Author's Note: I am sorry this took so long to post. I would tell you why it tooks so long but I doubt anyone cares and my reasons aren't very good.
So here is the next chapter... I am not that fond of it, but I am too lazy torewrite it again.
Thanks everyone for the reviews and everything, I love getting them. And, even though it doesn't seem like it, they do inspire me to write. This chapter probably would have stayed on my computer for a whiel longer had someone not told me that it was this stories birthday/anniversary on the 8th.
Anyways, I hope you enjoy. I would love to hear your feedback on this chapter, especially since I think it could have been better.
Disclaimer: I do not own anything in this story
Warnings: some sex
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A knock on the window behind him, brought Cloud of his thoughts. Looking over his shoulder he saw Leon walk away from the car, hands in his pockets.
Groaning, Cloud moved from on top of Sora and opened the car door. The cool air hit him quickly and he couldn't help but shiver... or maybe that was Sora, the brunet having trailed his hand gently down the blonde's inner thigh as he stood.
"If you keep that up, I might just have to take you into that alley and have my way with you," Cloud whispered huskily, making Sora shiver.
Standing up, the brunet gave a wicked grin before sauntering off after Leon towards the building.
Closing the back seat car door, and hearing the familiar beeping from the automatic locking, Cloud followed after the pair, anxiously awaiting what was to come next.
The trip up to Cloud and Leon's apartment was an interesting one.
Sora had insisted that they take the stairs so he could play a little game with Cloud, though he hadn't told the blond this. Leon was walking far ahead of them so he wasn't even aware of Sora's little game.
As Sora and Cloud entered the stairwell, Sora sped up the stairs to the second floor and stuck his arms out on either side to block the way past. As Cloud made his way up the stairs behind Sora, he looked up at the young brunet curiously.
"You have to pay a price to get past," Sora explained, his expression calmly serious.
Cloud looked dubious for a moment before deciding to play along. "Alright, what is the price?"
"A piece of clothing."
"You're kidding, right?" Cloud asked with a soft laugh, but Sora remained serious.
"Socks and shoes count as one piece of clothing," Sora added.
Cloud was going to protest once again, but seeing Sora's face he reconsidered that. With a defeated sigh Cloud bent over and quickly removed his shoes and socks. Standing up, Cloud handed the brunet the articles of clothing.
Smiling triumphantly, Sora leaned forward and gave Cloud a quick kiss before taking off, up the stairs again.
Cloud just watched Sora run off in slight wonder. What was Sora doing? He didn't think Sora had gotten that drunk... Slowly, Cloud began walking up the stairs, his eyes trained upon the stairs ahead.
Just as he thought, Sora was waiting at the landing for the third floor.
"Piece of clothing?" Cloud asked as he came to a stop on the step directly under Sora.
"Yup!"
"Any other way I can get passed? Like, maybe, I could do something for you?" Cloud asked, smirking mischievously.
"You can do whatever you want for me, but you aren't getting past unless you fork over a piece of clothing," Sora replied with his own mischievous look. He was having far too much fun with this to let Cloud get away with things like that.
Sora wasn't sure what had spawned from the idea of this 'game', but it seemed like so much fun, so why not?
Cloud, on the other hand, wasn't so sure if he liked this idea or not. Though, thinking about it, if Sora went by floors, Cloud would only lose one more piece of clothing by the time they reached the apartment so... Why not continue to please Sora?
With a smirk Cloud moved his hands to the bottom hem of his shirt, crossing his arms at his wrists, and began to slowly lift his shirt. He went slowly so Sora could get a nice view of his stomach and chest, as they were exposed inch by inch. As the shirt came up and momentarily blocked his view, Cloud felt warm, soft lips wrap around his right nipple. His movements stopped as he took in a sharp breath as Sora quickly flicked his tongue over the nub.
"Sora..." Cloud breathed, the lust apparent in his voice, as he threw his shirt off from over his head. Sora's lips were still pressed against the blonde's bare chest and he was sucking on his nipple enthusiastically.
Dropping his hands to Sora's face, he gently cupped the brunet's cheeks and lifted his head. Once they were face to face, Cloud leaned in and pressed his lips roughly to Sora's. He wasn't opposed to just having sex in the stairwell, since it was very unlikely that they would be caught; though the thought of them being found did add a hint of excitement to the idea.
Sora let Cloud explore his mouth in full detail a couple times before pulling back flustered and panting. After taking a moment to catch his breath Sora smiled dumbly as he moved to pick up Cloud's shirt. "Thank you," he stated, giving Cloud's cheek a quick peck before once again taking off through the door to the third floor.
That brunet was such a tease! Cloud heard Sora's footsteps pound down the hall and stop, presumably at Cloud and Leon' apartment.
With a determined look on his face Cloud quickly hopped up the last step and went through the door as well. Briskly walking down the hall he grabbed the doorknob and turned it. He was surprised when he ran into the door; it had only opened three inches before the chain stopped him from moving the door more. They had locked the door?
One of Sora's bright blue eyes appeared in the three-inch space and looked rather mischievous. "Pay up!" he exclaimed.
"I have to pay to get in my own apartment? That must be illegal!" Cloud stated, crossing his arms over his chest.
"So?"
"So... Let me in!" Cloud replied, a slight laugh in his voice.
"Nope. Come on; Cloud... once you give me your pants you can come in. You don't have to stand in the hall naked long," Sora replied, sticking his hand out of the door palm up.
Cloud stood there for a couple moments, not believing what he was about to do. It wouldn't have been so bad if, say, Sora was out there with him, but standing naked all alone outside? That might be a little odd to see. "You are a sadist, you know that Sora?" Cloud stated before uncrossing his arms and quickly popping the button and undoing the zipper on his pants. With a quick motion Cloud pushed his jeans down to his ankles and stepped out of them. Picking the pants up he handed them to Sora.
Sora's bright blue eyes darted down quickly, taking notice that Cloud was rather excited, before taking the pants and slamming the door. There was a lot of shuffling and noise coming from behind the door then all of a sudden it went silent.
Cloud stood in the hall naked for a moment before calling out for his lover. After a couple moments with no response, and noticing it was quite chilly in the hall Cloud tried the door. To his pleasure the lock was now off and he stepped into the warm apartment.
All over the floor of the small entrance was clothing, both Cloud's and some of Sora's. That peaked the blonde's interest and he began walking towards his bedroom. On the way he tripped over Sora's shoes and socks and right before he stepped into the bedroom he saw Sora's leather pants piled on the ground. His eyes drifted up from the pants as he stepped over the threshold to a very naked Sora sitting on his bed.
The brunet was sitting back on his heels with his hands planted on the bed directly in front of him, between his spread knees, covering himself up. He was sitting close to the edge of the bed and was looking up at Cloud, looking rather shy considering that he had just taken all of Cloud's clothing leaving him to stand naked in the hall.
Silently Cloud walked over to the bed, stopping as his legs hit the edge of the bed. His blue eyes looked down into Sora's blue ones and he couldn't help a small smile that Sora returned. He couldn't explain the reason his stomach started to knot and his heart sped up at the sight of the brunet. Reaching one hand down he gently grabbed Sora's chin and held the brunet still as he lowered his head and kissed the other's lips.
Sora melted into the kiss; that was the only way to describe how he felt. He could tell this night was going to be amazing.
Raising his hands, Sora slowly trailed his hands up Cloud's thighs and up to his hips. Pulling back from the kiss he licked his lips and smiled up at the blond for a moment before lowering his gaze to the cock in front of him. He was going to do his best for Cloud.
Leaning forward, Sora parted his lips and slowly licked the head of his cock. Judging from the soft whimper that passed Cloud's lips, he was doing well so far. Moving one hand Sora wrapped his thumb and forefinger around the base of the blonde's erection before taking more of it into his mouth.
Cloud was softly mumbling words of encouragement and running his hands through Sora's messy hair as he guided Sora's head back and forth along his shaft.
It wasn't Sora's favorite thing to do, but because Cloud liked it he did it. Anyway, it was nice to hear that Cloud was enjoying it, cause all he wanted to do was please Cloud.
Thankfully, before he had to do much else, Cloud moved Sora off his cock. "Lie back," he murmured hoarsely. Without a word Sora shuffled back on the bed, keeping his eyes on Cloud, until his head was lying on the pillows.
Crawling onto the bed and moving so that he was partially on top of Sora, Cloud kissed along the smooth skin of Sora's stomach his tongue momentarily dipping into his navel.
Sore mewled softly, his eyes closing as he buried his hands in Cloud's hair; god this was amazing and all Cloud had done was kiss his skin.
As Cloud took all of Sora's length into his mouth, he slid a wet finger into the brunet's entrance, making him cry out in pleasure. Sora was writhing his upper body as he tried to keep from moving his lower half, not wanting to move away from both pleasures. As he threw his head to the side, he opened his eyes quickly to get orientated when he saw Leon standing in the doorframe.
Sora immediately froze, eyes wide. "L-Leon?" he stuttered, blushing while trying to cover himself and Cloud's head with the blankets that were scattered around them.
Cloud finally looked up, taking his mouth off of Sora's erection. "So you finally decided to come..." he laughed, lifting a hand to absently stroke Sora's deflating cock.
Finally came? Sora repeated in his head. Was Leon... joining them?
"Better late then never... and anyways you guys didn't get to the fun stuff yet, so it doesn't matter..." Leon drawled as he stepped into the room, his leather pants his only clothing.
With a laugh, Cloud crawled up to lie next to Sora and gently kissed him. Seeing the confused look Sora was giving him, Cloud kissed him reassuringly. "Leon was going to be all alone tonight, with us being nosy in here... So I asked him to join us. Don't worry about it, it will be fun I promise," he whispered, closing his mouth over Sora's again. "You'll love it," he breathed into his lover's mouth.
Don't worry? How was he not supposed to worry? He didn't want to fool around with Leon; he didn't like Leon in that way... but, he could feel himself start to give in as Cloud deepened the kiss, petting his hair reassuringly.
A warm mouth closed over his semi-hard cock and Sora froze again. Leon was sucking his cock... He didn't want to enjoy it, but he found he didn't mind so much that is was Leon because it felt really good. It felt just as good, if not better then when Cloud did it.
Slowly, any opposition to the idea of Leon joining them faded; the alcohol once again covering his thoughts in a haze.
A soft moan passed from his lips to Cloud's and the blonde's chest rumbled with a soft laugh.
Pulling his lips millimeters away from Sora's, Cloud smirked. "Not bad, huh? Just wait..." he whispered, bringing two fingers up to Sora's mouth. "Suck," he commanded quietly.
Only hesitating momentarily, Sora slowly wrapped his lips around the two digits and began sucking on them, running his tongue over and in between them, making them slick.
Once Cloud was satisfied with the wetness of his fingers, he pulled them out and quickly moved them under Sora. The brunet felt a slick digit press against his entrance and slowly slip inside him. There wasn't any discomfort, but even if there was the pleasure of Leon's mouth on his cock would have buried it.
Though, as Cloud pushed a second and a third dry finger into him, Leon's mouth was not enough of a distraction. Even after Cloud had given him time to adjust, there just wasn't enough lubrication to make all the discomfort and pain go away. As Cloud moved his fingers in and out of the brunet, Sora squirmed and shook his head once.
Whimpering, Sora closed his eyes. "Cloud..." he murmured uncertainly, his tone questioning.
Not stopping, Cloud brought his lips to Sora's and kissed him gently. "Shh... it will be ok, I am just stretching you," he whispered comfortingly. Sora did find some comfort in that, but not much. He didn't understand why Cloud couldn't just use more spit or something.
Just as Sora felt tears coming to his eyes as his ass started to burn, Cloud removed his fingers. Sighing in relief, Sora took a couple deep breaths. Only a couple moments after Cloud had removed his fingers Leon also pulled off of Sora's cock. Wondering what was going on, Sora opened his eyes to see what was happening.
Sora's eyes went wide.
The sight in front of him was surprising to say the least. Cloud and Leon were pressed closely together, their lips locked in a lustful kiss, and Cloud's hands were undoing and pushing Leon's pants down. And that's when Sora got his first look at Leon's cock.
Holy fuck.
That's all that he could think of. It was so big. No amount of stretching would make this easy.
Now, in his still drunken state, he was probably exaggerating how big it actually was, but it was still far bigger than normal.
Hearing a strangled noise come from Sora, Cloud turned around and smiled at the small brunet. "He's huge, isn't he?" he laughed, as he moved a hand to stroke the hard phallus.
Sora just remained frozen on the bed, feeling a slight sense of fear starting to creep up on him. He watched as Cloud moved away from Leon and grabbed a tube out of his dresser. Cloud opened the tube and Sora watched the blond lube up the large cock.
The way Cloud did it made it seem like he never wanted to move his hands away.
Then it hit him like a ton of bricks. Leon was going to make love... to him. Not Cloud, like he had though.
The slight fear he had in his mind now snowballed into being absolutely petrified. The change must have played across his face cause a second later Cloud climbed up on top of him and kissed him lovingly.
"Don't worry Sora, it won't be that bad. I've stretched you and he is well lubricated," Cloud stated, though it did nothing to calm Sora's fears. "Anyways, Sora, Leon really likes you and he wants to make you feel really good... and trust me, he can do that if you let him fuck you," he added, kissing all over Sora's face.
"B-but... he's too big," Sora replied, feeling tears coming to his eyes. He didn't want to do it; he didn't care about whether or not Leon liked him and wanted to. "I don't want to."
"Come on Sora, don't be like that. He probably seems bigger to you than he actually is. He'll just fill you fully, don't worry he won't rip you in half or anything..." he whispered, a slight pleading tone in his voice. But, it also sounded like he was talking to a child, trying not to get angry with him because he was young and naive.
Ripped in half? Sora hadn't even thought of that! Oh god, he really didn't want to do it...
"No, Cloud... please, no," he begged a tear trailing down his cheek.
Cloud leaned forward and slowly licked the tear off Sora's face. "Don't worry, it will be ok, I promise."
Why was Cloud persisting? He didn't want to do this, so why wasn't Cloud just saying ok? Cloud should understand, the blond knew he only believed in having sex with people he had feelings for... He didn't get it... Cloud was supposed to protect him, keep him from harm... Love him. But now he was doing this?
Sora felt the bed shift as Leon got on and moved in between Sora's legs.
"Please Sora, just do this for me, I will make it up to you later I promise," Cloud whispered, kissing Sora's lips loving. "Once he is finished, I won't ever ask you to do this again. I just don't want to hurt his feelings..."
Sora opened his eyes and stared at Cloud through his tears. He looked sincere... that warm smile, and his eyes just opening up to his soul. Maybe all this would be ok? And if he said no, he didn't want Cloud angry with him...
Slowly, Sora nodded his head and mumbled a soft 'okay'. Sniffing, Sora, wiped his tears away as he felt Leon spread his legs wider and bend them at the knee.
Wanting to take his mind off what was happening, Sora reached out for Cloud and pulled the blond down for a kiss. He crushed his lips against Cloud's in hopes that it would hurt more than the penetration would.
But no, nothing could have possibly hurt more than the feeling of being ripped in half by that man's cock.
He screamed, turning his head away from Cloud's. Maybe if someone heard him they would call the cops and they would stop this. God he thought he was going to die.
Panicking, Sora thrashed around on the bed, yelling at Cloud to stop this. But the blond just laid firmly down on top of him to still him and shushed him.
Whimpering, he looked up through wet eyes at the man that was supposed to love him. There was a stern look on his face, almost warning him to be quiet.
Tears just continued to roll down his cheeks as he felt like he was being raped.
He just tried to block it all out since unconsciousness didn't seem to want to take him away.
It was quite a while before they were done with him, Cloud having his fun as well.
When he finally came back to his senses they were done with him, both of them lying on either side of him. Sora felt like he was going to puke while lying there on the bed.
"Oh, fuck... that was good, we'll have to do it again sometime..." Leon mumbled, wrapping an arm loosely around Sora's stomach and he pulled the brunet closer to him. Sora felt the older male's tongue dart out to lightly lick his neck and he whimpered softly as he tried to pull away.
"Anytime," Cloud replied with a laugh, doing much the same thing on Sora's other side.
No, he didn't want to do this again. It hurt and he hadn't enjoyed it at all.
He wanted to get out of there, the longer he laid there the more disgusted and disgusting he felt.
"Cloud ... I need to get home..." Sora mumbled as he sat up on the bed. Though, that simple move caused him a fair amount of pain.
"Alright Sora, please forgive me for not walking you out, but I am really tired," Cloud replied, his weariness evident in his voice.
Sore became a little worried at that moment. Cloud wasn't going to drive him home? Then how was he going to get back? He didn't know if the buses still ran and it was a really long walk home. Not to mention it was in the early hours of the morning, not much past 1:30.
Biting his lower lip Sora slid off the bed, tears forming in his eyes but he wasn't going to let them fall. As he stood up fully he felt a very slight warmness start to slide down his inner thigh. He didn't want to know what it was...
Finding his pants near the bedroom door, Sora very carefully slipped them on, wincing in pain at nearly every movement. Once the pants were done up, Sora looked over his shoulder at Cloud and Leon who were on the bed. The two older males had spooned together, Leon's hand resting inappropriately on Cloud's groin.
Biting back a sob and feeling a bitter hate grow within him, Sora turned and headed away from the bedroom as fast as he could.
Making it into the main entrance area Sora grabbed his shirt and jacket and put them on. The clothes seemed cold against his skin. So cold.
With one last bitter glance at the apartment he now detested Sora slammed the door shut and trudged off down the hall to the elevator. He didn't care if the entire apartment complex was woken up because of the sound; they all deserved it. Everyone in the world deserved to feel the pain he felt right then. Everyone lied, they were horrible people who played with other people's emotions.
Tears began streaming down his cheeks as he pushed the button for the elevator.
Everyone was two-faced. Pretended to be one way... but that wasn't who they really were.
The elevator doors opened slowly in front of him and Sora stepped inside, pressing the button for the ground floor. Sniffling loudly, Sora rubbed the back of his hand across his eyes, trying to stop the tears.
He wished he had listened to Riku.
Of course Riku had been right; he was right about everything.
Riku was only trying to protect him, and Sora acted like a jerk.
Stepping out of the elevator as it stopped on the ground floor, Sora looked up at the clock that was positioned over the front door. He hoped he could catch the last bus home.
The cool wind chilled him to the bone as he exited the building, tears still streaming down his face.
He just wanted to go home. It hurt to walk and he could feel the liquid slowly leaking out of him and down his thigh.
He shivered, and not because of the cold.
Lifting his hand, Sora wiped away his tears again. He felt so used, so dirty.
He couldn't believe he had been so stupid as to believe Cloud had really loved him. No one was ever going to love him... everyone only wanted sex.
Cloud... Riku... Leon...
Choking back a sob, Sora pulled his jacket tighter around him.
It took a couple minutes to get to the bus stop and when he did and was able to check the schedule they had set up, he was glad to see his bus stopped running at 2:55 A.M. At least one things that night was in his favor.
Letting out a sigh of relief, Sora paced slightly as he waited for the bus. Thankfully he didn't have to wait very long until he saw the busses headlights approaching. When the doors slid open Sora entered, glad that it was slightly warmer in the bus than outside, and dug some change out of his jacket. Dropping it into the change box, he turned from the driver and headed for the back of the bus. Falling heavily into his seat, Sora cringed as he felt the liquid that had run down the back of his thighs squish against his skin.
A tear streamed down his face and Sora quickly hid his face in his hands. He was so glad there was no one else on the bus.
He was silent the entire bus ride, except a few sniffles and sobs, as he just stared out of the window and tried not to think of the pain that was all over his body.
He had never felt so sober, so grounded in all his life.
An eternity later his stop finally came into view and Sora pulled on the cord hanging over the window. The bus slowed to a stop and Sora quickly hurried out into the cold night. Walking down the street Sora trudge in the direction of his house.
His house. It was so close now.
Dragging his feet up the few steps to the front door, Sora searched through his pockets for his keys. Pulling out the silver object, he inserted it into the slot and turned it.
Turning the knob and removing his key, Sora practically stumbled inside. He was so tired now, he just wanted to sleep and forget this awful night had ever happened. He just wanted to crawl into bed, fall asleep, and never have to return to this reality.
Closing the door behind him and toeing off his shoes, Sora somehow managed to drag himself up the stairs and to his room. Resting heavily against his closed door, he turned the knob and practically fell into his room.
When he looked up, his eyes met aquamarine ones.
"Riku?"
"Sora!"
They spoke at the same time; one confused, the other relieved.
Sora groaned and felt tears coming to his eyes again. God, he wanted to tell Riku how sorry he was for being such an idiot and not listening to him. But... he also didn't want Riku to know what happened. He was ashamed of it, of himself.
Riku was up off the bed in a second and by Sora's side. Wrapping one arm around the brunet's waist to steady him and using the other to close the door, Riku held the younger male close.
"Where did you go Sora! I was so worried!" He started to say loudly, but quickly changed his tone to a whisper so he didn't wake anyone up.
Sora just turned and buried his head in Riku's chest, sobbing softly.
He felt both arms now wrap around him and Riku held him tightly and it hurt slightly because of his sore body. "I was looking for you all over... you scared me..." Riku admitted softly, a slight shake in his voice.
Riku... was scared? But Riku was never scared. Riku was... well, Riku. He was brave, and strong and reliable. He didn't get scared.
Sora tried to say something, but Riku kept talking, holding Sora even closer if that was possible.
"After I finished dancing, I went to find you, but I couldn't... I started to panic... I didn't know where you would have gone, or if maybe someone had kidnapped you..." He whispered, and Sora could hear the tears in Riku's eyes. "Then I got in my car and drove around everywhere, looking for you, but I still couldn't find you... Then I came here, thinking maybe you came home... but you weren't here either. Sora... I've never been so afraid in my life... What would I tell your parents? All our friends? What... What would I do without... without you?" Sora felt tears fall from his eyes faster as Riku told him all of this.
He felt like shit. He made Riku worry so much... "Riku, I'm..."
"Don't ever do that again..." Riku cut him off, "please. I promise I'll never leave you alone again... just as long as you don't leave me either."
Riku had never seemed this vulnerable to him before and Sora quickly wrapped his arms tightly around Riku in return. "I'm sorry I made you worry, Riku... I'm sorry I was an idiot and said all those things and I'm sorry I didn't listen to what you said... I'm just so sorry... everything wouldn't have gotten so messed up if I had just believed you and listened to you..."
He heard Riku sniff a couple time and pull back slightly. "What... are you talking about?" he asked slowly.
Sora just stared up at Riku. He looked horrible, eyes red, hair messy, nose running slightly, and Sora decided he never wanted to see Riku like that again in his life. "I... Where I went... Leon and Cloud..." At the first mention of their names, Riku frowned and shook his head once. Sora just hid his face in Riku's chest again. "I know, Riku! I didn't think... It started off good... but..." he couldn't finish he was sobbing so much.
Riku was silent for a couple moments, letting Sora get all his emotions out. "Are you ok?" he asked softly, stroking Sora's back.
Sora blinked a couple times and looked up at Riku. He wanted to say yes, but he wasn't sure he was totally ok. Continuing to look up at Riku, he started to nod his head but bit his lip and stopped before he could even nod once.
Riku's brows furrowed in worry as he began moving Sora over to the bed. "Lie down on you stomach Sora, please," he stated seriously.
Sora did as he was told and laid near the edge of his bed on his stomach, his arms folded to support his head.
He felt Riku's fingers reach under him and undo the leather pants. Cool fingers slid under the waistband and pulled the pants off.
Sora heard and strangled noise pass Riku's lips and closed his eyes tightly. It must have been pretty bad...
"I am going to get a towel to clean you up with," Riku whispered quietly, kissing the small of Sora's back before he moved away completely.
Sora heard Riku leave the room and a couple moments later heard water running. Burying his head in his arms Sora felt so ashamed, so dirty and tainted. Riku returned moments later with a wet towel in hand.
Sitting on the side of bed he reached over and began cleaning the drying semen and blood off his thighs.
Sora was glad the towel was warm, it helped soothe his aching body. He felt Riku moving up his thighs as he continued cleaning and as the towel touched his abused entrance, he let out a strangled cry. It hurt so much.
Riku paused momentarily in his movements but began cleaning him gently a couple seconds later. Once done, Riku set the towel aside on the floor and returned his hands to Sora's ass. "There seems to be quite a bit of tearing..." he noted quietly, as he looked up to Sora's face which was still buried in his arms. "It was Leon who actually penetrated you, wasn't it?" he asked.
Sora cringed slightly but nodded; there was no denying it.
Riku frowned and cursed the stupid blond and his roommate. Could anyone really be as stupid as to fuck a very inexperienced boy with a large dick like Leon's? Heads were going to roll.
"I'm so sorry Sora..." Riku whispered as he stood and walked over to Sora's dresser. He pulled out a pair of baggy pyjama pants for Sora to wear and moved back to the bed. With as much care as he possessed, Riku dressed Sora in the pants and took of the brunet's shirt. "I shouldn't have left you..."
Sora bit back any sound of discomfort as Riku changed him and let out a sigh when he was finished. "It's not your fault. I should have listened to you earlier... then none of this would have happened... I should be the one apologizing..." he mumbled, managing to crawl his way up to the head of the bed.
Riku just remained silent, standing next to the bed watching Sora. "I still feel terrible..." he stated.
"Don't," Sora replied quickly. "You are here now and you've helped me so much..."
"But I still feel I need to make it up to you, I even said I wasn't going to leave you and I did..." Riku began again, not willing to let it go.
"Fine. Then come here and keep me warm and don't leave me again," he mumbled, patting the bed beside him once. He was still cold from having been outside so long and just needed some body heat to help warm him up.
Riku was a little uncertain, but if it would help make things better... Crawling onto the bed and lying down next to Sora, Riku lifted the sheets up around them. As he settled on the bed, he felt Sora's slim arms wrap around him and hold him tight.
"Don't leave," Sora whispered against Riku's side. Riku barely heard him, but understood the desperation in his voice. They must have really hurt him to make him sound like that.
Soon enough, thankfully, he heard Sora's breathing even out and Riku knew the brunet was asleep. Hopefully his dreams would be much more pleasant than what had just happened to him.
