Hey guys! Okay, is my story that bad that no one is reviewing. Like I said if you don't like what's happening then tell me and tell me what you want. Okay? Well, anyways here's Chapter 3...it's more intense and realistic then anything I ever done. So I hope you like it...

Disclaimer: I don't own anything except the song Runaway, and the character Jarret.

Chapter 3:PainPain Go Away

Jude and Sadie walked through the white hallways of the hospital to get to the emergency room as quickly as they could. Sadie was trying to hold back tears. She looked at Jude, and was expecting her to be holding back some tears too, but she wasn't. Jude just kept staring forward as she saw the desk. They finally made it and asked for Dr. Manning. In about ten minutes he finally came out of the room. Jude and Sadie saw him walking out and waved their hands to tell him to come over to them.

Dr. Manning: Are you the Harrison's?

Sadie: Yes, I'm Sadie and this is my sister Jude.

Jude: Doctor, can you tell us what happened?

Dr. Manning: He was in a severe car accident. A drunk driver hit him dead on the driver's side and he hit his head pretty hard on the glass.

Jude: Is he going to be okay?

Dr. Manning: He'll live, but he might have acute amnesia for a while.

Sadie: You mean he won't remember anything?

Dr. Manning: He'll remember the basics, like his past, his name, and you two. But he more than likely he won't remember anything that happened and the last couple of weeks or months. Now, we still need to do some further analyzing, but I think that's our biggest problem right now.

Sadie: Can we go see him?

Dr. Manning: Well, he's still sleeping but I think its okay.

Sadie: Thank you.

Sadie got up from her seat and was starting to head to the room. She found that Jude was not following and she turned around to find Jude still planted in her seat.

Sadie: Aren't you coming?

Jude: I can't, not now.

Sadie: Jude, I know it's hard, okay? But I think what he really needs right now is friends.

Jude: Sadie, did you just forget everything he's done to us? I mean you, which hurt me too.

Sadie: Of course I haven't, but you can't seriously tell me that you don't care that he's hurt.

Jude just sat there and looked at her sister with stern eyes.

Sadie: Jude?

Jude: I just can't care right now Sadie.

Sadie: Jude, listen to yourself! How can you be so uncaring...what did he do to you?

Jude: What?

Sadie: He didn't just hurt me, he hurt you too. He did something, didn't he? What did he do to you?

Jude: He didn't do anything to me Sadie. I swear, I just don't want to see him. Please don't force me to see him.

Sadie: Okay, fine, I won't. But can I ask you one more question?

Jude: Yea.

Sadie: Why don't you cry anymore?

Jude: I don't know what you're talking about.

Sadie: Jude, you haven't cried since this whole thing happened. Not even over this. I mean, the worst thing you've done so far is have watery eyes, but that's it. I'm worried about you. Not crying can be very unhealthy…mentally.

Jude: I don't need you to worry about me. Listen, I need to get out of here. This place is making me sick. I'll see you at home.

Jude ran out of there as fast as she could. Once she was out of the building, she was also out of breath and sat down on a bench near by. She put her face her hands. 'C'mon cry, why won't you cry?' She kept thinking to herself. The last time she cried was at her rehearsal space after Tommy and she had the fight. It was only for like two minutes. Maybe Sadie was right. Why couldn't she cry anymore? It didn't matter to her though. Right now, all she needed to do was runaway. She needed to runaway from the pain she felt and all the feelings that overwhelmed her. She felt pain, hatred, guilt, sadness, misery, loath and…love. Jude had no idea where or when that feeling came. But it did, love just hit her suddenly.

Jude finally ran to one person she knew could help her. The only problem was, it wasn't the help she needed. She knew she was wrong for doing this, but she didn't care. It was the only way to numb her pain. The problem was she did care that Tommy got hurt, and that he might not remember everything that happened. But she couldn't tell Sadie that. She could hardly even tell herself. She remembered the last thing that she said to Tommy. Jude told Tommy that she hated him. She felt like she was to blame. She kept on running and running until she came to this neighborhood outside of her town. It was very secluded and neglected. Not many people were there. She finally came to a house with graffiti all over it and a red door. She hesitated a bit and then knocked on it. This guy came out of it. He was dark-skinned, and very tall. He had piercing green eyes and his hands were rough and rugged. He saw Jude standing there with a hopeful face.

Guy: Jude, no time no see.

Jude: Hey Jarret.

Jarret: Haven't seen you since your mom threw me out of the house. And I see you kept your blonde look.

Jude: Listen, I came here for some help.

Jarret: Get some help from your mom's ex-boyfriend? Well, that's one I never heard of before. So what do you need?

Jude: Do you still have the reason my mom broke up with you?

Jarret: What do you need it for?

Jude: Personal reasons.

Jarret: I'm not sure Jude.

Jude: Please, please! I'm begging you. I need it right now. There the only way I can runaway right now.

Jarret: Okay, come on in.

Jude went back to the hospital and saw Sadie in Tommy's room. Tommy was finally awake and they were talking. Sadie had some tears in her eyes because she was so afraid for Tommy. Luckily, Tommy remembered everything that happened. When Jude walked in she had a smile on her face. But it wasn't a regular smile.

Jude: Hey guys!

Sadie: Jude? I thought you were going home.

Jude: Oh come on, and miss all the fun. So how it's going? Tommy, you're awake, that's great, so how's your memory?

Tommy: Just…fine.

Tommy and Sadie both looked confused. This wasn't the regular Jude. She was acting in a strange way.

Jude: (she started to laugh) I'm sorry. It's just funny the way your in that hospital gown. You know what I wanna do right now?

She went to the window and opened it. It was one of those huge hospital windows. You know the ones that you want to stay away from because you might fall.

Sadie: Jude what are you doing?

Jude: I want to learn how to fly. I mean a bird seems so free and graceful. It looks like fun.

Jude dangled her feet over the edge and was about to jump when Sadie grabbed her back in.

Sadie: What the hell do you think you're doing?

Tommy: Jude! What's up with you?

Jude: Nothing. What, a girl can have a little fun?

Sadie: Fun? You could've been killed.

Jude: Calm down, I know that. It was just a thrill. Listen, I've got to go and do some damage. See ya later.

She rushed out of the hospital laughing uncontrollably.

Tommy: Something is extremely wrong with her.

Sadie: I'm gonna go check on her. You're coming home tomorrow right?

Tommy: Yea, I should be back at the studio.

Sadie: Okay, I'll see you then.

Tommy: Sadie.

Sadie: Yea.

Tommy: I know it won't make up for anything that I did. But I really did care about you, and…and I'm sorry I hurt you. I know you'll probably never forgive me, and I don't deserve, but I was just hoping.

Sadie looked shock but she gave slight smile. She didn't know what came over her, maybe she felt sorry for him. But she went over there, gave him a friendly kiss on his lips (not meaning anything) and whispered in his ear.

Sadie: I'll try.

Tommy smile and watched Sadie walk out of the room. Tommy couldn't get Jude out of his head though. Why was she acting that way? Tommy wore himself out trying to figure out what was wrong with her and fluttered his eyes close and fell asleep.

Sadie went to the house. Luckily, their mom was out of town the way Jude was acting. Sadie called out her name but no one answered. Then she went upstairs and heard Jude throwing up in the bathroom. She knocked on the door lightly.

Sadie: Jude? Jude, are you okay?

Jude: Yea, I just don't feel good. I think I ate something really bad.

Sadie: Do you need anything? I can give you some Pepto-Bismol.

Jude opened the door.

Jude: No, I think I'm just gonna go to bed. I just need some rest. (she started walking towards her room talking to herself) Yea, that's all I need, some rest. Everything's okay, I'm good.

Sadie decided to talk to Jude after she had some rest. She knew something was wrong, but she didn't want to dwell on it. The next morning Jude woke up and started to go downstairs. She stopped dead when she saw Tommy and Sadie holding hands on the couch. They were laughing and Sadie laid her head on his shoulder. Jude ran back upstairs and slammed the door in her room. She wasn't sad; she was mad, no furious! Jude started to throw his pillows on the floor. She took her notebook and started ripping every page out of it. She buckled down to the floor taking deep breaths.

Jude: How could she do that? Is she crazy? I can't believe she took him back, I can't believe I care. No, I need to stop this pain. I need to stop it.

Jude rummaged through her backpack and took out a bag of pills. She took out three of them and shoved them in her mouth. Once she swallowed she took a deep breath waiting for the pills to kick in. About 20 minutes later Tommy heard Jude coming downstairs. She turned around and felt a little nervous. He wanted to apologize like he did to Sadie. But something was wrong again. Jude came prancing down the steps and fell but laughed. Tommy got up right away and tried to help her up.

Jude: Whoops.

Tommy: Are you okay, you fell pretty hard.

Jude: Of course I'm okay. Why wouldn't I be? Back from the hospital so soon. Couldn't stand you could they? (she laughed) But then again, no one can handle you Quincy.

Tommy: Actually, since I didn't break anything they said I could go home.

Jude: I didn't actually care you know. I was just trying to be polite. Doesn't mean you actually have to answer me. Where's Sadie?

Tommy: She went to her classes; I waited here so I could tell you something.

Jude walked to the kitchen and sat down on the stool. She picked up a spoon that was sitting on the table.

Jude: Did you ever wonder how spoons would be if they were made out of hair? Not just any hair though. Maybe something like, pig hair. That'll be weird.

Tommy: First of all, pigs don't have hair. Second, didn't you just hear me? I want to talk to you about something really important.

Jude: Oh c'mon Tommy. Let's not talk about something serious. It's so boring. Lets go do something fun.

Tommy: Umm, not that I mind, but why are you so happy to see me. The other day you yelled at me that you hated me. Now, you want to hang out with me? Are you okay?

Jude: Why does everyone keep asking that? I'm fine. So what do you want to do?

Tommy: Actually, we need to go to work. Darius wants that song today, remember?

Jude: Screw Darius, I'm gonna take the day off and drive around. Oh, I can make that jump.

Jude hurriedly ran to the door and grabbed her keys. Tommy ran after her. He knew which jump she was talking about. It was called Devil's Hole because people who tried to make the jump never survived. Most they were professional daredevils. It was a cliff jump, from one cliff to another. Jude closed the car door and saw Tommy come running after her. Jude rolled down the window.

Jude: Yes, Little Tommy Q?

Tommy: Jude, you're insane. You can't make that jump. There's a reason it's called Devil's Hole.

Jude could feel the pill wearing off. She knew it was just in time because she wasn't going to make that jump.

Jude: Calm down Quincy, I'm not going to make that jump. Actually, I don't feel too good.

Tommy: Come on, let's get you inside.

Tommy grabbed her hand to help her out but she swiped it away.

Jude: Don't touch me, I can do it myself. Don't you remember, I hate you, or is that too much capacity for your brain?

Tommy just stood there confused as ever. He needed to figure out what was wrong Jude, but he had to figure it out.

Okay, please review...yes...I'm begging. Please! But I'm almost done Chapter 4 so it should be up on Wednesday. Depends on school. Hope you like. I take ideas and suggestions.