Hello! it's Taco! Muna is gonna write the next chapter of this story after i begin it 'kay? so let the story begin! but before you start to read, heres a quick note, This is a bit anguisty and has suicide and might have a lemon in it in the end. If so it's gonna be written by me, cause Muna doesn't like yaoi, only shonen-ai 'kay?
We own nothing that has to do with Yu Yu Hakusho, and none of the Original characters in this story are real either. LET THE STORY BEGIN!
Chapter one- The Pain Of Rejection
"Hello? Is anyone out there?", asked the red headed kitsune. He sighed as he rosed to open the window. He finally manage to gather the courage to tell Hiei he loved, wanted nothing more that just to be by his side always, but Hiei hadn't come for over three days now. Kurama yearned for his beloved half-koorime to come so much to the point that he was going to do something drastic if he didn't come soon.
"I'm here, fox. No need to get all worked up.", said a shadow from behind him.
Finally! thought Kurama to himself. He gazed longingly into Hiei's blood red eyes, wishing so hard that he could just wrap his long, nimble arms around the littler demon's body and just sink his teeth into his neck, giving him his mating mark telling other demons to stay away from his partner. Then he would kiss him passionately til Hiei was struggling for air. How his hands wished they could wander Hiei's body til...
"I SAID, KURAMA!", shouted Hiei, snapping the fox away from his little wishes. Kurama could feel the heat of the blush that was now turning him a bright Pinkish color.
"I'm sorry, Hiei. Umm... ummm..." Kurama stuttered. He started to fidget uncontrolably.
"Are you alright?" asked Hiei, he'd never seen Kurama so nervous about anything. He thought long and hard about what could have made Kurama so jittery that his brain started to hurt. Ugh, hard thinking isn't for me he thought to himself.
Kurama moved to his bed and sat down, signaling Hiei to join him.
He was hesitant at first, but sat down next to him.
"Hiei, can I tell you something?" Kurama asked quietly, looking down at his hands that were in his lap and clasping into a fist as to brace himself for what he was about to say.
"What is it fox?"
"I..ummm...I"
"OUT WITH IT!"
"I LOVE YOU HIEI! I WANT NOTHING MORE THAN TO JUST BE WITH YOU FOREVER!" There! The words that were pent up inside him were finally out, he held his breath for Hiei's reply. Kurama looked up into Hiei's eyes again.
All Hiei did was look at Kurama breifly and disappered, leaving Kurama on his bed alone.
"NO! Please wait, Hiei!"shouted Kurama, But it was too late, Hiei was gone.
Mortified, Kurama slamed his body onto his bed and sobbed.
"NO! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HIM, I WON'T LIVE WITHOUT HIM, SO I'LL JUST DIE!" Kurama screamed through his tears that had ran none stop for who knows how many hours. He had been rejected before, by Kuronue, and almost couldn't stand it then, but this time he didn't even get a reply.He couldn't stand being rejected, it's in his nature, and now his heart had been ripped into tiny bite-sized pieces, and it felt like it too.
He grabbed a piece of paper and a pen off his bed and wrote down something for
Hiei when he returned.
Kurama grabbed the bottle of asprin off his dresser and swallowed several mouthfuls until he started to choke on them and his tears.
Then he turned to the rose he had on his desk and turned it into the sharpest blade he could and pointed it to his heart, the tears not ceasing once.
'"FOR YOU, HIEI!" He cried, and thrusted the blade into his chest, letting out one final ear-splitting scream.
His body hit the floor, his blood splattering over the carpet. His limp body ceased moving and all that he could hear what the shouts of his mother runing up the stair until he saw nothing.
And that's the end of chapter one. please review, flames and praise alike are welclomed!
