The memory conversation was interrupted by a voice of concern.

"Spencer are you okay?"

The headache slowly comes down from its climax and Spencer opens her eyes to see Aiden kneeling down so they were face to face.

"Spence, are you okay?"

"Yeah im okay..Just a headache all of a sudden."

"Did you remember something?"

Spencer pause before answering. should I tell him?

"Do you know an Ashley?"

Aiden pauses. should I tell her? Aiden was at ends. As much as he likes Spencer, he knows that she wouldn't truly feel the same way back. Part of that reason is also her heart belongs to Ashley. how about I just not lie to her

"Yes I do." Aiden answered.

"..And do I know an Ashley?"

"Of course you do. There are soo many Ashley. It's a common name. You know Ashley

Parks. She is in your chemistry class. Ashley Parker, an Ashley Blair,…an Ashley Davies…" Aiden was a little hesitant to say Ashley's name to Spencer. He got strict orders from Glen to not mention Ashley Davies to his sister or he would kick his ass. Even though Aiden is not afraid of Glen, there was something in that guy's eyes that yelled he meant business and it was not a joking matter.

The mention of Ashley Davies made Spencer's heart slightly swell with happiness. Of course Spencer has no clue why she felt the surge of excitement that came with the saying of her name.

"Ashley Davies…" Spencer said slowly to herself.

"Spence, are you sure you're alright?" asked Aiden.

"Yeah…I'm good."

Aiden studies Spencer's face, to see if it was a lie. Satisfied, Aiden stands up. Spencer stands up also.

"We should give this stuff to the guys." Aiden says a little timidly.

"Yeah..but I don't feel like watching a movie anymore."

"What do you want to do then?"

"I don't know. I don't want to go home though. How about we go dancing or something? Something that will clear my head or something."

"Okay, Let me give this to the guys and we will go. Sound good?"

"Sounds great"

Aiden grabs all the food and starts walking to the right theater doors, leaving Spencer in the hallway waiting for him to come back.

Ashley arrives at the club. It wasn't her original destination. The place she was going to was Spencer's house. She parked across the street and stared at the house. Her body wouldn't move. When she finally got the courage, Spencer's mom pulls up in the driveway. The plan of running to Spencer's arms were shattered now. Ashley reluctantly drove off. Something was calling her in her head. The call was the call of alcohol. She needed to escape, dull out of the pain. Anything to get Spencer off her mind.

Ashley walks up to the bar counter and orders a drink. Ashley slips in some of her "poison" into the drink. this is going to be a long night

Ashley downs the drink but that wasn't enough to escape. Ashley orders another drink and adds some "poison" into that. Ashley lifts the drink up to her mouth but stops. The promise she made to Spencer began to repeat over in her head.

Flashback

"Ashley you have to stop doing this," Spencer said concerned.

"Doing what…" Ashley said in a low voice. She knew what Spencer was talking about.

"This. Your drinking. You need to stop. And stop drinking for the wrong reasons, Ashley. I mean look at you. You can't just drink and use that to escape, Ash."

Ashley hangs her head down. "…I know…"

"Then why do you do that!"

Ashley jumps at Spencer's sudden yelling. The yelling also started a headache. "Spence, talk in a lower voice"

"NO ASHLEY DAVIES I WILL NOT!" Spencer's voice rises.

Ashley puts her hand to her head, hoping to calm down the growing headache. "I'm sorry okay?"

Spencer exhales and tries to calm down. "You had me worried sick Ash…"

Ashley looks up into the ocean blue eyes that she can just drown in. Ashley can see the worry in Spencer's eyes. "I'm sorry Spence. What else do you want me to say?"

"I want you to promise me that you will stop doing this. Drowning your sorrow, running from your issues, and looking for an answer at the bottom of a bottle. Just go out there and try to fix it. Just cause I was mad at you, that is not a good enough excuse to get wasted Ashley."

"I'm sorry, I couldn't take it that I jumped to conclusions, and doubted you, and didn't trust you and then I went off on you." Ashley pauses trying to think if she should be completely honest. It would be best for Spencer to forgive her if she tells how she feels. "Spence, I feel like I don't deserve you and it just hurts the crap out of me. And the thought of losing you freaking kills me…" Ashley looks down away from Spencer's eyes. Her hands resting on her lap took her interest.

Spencer sits down next to Ashley on the bed. Spencer lifts Ashley's head up with her hand so she can see the chocolate eyes she adored.

"You're not going to lose me Ash…just promise me."

Ashley smiles a little bit. "I promise"

Ashley is overwhelmed by Spencer. Ashley knows she is not perfect but Spencer still loves her for her. Ashley's smile widens at the thought that she finally has someone she can love and loves her back for her.

End of Flashback

Ashley puts the drink down and just stares at it.

"Well look what we have here, the loneliest lesbian."