I had another sugar rush so once again I decided to work on this fic, ahh i

love storylines where I make up plots anytime i want. Oh Yeah... i want fan

art! Oh yeah this is also a song fic chapter, the song is all by myself sung by

Celine Dion.

Lost Destiny

By Firehedgehog

Chapter Four

      Sapphier eyes looked at the ebony night sky sadly, yellow stars

speckled the sky lightly. The sounds of the streets barely reached him in the

park, Yamaki lifted up his watch and looked at the time.

When I was young

I never needed anyone

And making love was just for fun

Those days are gone

Livin' alone

I think of all the friends I've known

When I dial the telephone

Nobody's home

      'Its almost Midnight, this night reminds me of the first time I was in

the digital world (minus the city sounds and plus digimon and attacks)'

Yamaki thought smiling sadly, he sighed knowing that he would have to

head back to Henrys home soon.

      He had come here to think, he was also trying to overcome the envy

he had felt with the Tamer/digimon reunioun. He shook his head as the

memories of that horrid day came to him, the memories of being a destined

taken away and sent to this dimension.

All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore

      "Matt," he wispered tears in his eyes, he missed his brother so much...

he missed all his long ago friends so much.

      'Enough of tears, I'm not that little kid anymore even if I am trapped

in the body of a thirteen year old at the moment' Yamaki thought, with yet

another sigh he got up and started back to the place he was staying.

***

      Henry opened his eyes as he heard Yamaki climb into the bed in the

guest bedroom, he sighed and hugged terriermon closer for comfort. He

knew that the blond was taking his second childhood badly, from the trip in

the elevator he knew that Yamakis first childhood hadn't been very good

either.

      'It was funny though' he thought with a grin, he snuggled deeper

under his covers.

Hard to be sure

Sometimes I feel so insecure

And loves so distant and obscure

Remains the cure

      'Who could of realized how much Yamaki looked like TK from the

digimon adventures series' he thought, he then fell deep asleep with only the

sounds of the night around him.

***

      Yamaki sadly hugged his knees to his chest, silent tears slipped down

his face. He didn't understand why all the memories were coming back

tonight, why did his past have to haunt him still after these many years.

All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore

All by myself

Don't wanna live

All by myself anymore

      'Why must I always remember, why can't I forget' Yamaki sobbed to

himself silently, finally after a few hours of silent crying he fell asleep.

***

      By the half open door of the room a figure watched Yamaki cry sadly,

the rabbit rookie digimon didn't understand what had drawn him there.

      When he had first met Yamaki Terriermon had thought the human

mad, now he feared something even worse... long ago someone had broken

Yamakis heart making him the cold person he was today.

When I was young

I never needed anyone

And making love was just for fun

Those days are gone

      "Yamaki," he whispered seeing that the blond was finally asleep, he

sighed and vowed something... one day he would find what broke Yamaki's

heart and make them live the pain they caused the blond.

      He wondered what made him feel this way, he shook his head and

went back to where Henry slept... he also had alot of things to think about.

      ....like how to paste Yamakis heart together again....

***

      The morning was high in the sky when Yamaki left the apartment

building, he left alone hoping to sort out his thoughts and emotions. He was

confused on what he felt now, his world was being torn apart again... once

again he was lost at who he was.

      'I was an adult and now I'm a child again, slowly my emotions and

thoughts are becoming that of a child... who will I be then' he thought with a

sigh, it was then that he noticed that he was out of the tamers neighborhood.

      "It can't be," he whispered eyes wide behind his sunglasses, he spun

around slowly in shock and surprise. He had never expected to find himself

in this neighborhood again, he had even advoided it as an adult... the area he

had first appeared in this dimension.

      He walked slowly through the streets drinking in the sights, all was as

he remembered... only the people living here was different. Silently he

walked a long forgotten path that was still etched in his memories, finally he

came to it... the exact spot he had first landed in this dimension.

      It was a small park hardly used by the people in this area, the grass

needed to be mowed... but it was exactly the same.

      Then out of the corner of his left eye he spotted a old oak tree, its

branches were bowed withg great age... he had slept under it many times

before he had been found and adopted.

      Yamaki smiled softly and walked over to it, with slim fingers he

traced words carved in it nineteen years ago by a child who had lost his

destiny.

      "And behold a new world opened up to the lost hope, here I will

wonder till destiny calls me again," he whispered sadly, closing his eyes he

could remember carving these words into the bark.

      He opened his eyes and removed his sunglasses, looking just below the

words he saw the faded initials TK barely visible under then. Yamaki shook

his head a small sad wistful smile on his lips, then turning around he walked

away into the future... a better future hopefully.

All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore

All by myself

Don't wanna live

Oh

Don't wanna live

All by myself

Anymore

Oh

All by myself

Don't wanna live

I never, never, never

Needed anyone

***

      Green eyes watched this curiously from above, in the tree branches of

that exact tree a small white digimon watched Yamaki leave sadly.

      "Hope, you are hope," Calumon said his large innocent eyes sad, then

he blinked and looked confused for a few minutes.

      "Huh... why did I say that?" Calumon asked and then shrugged, then

with a giggle he flew after Yamaki.

TBC

Well i hopes you liked the chapter, and if no one at all liked teh songfic i

wont put anymore songfic chapters inteh fic. Anyway i would love reviews

and emails, and also fanart.

Ja Ne