IF ONLY

If you only knew the sadness and hatred that I'm feeling the coldness, the pain that dwells in my eyes my fiery spirit that I once had is gone the suffering I've been through and had hidden for all these years is more painful then you could imagine you say you know me but how little you do you know nothing about my past, my future, you know nothing about me if I gave you my trust you would betray me if I gave you my heart you would break it if I gave you my love you would turn away if I gave you my soul what would you do if I stay in the darkness will you bring me to the light once more? For I ….

Am Kai Hiwatari