Dt: Yep, this is my own little thoughts about Naruto. Please don't take any offense. I'm going to write about Naruto, Sasuke, Gaara, Neji, and a lot of the other characters. Most of these will be very angsty. Please Review!
Unaccepted Demons
Chapter 1- Naruto
The monster, the demon. That's what I am. I have no friends.
Everybody hates me. I shouldn't live. I don't deserve to live. That's what everybody says.
A lot of times, I cry myself to sleep knowing the next day would be like the first.
There are days when I feel good. And for a moment, for a moment, I find hope.
But when I'm alone, no one hears me cry. I feel like letting go from this world. There's no light for me to hold on. No hope for me. There is no living reason for me to live.
I have nothing precious, except for my dream. I say to myself, that if I reach that dream, everyone will be my friend and love me.
I watch the other kids. With their mommies and daddies to take them home. Home. To laugh with them. They are so lucky.
Now, everyday, I try and make people notice me. When they laugh and I have attention, it makes me so happy. I do the most dumb things, and everyone thinks I'm stupid. But as long as people know I exist, that's all that matters right?
If people forget that I'm there, then I'll fade away and become nothing. That's what I'm afraid of. To be a nothing. To scream and shout and cry, but no one will even notice you. I'm scared.
When I fall, and try to get up, there is no one to give me a hand. I have to get up be myself. Use all my strength.
But how long can I keep this up. How long can I live and try to not be a nothing. How long can I live alone, without a light or a hope besides my dream?
Dt: Yeah. I hope you saw Naruto through a different light. Naruto isn't just this kid who is annoying and stupid. You have to think about his past right. I wanted to cry, when I realized after disliking Naruto so much, that he found happiness from getting attention when he acted stupid…so yeah.
Please Review. I'm entitled to my opinion, so if you don't like what i read, don't flame me, cause then you'll have to flame a lot of people for thinking like me, so leave me alone..-.-
