"I'm your wife!" Meredith yelled backing away from Derek. "I…I can't believe I just did that because I love Mike he great and you…you love Addison and this…this…AH!" Meredith left the room frustrated and tired, she was going to have to find another place to try and sleep. "Oh my God," she said pacing in an empty hallway. She couldn't believe it; firstly she admitted that she loved Mike and she also kissed Derek so the mixed messages were flying. "Oh God! What have I done?" She sat done on the floor put her head in her hands and cried.