But You Still Latch On

Time is slowly fading away

Do I have such a time?

Please let me go

Because it is futile to latch on

To someone who isn't there

And never wants to be there

Happiness has long died

But you still latch on

For your dear life

Why so?

Why me?

A person not worthy to be there

A person who should be gone

But you still latch on

You caress into my face

Look into my eyes

And try to connect

But the connection is just illusionary

My end was never connected properly

But you still latch on

Your love only gives me

More grief…

Because you show me how much more useless I am

You wanted to rape me

For so long

However,

My mental scars do not allow it

But…you still latch on.

You try to make time refuse to fly

However,

It's failing ever so miserably

Because my real scars do not want to succeed

Am I cursed to be this way forever?

Even with my wrists cut

My crimson life gone

You still latch on

Even if you still love me

Even if you still watch me

Holding the kunai

Of my freedom

You still latch on

To the person who never wanted to be there

Trying your hardest to keep me close to you

So you do not have to be alone

But being with me made you

The loneliest person of all

However, you still latch on…

Yeah… this is my first. So, you could light it up, tear it up, or piss on it. Whatever, it's not that good anyway…