As a result of all the notes in this fic, and the lies within them, I've decided to finish everything once and for all. This note will hold everything that has caused Skye and I to discontinue KHANVR.
First of all, Skye and I have been friends for a little over 2 years now, I think. Maybe 3, if you count the time between when we met, and when we really became good friends. We've had our problems, and plenty of fights, mostly over stupid things.
I can hold a grudge. It's very easy for me to get pissed, and not speak to someone. I haven't spoken to Skye's cousin, who was my best friend before Skye, in almost a year and a half. Maybe longer.
Each time Skye and I fight, it takes things out on KHANVR. Of most of the fights we've had, most have been my fault. Little things get on my nerves, and sometimes Skye didn't respect that, and I would blow up, get mad, and mot speak for a while. Most of the time, it's only a few hours that we don't speak. But a recent argument actually took place because of KHANVR. Skye didn't want to write for KHANVR, and wanted me to finish, so she could take MY idea, and write the sequel.
I had actually posted a note in chapter 18 (chapter before this) but Skye, knowing it revealed that she had lied, posted a note over it.
In that note, she makes it seem as though she's going through a hard time, asked me to finish, and I wouldn't. But that's not how it is. We are BOTH in the process of moving, my mother just tried to kill herself (whole different story, but still), and having just been taken out of one school, and moved to home school for the rest of the year, I terribly miss my friends. School held most of my life, and my friends –one in particular, who's name I won't say-- got me up and going to school. Some of my very best friends were there, and my worst mistakes and best kept secrets will forever lie with those people.
Along with everything that's happening to us, I have a HORRIBLE temper when it comes to some things. At times, I'll get to where if someone says something about something I like and they don't, I'll snap at them. I've lost friends before I made them plenty of times because of this. But that's ok. Sometimes, I'm better off alone. And if people can't respect my needs, I don't want to respect theirs.
I grew up as an only child for 6 years. I found out about a year ago that I have not only one, but two sisters. One is 11, and one is 7. I'm currently 13 (14 in 13 days! xD). The 6 years when I thought I was an only child, I learned how to be by myself when I had to be, deal with it, and eventually, value privacy more than almost anything. Maybe that was a mistake, but now, if someone invades my privacy, I tend to bite their head off.
Another result of that, is I hate to be touched, or even hugged. Skye hates that xD. But, she deals with it…most of the time.
So as not to make this note any more boring, I'll leave out every other detail of my life, and stop here.
The point of this not, is to tell you that it's not MY fault we are stopping this. Skye LIED to you, and said we agreed that I would finish KHANVR on my own. That DID NOT happen.
Enough for now. Later, peeps. (heh xD)
Shelby
