A/N – I'm not really 100 sure what or who this is about. I haven't updated A Simple Letter for so long, and I'm INCREDIBLY sorry, Im having some problems with it.

The song in this is Hope, by Thirsty Merc.

Torn, broke,
You wanted to be more.
If there's a time you felt like drinking
I bet it is now

Why? Why did she have to do this to me? I thought I knew what love was, but once again…life has proved me to be the fool. I never meant to push her away, she was all I ever wanted to know. All I ever needed to know.

And, then,
a moment in time comes
Events and actions move to shape us
Make a decision

I didn't know watching her walk away would be so hard. I wanted to run after her, but I could feel his eyes on us, and I didn't want to give him anything else to use against me. I didn't want him to feel like he'd won.

Hope
Never lose what you see
All that is meant to be
You will find is more with
Hope
The moment is past it's gone
But you know
It will never be the same

I promise I will never let go of what we had – I will always hold you in my heart. I will always hope to see you again. But I know that the likelihood of that happening is…. well, to me it seems impossible. But I won't let go of those dreams. I can't let go.

Tired, gaunt,
you struggle all over the joint
Decide the grass is always greener
But all I know

I can't sleep – thoughts of you haunt me. I can't go to any of my favourite places, because there is always the memory of you, of me, of the life and love we shared. Even my bedroom isn't safe anymore – I can still hear your voice, and feel your soft, admiring gaze.

Some, times, reality breaks down
Conversations in your head
Are taking the place of

Its like I'm spinning out of control – some times all I can hear is you, all I can feel is you. Dreams of you overload my senses, until all I can do is sit, and cry, and pretend that it's really you I'm talking to.

Hope
Never lose what you see
All that is meant to be
You will find is more with
Hope
The moment is past, it's gone
But you know
It will never be the same

I never meant to lose you. I never meant to let myself get so…involved. I loved you with all that I could…it just wasn't enough. But I want you to know, you have made me who I am today. You have helped to shape and mould me. And I know the part of me that you loved will never die, just fade until we meet again.

Do you feel alone now?
Do you think tomorrow won't be good?
You think that sometime, somehow
with the acid eyes that burn right through.

But I have my friends around me, even if I don't always appreciate it. I know that with them, I will grow stronger. I will be able to look back on what we had without feeling the pain of your goodbyes. But I know I won't always see you in my mind as you walk away…I know that the last image of your eyes will fade. Over time.

Hope
Never lose what you see
All that is meant to be
You will find is more with
Hope
The moment is past it's gone
But you know
It will never be the same