter that it was probably the last thing her mother had made.

"I can't accept this, it means too much to you." She looked at me with a tearful smile, and shook her head. "I would love for you to wear it. My mother, if she was alive, would have loved for you to wear it as well." I nodded at her, smiling. It was a truly beautiful dress. She then opened the dressing room door with a bang. "Ladies! We have a winner!" I heard a bunch of cheers from the outside.

Later, after picking out cranberry red bridesmaid dresses for Rose and Alice we were finished at the bridal shop. I went to hand the lady Edward's card and Alice quickly put her hand up and gave her card instead. "Alice! No, l know that dress was expensive!" She just looked at me, and the lady swiped her card. "Consider it a gift, Bella." I just shook my head and looked around. I was feeling pretty hungry and wondered if we could stop somewhere to eat or hit a drive-thru but I wasn't sure if that would be allowed. One thing I noticed, is that everything had to be according to plan when it comes to Edward. I really didn't want to go home though. I had been locked in that house all week.

I felt a hand on my shoulder, and quickly turned to look. It was Rose, she gave me a happy smile.

"So, do you want to ride with me?" I looked at her confused. Where would I ride with her to? Could I even ride with her anywhere? Alice then approached me, "Zafrina is going to put your dress in Laurent's car." I quickly looked to see the big amazon woman carrying a garment bag outside. So her name was Zafrina. I then turned back to Rose.

"Ride with you? Where? I assumed I was going home since we were done." Rose then turned to Alice with a confused look on her face. Alice looked at me with a happy but cautious expression.

"Bella, I'm sorry. Edward told me to keep it a surprise." What was she on about? What surprise?

"What are you talking about Alice?" I noticed Zafrina had walked back in the shop and was chatting up Senna. I guess they knew each other. I turned my attention back to Alice.

"Edward arranged for you to also have a spa day before you went back home." I smiled at Edward's thoughtfulness. I never had been to a spa before. I also knew the Spa probably wasn't cheap either.

"Actually, Bella, Edward arranged for all of us to go with you," Rose said with a smile. Great. Then he really did spend a lot of money then. I sighed.

"No, don't you give me that! You deserve this and your future husband is one of the most richest man in the world so this is nothing. If it bothers you then think of it as a wedding present, I mean it is anyways," Rose finished.

I knew Edward had money but getting used to the idea of it was still hard for me. I didn't grow up with money like Rose and sure as hell not as much as Alice. Rose's dad died when she was 13. He was a lawyer and left behind a pretty good inheritance for Rose. Rose's mother, Susan, was the head of the country club of Forks. When Henry died, she became a reclusive depressed person. She was the main reason Rose wanted out of Forks. Last I heard she was in rehab again. Rose didn't talk much about her nor did she really have a relationship with her; she was very close to her dad though. Susan just basically forgot about Rose after he died and that's why Rose wanted out of Forks so bad. Her housekeeper, Kelly, moved in with them and took care of Rose until Rose was 18 then Susan fired her. Rose still keeps up with Kelly regularly. She was more of a mom to her than Susan ever was.

"Bella?" I looked up and noticed Alice and Rose looking at me weird. Guess I zoned out.

"Yes?" I smiled at them. "Are you ready to go?" Alice asked. Rose just stared at me.

"Yes, and Rose, I can ride with you." This would give me the chance to see what was up with her. I think she wanted to tell me why she was so down anyway which is why she asked for me to ride with her.

"Make sure you clear it with Edward first," Alice said as she walked to the door near Benji.

Rose rolled her eyes. Crap. I forgot he might not like the sudden change of rides. I was also instantly hit with frustration again. Why was I not able to do what I wanted? I was thankful for getting out of the house and all but it was crazy with all the rules and everything. Rose saw my face and smirked. She then walked towards me where we were basically touching.

"I knew the real Bella was still in there." She then walked away some. She was right, I was still in here. I wanted to ride with her, without having to ask him so I did the next best thing and told our group I would be riding with Rose to the spa. Laurent was caught off guard, as well as Benji who looked upset for some reason.

"I'll have to clear it with the Boss man, first," Laurent said to me as he started calling Edward on his cell.

"You do that." I rolled my eyes but then started second guessing myself. I had made some progress with Edward but would this set us back? Then on the other hand, he hadn't been around the last few days nor really communicated with me so I just thought, fuck it.

Laurent came near me, I guess he had finished his call. I looked at him waiting to hear him tell me that I was to ride with Alice.

"Bossman said you can ride with Ms. Hale as long as I'm in the car behind you."

I smiled. "Yes!" It was a small victory. Benji didn't look pleased at all. What was his deal? Why did he care if I rode with Alice? I mean nothing against Alice or anything but I really had been with Alice more than anyone here lately.

"Okay! Let's go then." I started to walk out while Alice finished a call on her phone.

"Bella, I ordered some food from Carmen's to be delivered to the spa."

"Great!" I wondered if the spa would even let her do that. It was Alice, of course they would! I then headed for the door again, only to be stopped this time by Laurent.

"Stay with Zafrina for a bit. I need to make sure the car and outside is safe."

He was gone as soon as the words left his lips, and the big long dark haired Amazonian woman was by my side.

"Sorry, we haven't been properly introduced. I'm Zafrina," she said with an accent.

"Bella." I offered my hand and she shook it back.

We were brought out of our talk by Laurent shutting the door and giving us the all clear. He then came to my side while Zafrina stayed on the other and they ran me out of the building into the passenger seat of Rose's BMW. Her guard ran her to the driver's side with her and then proceeded to the back seat.

"Oh no! If neither of Bella's guards have to ride with us then neither do you, stalker!"

"Miss. Hale, You heard Mr. Cullen. I'm to be with you at all times." He spoke so proper, he didn't even flinch when Rose just called him a stalker just now.

She turned from him and pulled out her cell. Not even 10 seconds went by when Rose started yelling into the phone. I just pulled out my phone ignoring her, knowing it was Emmett she was talking to.

I noticed I had a text from Edward.

"Don't like plans changing like that. Don't make a habit of it."

Really? He still has to let me know he's in charge. I already know he is. All that's left for him to do is piss on me. I thought we were making progress but I guess I was the only one thinking that. The small victory from earlier suddenly made me feel depressed. I didn't even bother replying back to him. Rose wasn't screaming anymore so maybe she had calmed down.

"Bella's guards are riding in the car behind us. He can ride with them!" I heard Em shout something back.

"I need this Emmett!" Pause. "Fine!"

She then turned towards her guard, "He wants to talk to you." She hands him the phone.

"Yeah, Boss? Okay, will do." He hands Rose back her phone. "Don't leave the car until I'm by your door." He then left and headed to Laurent's car that was now behind us.

Rose checked her phone and threw it down and then started the car. I guess Emmett hung up. She then looked at me while putting on her sunglasses. "Ready?" She was happy now and we followed Alice out of the parking lot.

"What is with you?" I asked. Something was definitely up with her.

"Nothing," she said it like she didn't have a care in the world.

"Oh no, don't go there with me. You said we would talk later and its later so talk," I said in my best demanding voice I could get out

"Look at you, you can be bitchy when you want to." I was shocked! What the hell was going on with her? Did she really just say that to me?

"Wow Rose, just wow." I'll admit it hurt me for her to say that especially with all I've been through lately.

We hit a traffic jam and she glanced over at me. I noticed her expression had softened.

"Bella, I'm sorry. I'm just angry and I'm taking it out on you and you most definitely don't deserve it."

"Rose, it's fine. Just tell me what is going on with you." She was seriously bugging me out.

"Promise you won't say anything to anyone? Not even Alice? Can it be like the old times when it was just you and me telling secrets?"

"Yes, of course."

"Fine. Mainly, it's Emmett. Ever since we had that talk at your house, he's been nothing but angry and protective since. I was chewed out because I showed Edward disrespect when I knew better. Emmett isn't as big on the respect thing like Edward is. But, I knew better on the way I acted. Behind closed doors Emmett doesn't care how I act as long as it's me. We love each other. I mean we fight like any other couple and the makeup sex is amazing. But outside in front of "the family" and his own family, I'm to act like a totally different person. It's hard Bella. I'm not going to sit here and say it isn't. I mainly just stay quiet because I know me, I open my mouth and I'll say something I'll regret." She chuckled and I laughed with her.

It was true, Rose never held back.

"Anyways, there's so many rules to follow. I'll probably get chewed out when I get home for talking that way with him in front of Sam." So the guard had a name. "Anyways, since the club, Emmett wouldn't tell me what happened to you. I've been pissed and stressed. He finally did after two days telling me you were okay but he still didn't tell me where you were. When you called me I never felt such relief. I thought you were dead to be honest."

I looked at her shocked, but I can't blame her. She left me at the bar and that was the last time she saw me.

"Look, you know how it was after my dad died. My egg donor only cared about the bottle. I mean even before dad died she didn't really care much."

That was true, Rose's mother was quite a character, which is why Rose and I were always together.

"I couldn't take it in Forks anymore, which is why when I was accepted to the University I left. I hated leaving you behind, but you were in community college. I was hoping you would follow me soon. You always talked about how you wanted to go to University."

Yes, I did. I couldn't wait till I was out of Forks to make something of myself.

"I met Emmett when I came here, at Midnight Sun no less." She let out a chuckle but I didn't return it. I still remember the first time I went to Midnight Sun very well.

"We hit it off, obviously. After a few months I moved in with him. It was fast for me but I already knew that I was in love with him. He admitted his feelings first though."

She let out a laugh then became serious

"I'll admit I heard about the Cullen Family and who Em might be, but I didn't believe it because how could the funny loveable man I love be a criminal?"

I did have to give her that, Emmett didn't seem the type but I guess that was the idea.

"When I met his family, I think that's when I noticed the change. He was different. Very different. It was the first time I noticed he was driven and he had an air of authority around him. He always told me that his father and brother needed to be respected regardless, no exceptions."

"I couldn't sleep one night, I just felt something was wrong. Em hadn't been in touch with me in hours and he hadn't come home. Later, I heard him come in. He was trying to be quiet. I waited on him to join me, but he never came to bed. Finally, after waiting I heard the shower in the guest bathroom going. I was confused, Bella, why would he be in there? I mean, was he cheating? Was he washing himself off after having sex with someone? I was already pissed because he hadn't gotten in touch with me, or replied to my texts. I went into the bathroom and that's when I saw it."

"What did you see?"

"Blood. All over his clothes, the bathroom floor. It was running down his body in the shower while he let the water flow down on him. I stood there in shock Bella, I still don't know how much time passed but enough for Emmett to see me and have the same look on his face."

"Oh my gosh Rose!" I covered my mouth. I couldn't picture it. Not Emmett, not nice Em. But, I saw his brother covered in blood and then I thought anything was possible when it came to this family.

"I ran Bella, ran to the door. He caught up with me though. I slapped him but I don't even know why. After I slapped him, I think it hit me, you know? Who he is. I mean who he really is. The rumors are true, everything that you've read."

I looked at Rose and she had started tearing up but shook her head and quickly wiped them away with her hand that wasn't on the steering wheel.

"He carried me to the bedroom where we talked for what seemed like hours. He didn't tell me everything of course. I mean basically he didn't tell me why there was blood everywhere, or what happened. He said he would be the Underboss soon, and that I never needed to have an attitude around his father or Edward really. He said he loved my fiery spirit but I couldn't talk back or show him disrespect in front of them."

It was funny how Edward had told me the same thing in private. I could act like I hated him but not in public or around family or staff…. Okay yeah Rose was right it just hit me that there were too many rules.

"The next morning, I woke up before him, and I went straight to the guest bathroom. There was no blood and the clothes gone. It was like it never happened, It felt like I had a nightmare. I went to the kitchen where I started making breakfast and Em woke up and asked me how I was doing. That's when I knew I hadn't imagined what I saw."

"Oh, Rose."

"A few weeks later, we went to a wedding of Em's and Edward's friend. That's the first time I met the brothers we saw at Midnight Sun that night. They stared at me the whole time pretty much. Emmett told me to avoid them at the wedding and never be alone with them. Trust me I tried! I really didn't think they would be at Midnight Sun."

I shuddered. I remember the big burly man who kept coming on to Rose and his brother who wouldn't take no for an answer.

"That's why that day we came over and that dog kept getting discussed. I didn't understand why he seemed more scary than the actual family that's in the mafia. I get why he's more scary to you but the brothers and their father are worse."

I could see why Rose thought that. She had been around them longer and yes they were scary but to me Jacob was scarier.

"Anyways, things changed between Emmett and I that day. I guess since you knew things he thought I needed to know some things. He told me since we've met he has a guard follow me. That stalker back there," Rose pointed, "has been following me and he told me you too."

"What? Sam has been following me?"

She nodded. "Yes, since you were in that little apartment. Apparently, he was there when I was with Em. Between me and you, I think he had someone else looking out as well."

I couldn't believe it. Emmett had someone looking out. It made sense though that day I for sure saw Paul. Why didn't he come for me? I guess he knew I had someone watching out for me and why he only approached me at the club when I was alone.

"I'm thankful he had someone looking out and all for you but I can take care of myself. A few nights ago we had a huge blowup and he told me he didn't want kids."

She started crying. There was no way she could hold back the tears now. I put my hand on hers. I knew how much she wanted children. "I mean if he didn't want any, why did he say he did when we got to know each other? It makes no sense, Bella. Since then, I've been making his life hell. We haven't stopped yelling. It's gotten so bad he hasn't been home the past few days, so no I'm thinking he's cheating."

"He's not." Rose quickly turned to me with a brow raised.

"Alice told me they've been at her house this whole week."

Rose quickly wiped her tears and her face morphed into one of rage. "Bella, I love him I really do, but this isn't how I wanted my life to be." I gave her a stare.

"Okay, you either. My bad, sorry"

"Rose, all you saw was blood. It could have been anything." She gave me a stare. "I know, but if you don't know where it came from, you could leave." I know she loves him, but she maybe had a choice to leave where I did not. Rose just saw Em covered in blood. I saw Edward kill someone. Someone who was bad but I still saw him kill.

"I don't know if I could Bella. Do I love him enough to give up on my dream of children?"

"I don't know what to say, Rose." I really didn't. She always wanted to be successful, build a home, and have children.

"I mean you don't have a choice."

I looked at her puzzled. "What are you talking about?"

"Edward's the next in line, which means he will have to have a child to carry on."

Oh, no way! I remember what Edward said he would never make me have sex with him. Wait. He said he would be discreet. Did that mean he would find someone else to knock up? He did say he wouldn't embarrass me but how would he carry on the line if It wasn't with me? I was with Rose, I didn't like how my life was turning out either. I didn't know how to feel about any of this.

I started tearing up, none of this was right. Nothing of how my life was supposed to be.

"Bella, I'm sorry, I know he's protecting you from Jacob and in turn he'll become Don because you agreed to marry him. I wish that he could just hide you or keep you away until Jacob is taken care of and then you could be free."

The real reason why I would never be free was on the tip of my tongue and I wanted to tell Rose so bad. She told me more than she probably should but for some reason I couldn't.

We then pulled into a parking lot. We had finally arrived at the spa. It was a nice little posh building. I noticed Sam and Laurent come to the car and stand by our doors. Zafrina had ran into the building, when I noticed Benji outside Alice's door.

"Bella?" Rose whispered

"Yeah?" I whispered back. Not sure why we were whispering.

"Please don't say anything." Oh. Now I knew why we were whispering.

"I won't" I wouldn't. I would never repeat what Rose had said to me.

I then noticed Zafrina leave the building and give a nod. That's when both Rose and my door opened. Laurent caught my arm and had me close to him while he ran me into the building. I looked and saw Benji and Sam doing the same with Alice and Rose.

As soon as we were in what looked like a lobby, Laurent let go but stood nearby. A woman came up to us, along with some others. She greeted Alice with a hug and then turned to the rest of us.

"Which one of you is the future Mrs. Cullen?"

"Me," I replied. She then smiled.

"Mr. Cullen has paid for you to have our top of the line package. If you and Mrs. Whitock and…" she looked down at her clipboard, "Ms. Hale will follow me." She then walked away.

"Hold on. Where will the girls exactly be at? I need to know so we can be cautious at all times. I will also need files on the staff you have here today" Laurent said while looking at the young woman.

"I have the whole second floor ready for them and yes I understand Mr. Cullen was very detailed on the phone about Ms. Swan's safety."

He looked at the others, giving off orders while he said he would be following us.

"Sir, excuse me no disrespect, but these ladies will be naked or close to it depending on their preference."

Laurent stopped but then looked at me.

"I have to be with Ms. Swan at all times." He looked a little uncomfortable but then quickly snapped out of it.

"Laurent why don't I go with the girls? I'm sure it would be more comfortable for them." Zafrina said.

"Let me call Mr. Cullen." He then whipped out his phone and quickly dialed. He seemed like he really didn't want to go with us but Edward had told him to stay with me.

"Yes, Boss. Listen.." I heard him tell Edward about us being naked and then he was cut off. I heard yelling coming from the phone but couldn't make out what was being said. "Got it, Boss." He hung up and looked relieved. "Zafrina, you will go with the girls and stand outside the door." Zafrina smirked but otherwise nodded her head. What was up with the smirk?

"Macy, before we go upstairs, I have an order of food coming soon," Alice said

"Of course, Mrs. Whitlock, when it gets here I'll have it brought up."

We all then followed Macy up the stairs. It was all really nice and everything looked expensive looking. I noticed that no one else was here.

"Alice?"

"Yes, Bella?"

"Where is everyone?"

"Edward bought out the place for the day, we have it to ourselves."

Of course he did. I should've known. Macy stopped when she came to two huge doors and opened them.

"Here we go, this is your private room." Macy said with a smile.

I looked around the room in wonder, like I was seeing Disney World for the first time. There were chairs sitting out along with tables. There was even this big pool which looked like a mini pond in the center which I figured out was a bath. There were showers off to the side, candles lit and everywhere smelled heavenly.

"Okay ladies, this is where I leave you. Just press that button on the door when you're ready for my staff to come in and take care of you."

"We will. Thank you, Macy," Alice said in a chipper voice.

Macy then left and I noticed Zafrina was looking around and checking the bathroom as well.

"Okay ladies, I'll be outside if you need me." She then turned and walked out.

"Whew, finally, now we can have some privacy." Rose blew out.

"Right?" Alice said then went to the wall and grabbed a robe that was hanging there as well as Rosalie. They started stripping in front of me so I quickly looked away. I had seen Rose naked, I mean I grew up with her. But, Alice was a different story.

Alice then glanced at me. "Bella, you can go change in the bathroom if you want to." I quickly grabbed the robe and made my way to the bathroom. I shut the door and realized I was breathing hard. There was no way I could go in there with my underwear off. They would see what Jacob did to me. I felt like I could go topless, I mean they had boobs too. Rose had seen me naked before. I mean completely naked but that was before what he did. I quickly got out of my clothes, and stood in my underwear and stared at myself in the mirror. I could do this. I was wearing boy short underwear that hid it. I took off my bra and put on the robe. With one last look, I left the bathroom.

Rose and Alice were waiting on me. They both had on their robes.

"Bella! Are you ready?" Alice said I nodded "Massages first or pedicure and manicures first?"

I think I needed to warm up to getting a massage so I told her we could do the lesser of the evils first.

Alice went to the wall and clicked a button and told whoever we were ready. I then joined Rose and Alice in the chairs. Not long after three women came in and started working on us. Alice and Rose chose both fake nails painted with red. I didn't understand the red but it made sense since their bridesmaid dresses were red. I didn't get fake nails and just had them paint my real nails with white tips. Zafrina then came in with our food, put it on the table and left the room. The three workers then left so we could eat and said to press the button when we were ready.

We sat around the table and enjoyed our meal while Rose and Alice were talking about the different things the spa offered. I was brought out of my thoughts when Alice was trying to get my attention.

"I'm sorry what?" I laughed.

"I was wondering if you was going to do the Brazilian wax?"

"What's that?" Both Rose and Alice looked at me. Alice let out a laugh

"It's where they wax your private area," Rose said in a soft tone.

"Oh god no down there?" Rose nodded. There was no way I could do that, not ever.

"It's okay Bella, I just thought we would ask. You can get your legs and pits waxed if you want to." Alice told me as she finished her food.

"Maybe." I wasn't sure if I was going to do that. It all sounded scary.

"So, changing the subject but um I'm getting a vibe from that girl guard," Rose said knowingly looking at Alice.

"What?" I was confused. What vibe?

"Oh." Alice nodded.

"I knew it!" Rose smirked.

"What!" What were they talking about?

"Zafrina is a lesbian," Alice said

"Oh nothing wrong with that." That did explain how she was acting earlier when Kachiri. I then turned to Rose " How did you get a vibe?"

"I may have experimented In high school." Rose blushed red.

"No way! How did I not know this?" I started picking my brain. Who could she have experimented with?

"It was Makenna," Rose told me

"Makenna Daniels?" I asked remembering how sweet Makenna was.

"Yeah, we may have fondled each other and made out but we didn't go further than that. I just realized I liked men more. I mean at the moment I'm not liking one in particular."

"Why? What's going on?" Alice said suddenly interested now. Alice was definitely nosy.

Rose then looked at me sighing. I guess she didn't want Alice to know and didn't realize her mistake until now.

"I'm just going through a bit of rough patch with Em, Alice." Rose had that tone that she was done with the conversation.

"Oh, I could tell, you have been in a funk lately," Alice said knowingly. Uh-oh!

"Not all of us can be happy all the time like you." I looked at Rose, did she really just say that to Alice?

Alice smirked at her "Touche." Then they both laughed. What the hell? Rose looked like she was about to have a fit just now.

Alice then became serious. "Don't worry Rose, you don't have to talk about it but I hope things get better." Rose nodded, "Me too."

When we were all done, Alice called the workers back and we each began our facials. When we were done, I saw the workers getting the wax ready. I then thought about just going to the bathroom and chilling while they were getting waxed but then I decided to screw it! I could be brave and get my armpits and legs done. Alice then called for chamomile tea saying it would calm my nerves. We all laid down on the tables. Alice and Rose were not shy at all, they just laid there while the ladies got to work on their most private area.

"Are you ready, hun?" The lady asked me

"Yeah, but I will not be doing what they are doing." I then heard moaning from both Alice and Rose. I guess it was uncomfortable as it looked. I removed my robe clad in only my underwear as the lady began putting the wax on my legs. Uncomfortable was an understatement. It hurt. When she was done she asked if I wanted to do my eyebrows. I was unsure but went ahead and nodded my head yes. I thought my legs and armpits hurt but it sure didn't compare to my eyebrows! I was in tears by this point.

When we were done the ladies began our massages. I picked the hot stone massage and it felt wonderful. Rose then jumped up and said she needed to use the bathroom. The ladies said they would be back to cut our hair which was good because I was feeling woozy all of a sudden. After they left, I picked up my robe and slipped it on and sat down in a nearby chair.

"Bella?"

"Yes, Alice?" I smiled at her

"Are you having a good time?"

"Yes, I am. I've never done this before." Alice just smiled at me but it was true I never done this. I then heard Rose yell my name from the bathroom and jumped out of my chair. Why was she yelling?

I opened the bathroom door. "Need a tampon?" I asked as a joke when I really looked at her. I suddenly became alarmed! She looked so pale and it looked like she hadn't made it to the toilet because she had thrown up. Just a minute ago she looked fine.

"Rose? Are you okay? Alice!"

"Bella, I feel awful." She was holding her stomach. What was going on?

"Ms. Swan!" Zafrina and Alice came in. I guess she heard me yell for Alice.

"There's something wrong with Rose." I then looked at both Zafrina and Alice who were going back and forth from looking at us to the door of this room. I then realized Alice looked scared shitless while Zafrina looked in control but also a little worried?

That's when I heard it, Rose falling to the ground and yelling coming from somewhere in the spa.

"Rose!" I then raced to Rose side. What was going on? I then started feeling whoozy again and nauseous.

"Oh, goodness." I vaguely was aware of shouting and what sounded like shooting?

My eyes became as big as saucers but all I could concentrate was on the blood in my ears and trying to keep my nausea at bay.

Zafrina then pushed Alice inside with us and brought out her phone.

"I've got a problem. Beauty is passed out, B looks sick and the Princess is starting to look like she may be getting sick as well."

I then looked at Alice. She was holding her stomach and her head. I then turned back to Zafrina while she was on the phone. I could only pick up what she was saying.

"My priority is B. I could probably get her and the Princess out of here but someone will have to get Beauty. I need a safe exit. Okay then we hide and wait it out. I have two extra but has B received any practice? Okay, then tell him to come for the Princess and I'll try to get both Beauty and B. No, Beauty is the only one out. She's breathing. I'm not sure if it was the food, we are fine."

Zafrina then looked at me and Alice. "Did either of you drink or eat anything other than the food that was brought?"

"We had tea." I said while Alice nodded holding her head.

"They've been drugged. We need to get them out fast. Will do." She then hung up the phone

I don't know who she was talking to. It had to be Laurent but suddenly she was back in bodyguard mode.

"Bella, I need you and Alice to try to follow me to a hiding place. This room is not safe."

She then picked up Rose and tied her robe as it had come undone. She had her gun in one hand while me and Alice were close behind holding each other up. I then saw my purse laying on one of the chairs and quickly grabbed my phone stuffing it in the front pocket of my robe. Zafrina then looked behind us handing Alice a gun.

"Here take this you may need it." She handed the gun to Alice but Alice pushed it away

"No Zafina, I can't see straight"

"Give it to me." I was doing better than Alice was. I could use it if I needed to.

Zafrina hesitated.

"I know how to use a gun."

Zafrina then handed it over and we slowly made our way out the door. I had the gun in one hand and was trying to hold Alice up with my other arm. Zafrina was literally carrying Rose but it didn't look like it was bothering her. She was still ready and on point, I could see why she was a bodyguard. We then heard a sound coming from the hallway. Zafrina halted which made me and Alice stop. She went to sit Rose down on the floor when Benji came running around the corner gun in hand.

"Secure?" Benji said while looking behind her to see Alice.

"Yes, so far. Princess needs assistance." Benji then came and picked up Alice and then told me to get in between him and Zafrina.

"I'll keep an eye out on our back, you got eyes on the front." Zafrina nodded and we moved on down the hall.

We made it to the stairs but before we could go down, we heard shooting and yelling that made Zafrina quickly enter the door beside the stairs. Benji let go of Alice and started checking the room. I then looked around the room and realized we were in a office.

"It's secure." Zafrina nodded and sat Rose down but started looking suspicious at Benji.

"Laurent said he hadn't seen you at all. Where did you come from?" I then looked at him while I watched Alice sway.

"I was getting some of the workers out."

"Your priority is the Princess and to make sure she is safe." Zafrina then glanced at her phone and that's when it happened. Alice sat down on the floor with me no longer being able to stand. Zafrina rose her gun to Benji .

"You let them in didn't you?"

"Zafrina what the hell?" Alice shouted holding her head

Benji looked shocked but then quickly regained his composure and smirked.

"Aren't you a smart one?" Benji then aimed his gun at Zafrina and then it all clicked.

Him constantly being on his phone today when I was with Alice while he was giving me a glare when I got in the car with Rose. He had this planned. I then picked up the gun I had. He wasn't paying attention to me. I knew this was my shot. I aimed the gun at him. He then glanced at me with shock on his face and I fired.

It was a stupid move because he moved and I got him in the thigh at the same time he took a shot at Zafrina which landed in her shoulder. She then yelled at us to get to a safe place. I saw a bathroom in the corner and told Alice to go there. Alice began to crawl while Benji and Zafrina started fighting each other. I grabbed Rose's hand and started to drag her towards the bathroom. Alice then came to help me and we safely got in the bathroom and locked the door. I was becoming lightheaded, whatever they had drugged us with was fast taking over.

"Bella." I looked at Alice but she wasn't staring at me. She was looking at something else. In the corner a body was laying there. There was a pool of blood at the head where she had been shot at. Looking closer we saw that it was Macy the owner.

"Oh, God." I quickly looked away. I hated the sight of blood. I looked at Alice who had become pale and had laid down on the floor.

"Bella, I…"

"I know Alice you're about to pass out."

"Yeah.."

Suddenly Alice's eyes closed and the noise on the other side of the door became quiet. I then crawled over and put my ear next to it to see if I could hear anything. I heard the office door open and two man voices talking. One of them was definitely Benji's. The other sounded familiar but I couldn't pinpoint it. I knew it wasn't Laurent or Sam's. I knew I was in trouble at that point. Both Rose and Alice were out, I knew I probably wouldn't last much longer. Zafrina had to be dead if Benji was talking.

"Bellaaaaaa…" Benji called from the other side of the door mockingly. He tried to open the door but it was locked.

"Oh Bella, how could you lock me out?" I then heard him talk to someone else and suddenly there was banging against the door.

I quickly had my gun but how could I make sure Rose and Alice were safe. Would I still be awake to shoot Benji and the other guy. I felt something in my pocket and realized that I had forgotten about my phone. I quickly fished it out and unlocked it. I had several missed calls from Laurent. Even Emmett had called me a few. But one name stuck out and it was Edward's he had called me 7 times. I quickly hit the call button and listened to it dial while the banging became louder outside the door. It rang once before I heard his voice

"Bella?" I was in shock I couldn't respond for some reason here I am close to dying and I can't talk.

"Bella?" He was louder this time and it got me out of my funk

"Edward."

"Oh thank god Bella. Are you okay?"

"No, I'm about to pass out. They drugged us."

"We know Laurent told us we are on our way. Are you safe?"

"No Edward its Benji. He's trying to knock the door down."

"Benji?" Edward snarled while I heard Em in the background cussing

"Yes he's not alone. I think Zafrina is dead. I don't know where Sam or Laurent is" My vision started getting blurry I knew it wouldn't be long before I would be out.

"Edward, I'm about pass out please hurry."

"Bella, baby, hang on. GO Faster!" He yelled at someone. Baby? Now wasn't the time to focus on that.

"Edward, Thank you for all that you've done for me, I really do ca…" My words started slurring

"Ssssh, baby, it's okay hang on" Did he sound worried?

Suddenly the door gave way and I looked up and saw Benji limping in with someone walking behind him. I tried to focus my eyes on the other person when it became clear who it was. No. Not him! I tried to aim my gun but then suddenly everything went black.