Crazy little things

By SuperGirl

After the Battle

A/n: Hermione was tortured during the final battle and was traumatized by Voldemort. She has crying spells and doesn't remember things that happened after the battle. Harry took care of her and slowly they lost contact with there friends. She would have good days and bad ones, today was a bad one.

Tuesday:

Hermione was outside of there east London estate sitting down in the rain not moving. She was trying to remember something and she couldn't do it no matter how much she tried to. Harry came out side with an umbrella. "Hermione." he said, she didn't move. "Hermione, it's raining." he said standing in front of her.

"I like t when it rains." she said looking up at him.

"I know you do." he said extending her his hand.

"We got married in the rain?" she asked, "Or was it in the sun?"

"It started to rain." he said pulling her up. "And we still danced in the rain." She smiled at him.

"I remember that. After that I don't know." she said softly. "Did I lose a baby?" she asked showing Harry a pair of baby-botties in her hands.

Harry took them from her. "You don't like that story." he said gulping, she nodded as they walked into the dry house. "Do you miss them?" she asked.

"We never got to meet them." he said, she nodded and sat down at the table.

"My head hurts." she said softly holding it.

"Take your medicine and it will help you remember." she looked at the purple pills.

"One day they will." he said softly. She nodded and took them.

"I wish I remembered after that, I wish I remembered what happened." she sighed and drank her water.

"You will it will take time. Then you will remember, I hope the good stuff." she nodded and leaned next to Harry. "It hurt to try to think." she said softly.

"You were beat up badly, after you heal you will remember more I promise you." she sighed.

"I don't remember yesterday at all. I read the paper and can't believe what to day is. I don't remember the fight." she said pointing to an old article from the newspaper.

"You did it." she said softly.

"No we did." he said smiling.

There was silence she was trying to process what this meant to them. She looked at Harry trying to say something and stopped.

"Are we still in love?" she asked softly. Harry smiled some and walked up to her and hugged her tightly.

"yes, your still stuck with me, okay?" he said holding her. She nodded and cried.

"What's wrong Hermione."

"I don't know why you would if I can't remember anything, I am trying so hard." Harry held her tightly and kissed her.

"We go over this every day, I love you still do always do. You do get better everyday, but you been through a lot I almost lost you once." she nodded and stayed still in his embrace.

"Am I getting better?" she asked softly.

"Everyday, doctors say you might remember everything all at once, but it could cause you to have nightmares, but slow is good." She nodded. And sat up in the chair.

"Do you miss the baby?" she asked again. He nodded having to go through this again. "We, but when you are ready we can try again." she sighed and laid back against him "Was it a boy or girl?" she asked.

"I don't know." he said truthfully.

"Oh, that makes two of us." Harry laughed a bit.

"What do you want to do latter?" he asked her. She thought for a minuet.

"I don't know, I like sitting here like this, my head doesn't hurt."

"I know." Harry said softly. "A lady from the wizard world can help, but you might not do well." he said softly.

"I wrote to her." he explained. "You would be better, but it will cause a lot of pain to get you back."

Hermione looked at him strangely. "The memories." he said softly, "You would relive them all in the process and fell the pain again, but after it was done, you wouldn't feel the pain afterwards. You would remember everything." she thought for a moment.

"Okay, for you Harry." Harry gulped not wanting to hear this from her. "Are you sure?" he asked, she nodded.

"I love you, that is all I know to be true. I would go back for you do it again." he nodded and hugged her tightly.

"Okay, I will be there with you the whole time tomorrow, but if it is too much I will stop it."

"No, I want to be me again." she said sternly.

"Your getting there I assure you." she smiled at him and kissed him lightly.

"Please." she said he nodded and got up.

"I'll inform her." Hermione smiled some.

Hermione couldn't remember the fight or the baby or what happened to her friends and that hurt and Harry wouldn't want her to cry more, she knew that, but the pain she had hurt so much. Her head throbbed every day and night. She wanted to know and all she knew was she loved Harry and he loved her. She wanted to be her old self though for Harry, she wanted to make him happy. She didn't know what terrors she would encounter tomorrow, would she remember she wanted this tomorrow? She decided to write herself a note. She found one in the morning so she knew she done it before.

Things to remember tomorrow:

1) Harry loves you.

2) You will remember everything after today.

AN: please review