I had another sugar rush so once again I decided to work on this fic, ahh i
love storylines where I make up plots anytime i want. Oh Yeah... i want fan
art! Oh yeah this is also a song fic chapter, the song is all by myself sung by
Celine Dion.
Lost Destiny
By Firehedgehog
Chapter Four
Sapphier eyes looked at the ebony night sky sadly, yellow stars
speckled the sky lightly. The sounds of the streets barely reached him in the
park, Yamaki lifted up his watch and looked at the time.
When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home
'Its almost Midnight, this night reminds me of the first time I was in
the digital world (minus the city sounds and plus digimon and attacks)'
Yamaki thought smiling sadly, he sighed knowing that he would have to
head back to Henrys home soon.
He had come here to think, he was also trying to overcome the envy
he had felt with the Tamer/digimon reunioun. He shook his head as the
memories of that horrid day came to him, the memories of being a destined
taken away and sent to this dimension.
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
"Matt," he wispered tears in his eyes, he missed his brother so much...
he missed all his long ago friends so much.
'Enough of tears, I'm not that little kid anymore even if I am trapped
in the body of a thirteen year old at the moment' Yamaki thought, with yet
another sigh he got up and started back to the place he was staying.
***
Henry opened his eyes as he heard Yamaki climb into the bed in the
guest bedroom, he sighed and hugged terriermon closer for comfort. He
knew that the blond was taking his second childhood badly, from the trip in
the elevator he knew that Yamakis first childhood hadn't been very good
either.
'It was funny though' he thought with a grin, he snuggled deeper
under his covers.
Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure
'Who could of realized how much Yamaki looked like TK from the
digimon adventures series' he thought, he then fell deep asleep with only the
sounds of the night around him.
***
Yamaki sadly hugged his knees to his chest, silent tears slipped down
his face. He didn't understand why all the memories were coming back
tonight, why did his past have to haunt him still after these many years.
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself anymore
'Why must I always remember, why can't I forget' Yamaki sobbed to
himself silently, finally after a few hours of silent crying he fell asleep.
***
By the half open door of the room a figure watched Yamaki cry sadly,
the rabbit rookie digimon didn't understand what had drawn him there.
When he had first met Yamaki Terriermon had thought the human
mad, now he feared something even worse... long ago someone had broken
Yamakis heart making him the cold person he was today.
When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
"Yamaki," he whispered seeing that the blond was finally asleep, he
sighed and vowed something... one day he would find what broke Yamaki's
heart and make them live the pain they caused the blond.
He wondered what made him feel this way, he shook his head and
went back to where Henry slept... he also had alot of things to think about.
....like how to paste Yamakis heart together again....
***
The morning was high in the sky when Yamaki left the apartment
building, he left alone hoping to sort out his thoughts and emotions. He was
confused on what he felt now, his world was being torn apart again... once
again he was lost at who he was.
'I was an adult and now I'm a child again, slowly my emotions and
thoughts are becoming that of a child... who will I be then' he thought with a
sigh, it was then that he noticed that he was out of the tamers neighborhood.
"It can't be," he whispered eyes wide behind his sunglasses, he spun
around slowly in shock and surprise. He had never expected to find himself
in this neighborhood again, he had even advoided it as an adult... the area he
had first appeared in this dimension.
He walked slowly through the streets drinking in the sights, all was as
he remembered... only the people living here was different. Silently he
walked a long forgotten path that was still etched in his memories, finally he
came to it... the exact spot he had first landed in this dimension.
It was a small park hardly used by the people in this area, the grass
needed to be mowed... but it was exactly the same.
Then out of the corner of his left eye he spotted a old oak tree, its
branches were bowed withg great age... he had slept under it many times
before he had been found and adopted.
Yamaki smiled softly and walked over to it, with slim fingers he
traced words carved in it nineteen years ago by a child who had lost his
destiny.
"And behold a new world opened up to the lost hope, here I will
wonder till destiny calls me again," he whispered sadly, closing his eyes he
could remember carving these words into the bark.
He opened his eyes and removed his sunglasses, looking just below the
words he saw the faded initials TK barely visible under then. Yamaki shook
his head a small sad wistful smile on his lips, then turning around he walked
away into the future... a better future hopefully.
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone
***
Green eyes watched this curiously from above, in the tree branches of
that exact tree a small white digimon watched Yamaki leave sadly.
"Hope, you are hope," Calumon said his large innocent eyes sad, then
he blinked and looked confused for a few minutes.
"Huh... why did I say that?" Calumon asked and then shrugged, then
with a giggle he flew after Yamaki.
TBC
Well i hopes you liked the chapter, and if no one at all liked teh songfic i
wont put anymore songfic chapters inteh fic. Anyway i would love reviews
and emails, and also fanart.
Ja Ne
