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Here is chapter 5. This one is taken place partly inside of Reanin's dream. She dreams of her brother. I want you to understand how important family is. No one is important till the end. Remember that. Keep it for life. Enjoy.

CHAPTER 5: My dream

Everywhere there was a sweet smell. I could drive. I was old enough. I was happy too. In the car, my brother was with me. We drove together. His blond hair was flowing in a breeze that was hardly there. And yet, it was. It was there, for him. Only him. The wind was his that day. That hour, that minute, that second. It was his. He owned it. No one could take it from him. He was a good boy. He put his head back into the window. The 14 year old youth was so happy. He looked at me, "Reanin, you're the best." He looked so happy. His blue crystal eyes looked so happy. They knew nothing. They were innocent eyes. They knew nothing of evil, of hate, of fight. They didn't know death. They knew caring, kindness, gentleness, love. Love was the strongest that showed. He would give anyone a chance. His face was small, carved into an angels'. 'Yeah, not even an angel could compare to you. You're better then that. Your more gorgeous then them.' I could hear myself say it. I said it to myself.

The sky was clear. The only way it should be. Something felt odd though. I kept my eyes on the road. "You want some ice cream?" I asked him.

He laughed, "Okay. I can pay though. Mom and dad gave me money." He smiled again. His smile was perfect. He was my brother. He always would be. "I love you sis. We should be best friends forever." He said.

I could hear myself give him a light laugh. I said, "Best friends. Forever." I was so happy. I bet no one else had a relationship like this with their family. I could never lose him. There would be no way that god would take him away anyway.

"Tomorrow, will you take me to the zoo? Please? I want to take some pictures so that I will have some more for my photo book." He said pleadingly.

"Okay, its final. Tomorrow, we go to the zoo. Promise." I said in a very serious voice.

He gave me another serious look, "You promise? You wont run off with any of your friends? You will only hang out with me tomorrow?" He sounded desperate. I would have to take him tomorrow for sure. I would never go back on my word. "I promise." I said.

I saw his smile of approval. He looked pleased. I was happy. Then, I looked in front of me, someone was in the road! I swerved the car. I was trying not to hit the person. The car moved, but, it also went out of control. My dream faded as I heard my brother scream. I could hear him screaming. The painful scream of an innocent kid in pain. He was in pain, he was crying. Screaming. He was yelling for me. He screamed my name. I couldn't answer though.

I was shaking. I was desperately trying to wake up. I was not going to though. I wanted to wake up. I didn't want to be here. I didn't want to hear him. I didn't deserve this. I didn't want to hear him screaming my name. I couldn't help him.

"Wake up! Wake up Reanin! Up!" Someone screamed at me. I was being shaken. I didn't like it, but it got me up. My face was all wet. I could feel the tears on my face. They were showing probably too. I clung to the person that was holding me. I didn't care who. My eyes were closed. I was half afraid to open them. Half afraid to keep them closed. When I realized I was holding on to Noodle, I relaxed. She was very calming. She was saying soothing things. The things were very helpful. They told me to calm down, but in a nice way. After a while, she began to sing, she sang a song in Japanese. I liked it. I didn't understand it, but, I loved the sound of it. It was lovely.

"Noodle, you know what happened. Don't you." I asked lowly. I knew she knew. I had a feeling she did. She knew something I didn't.

Noodle was quite. She gave me sad look, "I know." She didn't say anything more.

My eyes were still threatening to start crying again. She saw this. I gave her a sigh, "You have to tell me. I need to know. Is my brother okay?" I was asking her.

Noodle gave a small smile. I knew it was a forced one. She looked down when she knew she wasn't fooling anyone. "I don't think you're ready." She said very lowly.

I gave her a small sigh, "Tell me." I whispered. If I could get her to look into my eyes. I would get her to tell me what happened with my brother. My eyes. They are beautiful. They can make anyone tell me the truth. They tell me what I need to know because they are too busy looking at my amethyst eyes. They get distracted. So, I don't have any real powers. I am a normal human. I just have eyes that are very distracting. I like them sometimes. I looked into Noodle's eyes, "Tell me. Please."

She met my gaze. She was weak. Too weak. She was caught up in their purple glory. The purple that so many others had fallen into. The color that meant so much. And now, it was going to bring me pain. I knew it would. "My brother." I said.

"I should tell you." Noodle said lowly. "You have to know." She didn't even blink. I loved her green eyes though. She sighed, "He is dead."

My world shattered. I think it was like a mirror. I was the mirror. My brother was the ball. Someone had thrown him into me. Now, I was being shattered. I held my gaze with Noodle, "No. That's wrong." I said. "Tell me the truth." Noodle held tight, "No lie."

I couldn't hold it. I had a screaming voice in my head. It was him. He was screaming. He wanted help. My gaze fell. So did hers. We both fell back, away from one another. Noodle got up, "No." She tripped over to the door. She grabbed the handle. She left the room. I was on the floor. I noticed that the sun was probably up now. I was tired though. The table was my savior now. I had to know. Even if I didn't want to, I had to find out the rest. I had to know. But how? How was I going to find out the truth? Who could I get to tell me?

The end of chapter 5. Yes, there will be more. I am sorry that it is so confusing right now. I will try and make it more sorted out in the next chapters. I am also trying to make this a shorter story. Thanx to all of the people that are reading this fanfic. I am very happy with you. I hope you like this and I hope you enjoy the next chapter.

-D.D.Darkwriter

No one really knows how important someone is to them, until they lose them. The hardest part, is excepting the fact that they are dead.