A/N: Will I ever finish a Fic?

Established EO post Christmas. Just a lil idea I had. 2 chapters.

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"Captain, how you doing?" Fin asked, standing to greet Liv when she walked in after several much needed days off with Noah, post-shooting.

"I've been better but, I've had a few sessions with Dr. Lindstrom and a few other distractions so… yeah I'm alright," she smiled small.

"Distractions?" Amanda said and Liv rolled her eyes with a small smile, going to her office.

"Time with Noah," she corrected. "Get your mind out of the gutter, Rollins."

"Liar," Rollins mused to herself and Fin, who chuckled.

Liv sat at her desk, put on her glasses, and smiled at the unread message on her phone.

E: Have a good first day back. I love you.

L: :) Thank you. I love you!

E: Still good for dinner tonight with the boys?

L: Definitely. Noah is so excited!

E: So is Eli. :)

L: Yay, I love this!

E: I love you!

E: And I can't stop thinking about you.

"She's all smiley at her phone," Amanda whispered to Fin. "Think it's Stabler?"

"I know it's Stabler," he smirked at her.

They watched her bite her lip through a smile as she responded to the message.

L: Me either. Rocking a turtleneck today because someone had a little too much fun the other night…

E: I knooow I'm sorry!!!

L: I'll let you make it up to me ;)

"Alright I'm busting this party," Fin chuckled, making his way to her office and knocking.

Liv startled a bit and set her phone down, stealing glances at the bubbles that kept appearing and disappearing.

"What's up, Fin," she asked locking her phone quickly when a photo of her… boyfriend? Man friend? Had just sent her popped up on the screen.

They were old and definitely needed to discuss that label.

"So remind me, did you ever make it to El's for that Christmas party?"

She raised a brow and leaned back in her chair. "No… I told you that."

"And you haven't seen him?"

Sitting back with her arms crossed, she cocked a brow at him. "No. Why?"

They were keeping it a secret.

Maybe unnecessarily so, but both were enjoying the privacy and intimacy of them.

"Well Pheobe keeps talking and talking about setting him up with her sister," he said, smirking when her eyes clouded with jealousy.

"And what's that got to do with me?"

"Well I don't wanna upset you so I just wanna make sure you guys aren't secretly dating."

Her smile was tight and unwavering and warned her old friend to get out of her office immediately and drop it. "No Fin."

He held his hands up in surrender and slowly backed out of her office, shutting the door.

She let out a frustrated sigh and opened up her phone again, a rush of arousal hitting her hard when the outline of her partner's bulge lit up the screen.

L: I want you. Now. Fin just pissed me off.

E: Angry sex? I like.

L: Yes

E: What'd he do? I'll kick his ass.

L: Pushing about us. Wants to set you up with Phoebe's sister.

E: Are you…. Jealous?!

L: No!

E: Olivia Benson you are!!

L: No I'm not I don't get jealous.

E: Mhm. Well I'm yours and yours alone, babe.

L: :)

El set his phone down, knowing she was unconvinced with his message.

Knowing that her jealousy was making her thoughts spiral and anger bubble in her chest.

That that anger would soon turn into untamed and uncontrollable arousal.

He wasn't blowing smoke or stroking his ego.

He knew it all because he'd been there.

Countless times.

Only now, he could act. And so could she and fuck, he was gonna need to get the boys out of the house for the night.

They were still on break from school, and maybe he could pawn them off on Dickie for a boy's night.

He was close with his oldest, and he knew his father and Olivia were seeing more of each other.

But maybe that wasn't the right kid. Maybe Mo? Seamus and Kieran would certainly be thrilled.

Or Liz… No, probably not Liz.

Kathleen? That would feed her and Bernie's obsession of them being together, so maybe not.

The answer to his internal debate came when his phone lit up with his oldest son's face.

"Hey son," he said smiling.

"Hey pops. Eli said you and Liv have dinner or something boring with the boys tonight. I have 3 Rangers tickets and Noah said he's never been before, which is criminal and I'm gonna need to talk to Li-"

He was cut off by his father's resounding and a little too enthusiastic, "Yes!"

Jet looked up from her desk and cringed, shuddering dramatically before looking back to her computer.

"I mean.. Yes that would be great he'd love that um so… yeah."

There was silence on the other end for a few moments before laughter filled the receiver and El rolled his eyes.

"Jesus dad if you needed to get laid you could have just asked me to take them."

"Richard," he scolded weakly with a sigh, and Dickie laughed harder. "I'll call Liv and ask her. Bye," he said, hanging up.

El looked to Jet who shook her head. "I don't want to know unless you want me to puke."


Liv had just calmed herself a bit when Dickie rang.

"Benson," she said, not looking at the caller ID.

"Hey Livie its Dick," he smiled.

"Oh hey Dickie, sorry," she laughed. "It's been a busy morning."

"No worries!" He laughed. "Hey listen, I have tickets for the Rangers game tonight. I know you and dad were planning on dinner with the boys but can I take them out instead?"

"Oh wow Um… yeah that would be amazing," she nodded. "How much are the tickets?"

"Don't worry about it. I can even scrounge up an old jersey that will fit him."

"Dickie," she began, but rushed her off the phone. "I'll pick them up from your place at 5:30, bye!" He said, hanging up.

She sat back in her seat with a happy sigh and texted El.

L: This your doing??

E: Nope but I'm thrilled.

A sudden wave of anxiety washed over her.

L: Do you still want to hang out?

E: Bell just let us go for the day cause we have to work this weekend. I would come hang out with you now if you'd let me.

E: And tonight

E: And tomorrow

E: And forever.

E: Cause I love you.

E: Get it??

L: I love you

She hesitated several beats before typing again.

L: Come.

L: Bring coffee.

E: Coming.


Her head was buried in paperwork when he walked in with two cups of coffee and a grin on his face.

Fin had given him a look as he marched across the squad to her office and Rollins rolled her eyes. "My god," she muttered.

He knocked gently before opening the door, his heart soaring when he saw the smile that graced her face at the welcomed intrusion.

She was behind on paperwork. Like, behind behind on paperwork, so her blinds had been drawn and her door had been shut all morning.

Sitting back and visibly relaxing, he walked over to her, set her coffee down, and leaned against her desk, bumping her leg with his.

"Can I kiss you," he whispered and she bit her lip, smiling small as her eyes darted between the windows and him.

"Blinds are shut," he reasoned, reaching a hand to gently intertwine their fingers.

"Fin is probably listening," she said, squeezing his large hand and suddenly remembering what it felt like deep inside of her.

"Fin watched us flirt hopelessly for 12 years. I think he's probably expecting this."

"Did he text you about Phoebe's sister?"

"Mhm," he nodded, watching her uncomfortably shift in her chair.

"What'd you say?"

"That I wasn't interested cause I was seeing someone else."

"Elliot," she scolded nervously.

"What? It's true. I didn't say it was you."

She smiled small and her eyes fell absentmindedly to his crotch. "Maybe you should go… get them off our trail…" she said slowly and he scoffed.

"No," he said simply and she bit her lip harder.

"You're sure?"

He stood free from the brace of the desk and slowly squatted down between her legs, putting his hands on her knees and squeezing them.

"Olivia Benson…" he said softly and she sighed.

"Don't patronize me, Stabler."

"I'm not. I'm wishing you'd understand that I don't want anyone but you."

"I'm not this woman why am I jealous," she said, laughing softly and holding her face.

He smiled a little bigger and covered her hands with his own, pulling her face into his for a soft kiss. "She's in love," he mused.

"That's…" she trailed off with a pout knowing he was right and hating it.

"That's what? Why I was an asshole every time you mentioned another man. Every time you came in from a ruined date, horny and looking like a damn smoke show? Cause I was in love with you? Yes."

"Was?" She half teased and he shook his head. "Am. Never stopped. 23 years. I'd make love to you on this desk right now if it were up to me."

She leaned in to kiss him this time, fully and passionately and lovingly. He let out a quiet moan, running his hand to tangle in her hair and pull her closer.

"We have to stop or I'm gonna want you to take me right here," she whispered and he nodded. "Good."

She was 10 seconds from giving in and sinking into his lap when a knock on her door startled them both.

Sitting upright and ushering him back to the position he was in previously; her glasses went back to her face and she resumed Captain mode like a switch flipped.

"Come in," she called, as calm, cool, and collected as ever and with a sip of her coffee.

"Sorry to interrupt guys, but El I just wanna make sure you really don't want to come tonight?"

He was pushing, and they all knew it.

Elliot watched Olivia subtly tense again and he looked back to Fin, shaking his head. "All good here. Like I said I'm seeing someone."

"What's her name?"

"Katrina."

"Mhm and how'd you meet her."

"Katie and my mom thought it would be funny to sign me up for a dating site."

"Getting serious?"

"Been on a few dates… and a few after dates," he winked and they both noticed Olivia wince.

Convinced, and realizing he should cut the shit, Fin nodded slowly, suddenly angry that whatever this was between them actually wasn't happening.

"Well if you change your mind," he muttered with a nod, walking out.

The door shut and El's attention was directed back to his partner? Girlfriend?

He cut her off with a finger to her lip and shook his head. "First name I thought of. No they didn't sign me up, they want me to date you."

"Too late, thinking about you fucking a blonde named Katrina."

"I don't like blondes."

Her eyes about rolled into of her head and she looked at him.

"Fair. That was different. Truthfully I like brunettes, and specifically brunettes named Captain Olivia Margaret Benson."

She sucked in a stuttered breath and he stood her up, pulling their bodies flush with his arms around her lower back. "I love you. Only you. And I'm gonna go and plan a whole big romantic night for us while you stew in your jealousy and get nice and riled up," he said, staccatoing the last few words with kisses.

"Okay, okay," she nodded, "can you get Noah from camp and swing by my place for an overnight bag for him? I know he'll want to see you. I think Dickie said pick the boys up at my place but maybe it should be yours?"

"Sure baby that's fine," he nodded, "then I'll come back to yours?"

"Please," she whispered against his lips.

"Done and done."


"Fin this is messed up," Amanda said shaking her head from the passenger seat of his SUV.

"I think it's a great idea," Sonny said from the back, tossing some popcorn in his mouth.

"See, Carisi agrees."

"Obviously," she sighed. "I think they're bluffing."

"Well he's got plans tonight and she was pretty upset about them."

"Let's just eat our snacks and see what happens," Sonny said, training his eyes back on Elliot's apartment.

"And there he is," Fin said, leaning forward a bit.

They watched Elliot park, get out, and walk around to his passenger side to open the door.

A familiar, curly haired boy jumped out and the trio gasped.

"Is that Noah," Rollins asked incredulously as El grabbed his overnight bag from him and ruffled his hair.

"Sure as shit it," Fin replied, giddily.

They watched as the pair disappeared into the apartment, emerging not 10 minutes later with Dickie and Eli. All three boys were in matching Rangers gear and Noah was absolutely bouncing.

El handed Dickie Noah's overnight bag and hugged all three of them. There was an audible awe that permeated through the car when Noah hugged Elliot a little tighter and longer than the other two.

They watched as he knelt down to his level, and seemingly asked him something, to which Noah nodded with an even bigger grin.

He waved to the boys as they drove away, and climbed back into his suburban, driving off himself.

"If he's not going to Olivia's I'm gonna murder him," Amanda said, shaking her head as Fin pulled out, keeping a decent tail.

They followed him to a bodega for some wine, the grocery store for some food items, and finally a flower shop, where he emerged with a huge bouquet of peonies.

"It's totally Liv, that's her favorite flower," Sonny, who had broken into the chips said from his place in the back.

Fin and Amanda looked back at him with a raised brow. "Boy how do you know that?" Fin asked and Carisi shrugged.

"You're an idiot if you don't and she's worked with you as long as she has."

"What's my favorite flower?" Amanda asked with a raised brow.

He smiled. "Cherokee rose, which are very hard to find, so regular is a good second. And then of course, Jessie likes sunflowers and Billie likes lilies," he winked and she blew him a kiss.

"Alright love birds not in my car," Fin grumbled.


"Benson."

"Stabler."

She laughed. "Hi baby."

"Hi… you on your way home?"

"Sitting in traffic as we speak. You?"

"About to head your way with my shadow."

"What?" She asked with a laugh.

"A certain Sergeant, detective, and ADA have been tailing me since I got home with Noah."

"They're insane!" She exclaimed and he smiled.

"Right. You'd think they'd realize that with all this Wheatley shit I'd be overly aware of my surroundings."

"Honest to God, they can be one track minds sometimes," she said with a grin. "And this is partly my fault. I played my jealousy too well earlier."

"Hope you're still a bit jealous," he smirked and she giggled. "I am…"

"Good. Well Dickie said they're almost to the arena so they're good. I'm on my way over now. Probably will beat you. Figure I'll start dinner and then we can give them a show out front?"

She thought about it a moment, but then he heard the smile in her voice. "Let's do it."


"How long you think they've been fucking," Amanda asked and the boys shrugged.

"Actually or mentally?" Fin asked, "cause mentally— 23 years."

"Traffic must be bad I haven't seen her pull in yet," Carisi said, surveying the garage next to her building.

"Speak of the devil," Amanda said, and they all awkwardly ducked as their Captain drove by and into her space in the gated garage.

"Oh shit here comes El," Fin said pointing.

Carisi was basically in the front seat, and the way they were parked gave a clear view of the three of them through the windshield.


Liv walked out of the garage towards her lobby door and was unable to hide the massive grin that appeared when she saw Elliot standing there in comfy clothes.

"Captain," he smiled, holding a hand out to her.

She eagerly took it and he quickly pulled her flush to his body, his free hand going to the small of her back.

"Hi," he whispered.

"Hi," she smiled, inches from his lips with her hands going around his neck. "Gonna kiss me or not?"

He titled his head, completely going for it and nudging a knee gently between her legs.

She moaned into his mouth and she nodded, pulling back slightly. "Let's tell them to fuck off. I need you. Now."

"Babe," he moaned softly as the turned towards the car that housed their three friends, staring at them through the front windshield with mouths agape.

Liv help up her fist, dramatically raising her middle finger as El wrapped his arms around her from behind, grinding his firm cock into her and pressing a gentle kiss to her neck, before looking up and flipping them off too.

With a satisfied smirk, she turned on her heel, grabbed Elliot's hand, and led him through the lobby to the elevators for the start of a very fun night.

TBC