Here is the next chapter! Thanks for the reviews. Sorry for starting out so dark. I would like to say that I already started the sequel to Today is the Day. It is called "Depths of the eyes." Please review on that story. I'm updating it tomorrow. Don't forget to update this story too. I need ten reviews or more for each chapter. So here, enjoy chapter two of Abandoned!
So you know what happened to Sakura right? Well, what happened to Sasuke? That is what this chapter is on .Skip if you want to but.. I could always put something interesting in there. It is your choice. Now. Let this chapter begin. After all, you might be wandering what happened to Sasuke right?
Sasuke sat on his black bed. How long has it been? He could not tell. He himself matured a great deal. Sasuke not only physically but mentally changed. He still had his spikes. They never change do they? He had a lot more muscles. Safe to say he is still hot right? He grew taller which was natural for every one. Sasuke still wore blue and black. His favorite colors all the way. Sasuke wore a pair of black baggy pants and a blue shirt. I told you. Black and blue all the way.
Sasuke matured mentally stronger as well. What the hell does that mean? Did he grow insane? No. He could never do that. So what do I mean? He grew a stronger will. He loosened on his goals. He grew emotions. Yes! Puberty finally hit him. Who would have guessed it would take that long? The strange thing about puberty is that it shows. What do I mean about that? I mean that he shows more emotion. Not verbally but through the eyes.
They say, that the eyes is a window to the soul, emotions and the past. His onyx eyes were like a deep pool of emotion. You could see a mood in his eyes. Well, you could tell that he is pissed because he shows that god damn sharingun. But how did the Uchiha prodigy get this? Was it puberty? Well, that was part of it but that's not the point. It was the words in his mind. Just like Sakura he had words in his mind.
'I gave every thing to you.' it said. 'I gave every thing and yet you hurt me. You make my tears. You break my soul. What did I do? Did I not show it? Did I not tell you? My heart was breaking. You knew this and yet continued. Is that what you want? My broken heart. I gave every thing to you. Is this what you wanted Sasuke? Is this what you want?'
This annoyed the hell out of him. He would have nightmares cause of this. He hated it so much.
"What the hell do you want from me?" he would yell. "Leave me the fuck alone!" Did this work? No. Those words still pursued him. He hated it so much.
Sasuke sighed on his bed. The words went through his mind again. 'I gave every thing to you.' it said. 'I gave every thing and yet you hurt me. You make my tears. You break my soul. What did I do? Did I not show it? Did I not tell it? My heart is breaking. I gave every thing to you. Is this what you wanted Sasuke? Is this what you want?'
"What the hell does it mean?" he asked himself. Sasuke stood up and went to the window. It was a dark day. He was in the fire country now. He was sure it was going to rain.
Sasuke sighed again. Today might be a very bad day for him. Sasuke watched from his room. He was staring at to people. The two where smiling and holding hands. They were also running to shelter for the future rain. He heard the woman laugh.
"Weak," he said to himself. Though that was what was said in the outside but what did he mean in the inside? 'It's sad.' he thought. Any one close by could tell by his eyes that he was sad. 'I..I can never feel love like this.'
'I love you with all my heart!'
Sasuke fully opened his eyes. When was it the last time he heard those words any where? 'Damn hormones.' he thought. His mind flashed small picture. A girl with pink hair and jade green eyes.
"She didn't mean what she said," he said to himself. "It was just a crush. Nothing more." He saw the rain fall. Finally! Sasuke went to the door. He took a black cape with him. He didn't notice. When he was about to leave, a flower fell on his window. A pink Sakura blossom.
'I love you with all my heart!'
'I gave everything to you. I gave every thing and yet you hurt me. You make my tears. You break my soul. What did I do? Did I not show it? Did I not tell it? My heart is breaking. Is this what you wanted Sasuke? Is this what you want?'
You can imagine how Sasuke feels. He hears these words. They torture him. They try to show him his mistake. Does he even recognize it? Or is he just in his own guilt?
Sasuke ignored his thoughts. He had to train. Over the years Sasuke did one thing. He killed Orochimaru. So that meant that he no longer had the cursed seal. But..there is always a but..he still didn't kill Itachi. He also didn't fulfill the second goal. Revive his clan.
Sasuke walked down the rain. It washed down some of his thoughts. It washed away the picture of Sakura. He looked at the raining sky. Why now? Why did that picture have to appear now? He was free. He could have gone back to Kohona but..
Why not?
That question always got him an answer. He was afraid. The Uchiha Sasuke was afraid. He was hunted by his memories of Kohona. He had every thing he abandoned there. It would pain him to be there. They would never let him go. She might not.
Sakura.
"I love you with all my heart!"
Those words stung his heart well and still. That was the last person he saw before he left. She confessed to him. She told him that she loved him. He never gave anything in return. What had he done to her?
Thoughts of her for the first time in years ran through his mind. What happened to her? Did she cry like no tomorrow? Does she still love him? Or. Did she..give up on him?
"It wasn't real," he said to himself. An image of her ran through his mind. "She is probably like her old self." He grew a small smile on his face. Through the eyes though, you could see sadness. 'What if I broke her?' he thought. 'She wasn't any toy. She was fragile like the flower she was named after.
"She didn't change at all," he said to himself. His small smile faded away like if the rain was washing away his emotions. "Does she still love me?"
'I love you with all my heart!'
"Leave my head!" he yelled and clenched his hair. "I can never love you! You are weak! I can never love! I hate you! I hate you! Leave me alone!" he saw a small flower fall next to him. Another Sakura flower. An image of Sakura appeared in his mind. "Leave me alone!" The image was beggining to disappear.
"Why does she haunt me?" he asked himself. "She was just a team mate to me." Sasuke got up. His eyes were full of anger and fear. She was in every nightmare. She haunted him. In his nightmares he would see her die and if not that then..she would kill him or he would kill her.
"I can't love her," he said. "I never will." His eyes full of hatred. She could never be anything to him. Never.
Sasuke went back to his room. No training today. His mind would not let him concentrate. Sasuke looked outside the window. It stopped raining. The sun was showing and a small rainbow was showing. He ignored the 'happy' setting. His eyes fixed on the couple.
They were walking again. The woman was laughing and so was the man. He narrowed his eyes. How much he hated that sight. He felt something on his arm.
"I love you with all my heart!"
It was a Sakura flower. He felt his eyes soften. The flower always got to him. He saw a picture of Sakura in his mind. She was smiling at him. Her hair was short and her jade green eyes were full of happiness.
"I love you Sasuke," she said. She smiled at him. "I will always be with you. Never will I forget. I love you Sasuke. My choice is this. I love you Sasuke. With all my heart." she closed her eyes.
"I know you don't like me that much," she said. Her voice sounded a bit sad. She opened her eyes and smiled at him. "I respect your opinion. I'm sorry for being weak. I always go into my studies. When I study I always want to impress you. I liked you ever since I was a child. Now I love with all my heart." she felt a tear fall.
"Be happy Sasuke," she said. "Don't ever regret on anything you do. Let your heart take you. Be happy Sasuke. Don't shed a tear on anything. Be happy Sasuke-kun." With those words her image disappeared. He couldn't see her anymore. He sighed and closed his eyes. Today was a bad day for him. One question hit his mind.
'Are you coming back?'
"No," he said. "No regrets." He opened and closed his eyes. Would she continue to haunt him? Would she touch his dreams? He shut his eyes. He felt his body go to the dream world.
"Are you ready to die yet?" Itachi asked. Sasuke watched in horror. His brother was fighting Sakura. She was beaten and bleeding through many places. She had cuts everywhere. Itachi had some bruises but that was it.
"Never!" she yelled. Sasuke saw some tears fall down her cheek. "I won't die just yet!"
"Are you sure konoichi?" he asked. He held a shirinkun in his hand. She didn't answer. Was this her choice. "Are you willing to die?" Images of Sasuke flashed in her mind. She was about to answer but memories past through her head. All of which were sad. They were memories of Sasuke hurting her. Breaking her heart.
"I'm," she said. This answer shocked Sasuke. "I have nothing more to live for. I gave every thing away. I have nothing left."
"Then if it is your choice," Itachi said and ran to her. Sasuke couldn't move. Sakura just accepted death. She was going to die. Her body and mind was hurt. She had nothing left. Itachi slashed the shirinkun in her.
"Thank you," she said. He put her body down. When he looked at her he felt some pain. Most of which she was given to. She was in so much pain no one could bare.
"He must have hurt you," Itachi said. She didn't say any thing. Her eyes let out some small tears. "It's a pity. You had so much pain. Never could you have a chance to survive."
"I never would have I?" she asked. "I was always into love. I never thought I could never have any. I saw everyone around me fall in love but for me.. I never could. I was unloved. People always disliked me. Thank you. I can't live with this pain any more. Sasuke, I love you but you don't. I'm sorry I could have never been the girl you wanted."
"Sakura," he said.
"Forgive me," she said and died.
Sasuke woke up from his nightmare. He was sweaty. Sasuke was panting from his nightmare. 'She apologized when it was my fault. She was in so much pain because of me.'
"I did this to her," he said. "She was in pain. She didn't want to live because of what I did to her."
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